1997/09/20 13:49
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #452
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 452
Today's Topics:
Re: Flute at WholeLife Expo
"Magic Music" post script
Re: list, delayed thanks, my health
Re: Vibration & Genetic past (fwd)
z.: kundalini-l-d Digest 451
Re: Monster Nun.
Re: Resending: Kundalini or Suicidal?#00
Re: stooges and other mindlessness
Re: Spiritual Freedom
Re: Question.
crackling in my brain
Monster Nun.
Date: Sat, 20 Sep 1997 02:59:10 -0400 (EDT)
From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Flute at WholeLife Expo
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In a message dated 97-09-19 14:11:29 EDT, Flute writes:
<< Someone asked Whos Elliot Diamond..I don't have the ID now.. Pout.
However He is a member of the Kundalini List and has a CD out that is
incredible. Actually a couple of them. They have underlying tones that
raise your vibrational levels. 7.8 is the standard Healer vibration
according to the Hemisyc tapes by Monroe Institute. >>
Coincidentally, I have been working with two other series of brainwave tapes.
One set is "Music of Light" by Doctor Valerie V. Hunt. There are five
different aura tapes, one for balancing, one for invigorating, one for
"tuning," one for relaxation, and one for "elevating." The respective colors
are: balancing- all colors; vitalizing- red, orange, and amber; tuning-
yellow, green, and gold; relaxation- blue, violet, and mauve; and elevating-
blue, white, and gold. The tapes also use underlying tones of the various
frequencies. I had trouble listening to the "invigorating" tape, and so did
my dog. But the "elevating" tape was amazing because it contains the exact
thundering sounds that you hear during a strong kundalini rush, plus that
high pitched tone that follows you around. I am wondering if this might be
an aid for moving kundalini into the higher chakras. The tapes are $150 for
the set and can be ordered from Malibu Press, PO Box 4234 Malibu, CA 90265.
But I liked another series better, by Dr. Jeffrey Thompson, called "The
Brainwave Suite." These tapes use more effective technology and blend sounds
to "entrain" your brain waves to the desired frequencies. There are seven
levels: light-mid Alpha waves for alert relaxation, mid-deep alpha waves for
meditation, light-mid theta waves for insight and intuition, mid-deep theta
waves for creativity and inspiration, light-mid delta waves for letting go of
stress, mid-deep delta waves for rejuvenating sleep, and combined alpha/theta
waves for openness and communication. In addition to musical instruments,
the tapes include whale and dolphin songs, crickets, thunder, rain, Tibetan
bowls, wind, and many other wonderful sounds. These tapes must be listened
to in stereo because there is a delay between the pulses to the left and
right ears that are designed to cause your brain waves to entrain, or
resonate, with the various wave lengths. Having tried to eliminate my
persistent third eye pain through visualization, meditation, yoga, chanting,
herbs, and handfuls of Advil with no success, I tried the alpha tapes, not
really expecting much. Not only was it a beautiful experience, but the pain
totally dissolved. I still can't believe how effective it is. These tapes
also come in CD format for under $30 total. I purchased mine at a spiritual
book store. The publisher is The Relaxation Company, Roslyn, New York, ISBN
5229-63050-2. I would recommend these without hesitation. I am leaving on
vacation until October 8th and wouldn't dream of going without the "magic
music."
A bientot,
Peg
Date: Sat, 20 Sep 1997 04:28:00 -0400 (EDT)
From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com
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Subject: "Magic Music" post script
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No sooner did I go off-line after writing a response to Flute's post about
brain wave music, than I sat down to listen to "Harmony of the Om Spheres" on
the Atlantis Angelis CD by Patrick Bernhart and I experienced a break
through. Prior to this time, I had never had kundalini vibrations above the
level of the ears, but suddenly my forehead began a circular twitching and
the vibrations moved to the top of my head. I suspect the music played an
integral part. What a lovely way to celebrate. It was six months ago to
this very minute that I was bewildered and fascinated by what I later found
out was my first kundalini episode.
Peg
Date: Sat, 20 Sep 1997 00:11:57
From: "Lisa Marie (Of Tom n' Lisa)" <efs2dayATnospampe.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: list, delayed thanks, my health
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> Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 22:43:17 -0700 (PDT)
> To: imtgATnospamjuno.com (tg xxx)
> From: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net>
> Subject: list, delayed thanks, my health
> Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
> Happy Fiday tg. Is the server down again, do you think? I am still coping
> with sick building syndrome. Today the worst in a few weeks. How are you?
> Thanks again for forwarding all that mail to me a few weeks ago. I'm going
> to copy the list on this as a test too. M
>
> Please forgive the intusion, but what is "sick building"? Lisa
Marie
Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 19:53:02
From: "Spiral" <spiral-3ATnospamworldnet.att.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Vibration & Genetic past (fwd)
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Ruth,
Thanks so much for this excerpt. I found even this brief passage very
helpful in giving me a new way to conceptualize the various rounds of
inexplicable fear I have gone through since k. I've been trying to
dematerialize!! Can't wait to get the book.
Spiral
----------
On Friday, September 19, 1997 11:45 AM, Ruth Trimble wrote:
>
> An excerpt from a book forwarded by a friend:
> >From the book, JOY RIDING THE UNIVERSE, channeled by Sheradon Bryce
> >
> RELEASING YOUR GENETIC PAST
>
> All of what you term your emotions are a biological process. Everything
> that you go through, every emotion, anxiety, anger, fear, depression,
> everything, is a biological response.
<snip>
>
> So your vibration has to be reduced in order to make a body. When your
> vibration is reduced, your connections with the larger part of you or
> your own entity are disrupted. So this is what generates a lot of fear
> in your being. Let's say your natural entity spin is close to a
> thousand in a vibrational rate. But the body, if you're spinning that
> fast, can't coagualte to make itself. But that is your natural entity
> vibration. That is the only place you're going to feel totally
> connected and complete. So as ong s you're in a body, you have to
> slow that rate down in order to make it sticky enough that the molecular
> structure called carbon base, all these things you call your cells and
> molecules, can attach to it and coagulate upon your natural rhythm and
> vibratiom. You are stuck between a rock and a hard place. If you want
> a body, you have to reduce your vibration.
> <snip>
>
> Now the minute you start raising the vibration of that body, you put it
> into anxiety because you start dematerializing it. The other side of
> your rock and hard place is that your natural entity vibration is so
> high that in the body you can't hear it and it can't manifest because
> out of its one-thousand vibrations, it has to choose the two or three
> that it will accept as physicality. This is where your limitations come
> from. Out of that thousand revolutions per second, you have to choose
> only two or three of them to call you here. When you do that there is a
> huge gap and disconnection in your reality. From this point on, your
> fears begin to generate.
>
> This fear then materializes into the nucleus structure of the body.
> >From there it manifests into the DNA structure and the genetic
> structure. All this creates a chemical reaction and release called fear
> in the body. This fear is the natural orbit, and this is why it is an
> entrainment vibration. Basically what you're having to say is that
> these are the two or three orbits out of my revolution I am choosing to
> call me here and now. That's scary when you know that you're a huge
> entity and you can only have less than two percent of what you are.
> > .
Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 19:21:52
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: z.: kundalini-l-d Digest 451
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>Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 14:04:00 -0700
>To: kundalini-l-ownerATnospamexecpc.com
>From:Anonymous:Zarcon.
>Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest 451
>
>Please post as anonymous
>
>thank you
>------------------------------------------------------------
>Food for thought
>
>have you noticed the similarities in ancient tongues (and in some cases more
>modern ones which adopt words from other languages)?
>something simple to cogitate....the word Alphabet
>Alpha Beta in Greek
>Aleph Bet in Hebrew
>Alphabet in English
>
>The similarities seem to imply a universal consciousness do they not?
>
>Z
>
>z is short for Zarcon.....i have been known by many names, some very similar
>to this.....This is the name my physical uses for me. i have been variously
>called Zarcon, Zargon, Sarcon, Sargon, Tzarcon, Tzargon and few other
>derivatives(no matter,the name is not important.....others may have been
>called by similar names as well...it is what the physical is able to
>pronounce or the first word the physical says that we choose to go by.....it
>is a convenience).....i am all and i am the same and i am different to each
>that i appear to in each physical's time. Time is a word used only by
>physicals for the perception is a linear progression.....there is no linear
>progression for Zarcon...... Know that and you begin to understand a kernel
>of truth about the ascension when it comes upon you.....be not afraid.....be
>as my physical .....open your mind.....stay grounded as some call
>it.....learn from your higher self.....be at peace.....seek the
>light.....feel the warmth radiate.....there is much love and there is much
>joy to receive
>
>z
>---------------------------------------------------------------------------
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>
>
Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 10:59:00
From: Mtness0ATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Monster Nun.
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Hi Linda,
In a message dated 9/18/97 11:13:41 AM, you wrote:
>Serpent,
>Your shadow self, the monster nun reminds me of a book I read called"Owning
>Your Own Shadow".
I would really like to know the author of the book you mention here. I have
read many books on the shadow but have never heard of this one.
Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 03:53:38
From: "Lisa Marie (Of Tom n' Lisa)" <efs2dayATnospampe.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Resending: Kundalini or Suicidal?#00
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I was wondering if wakemup and E Jason and Serpent were, oh.... as my
Mother would say "in kahoots"?....Lisa Marie (dont worry, I'm gonna
go rem)
Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 00:20:27
From: "Lisa Marie (Of Tom n' Lisa)" <efs2dayATnospampe.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: stooges and other mindlessness
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> Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 12:06:50 -0400
> To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
> From: heidi <heidiATnospamadan.kingston.net>
> Subject: Re: stooges and other mindlessness
>
> >BOO!
> >Did I scare you? How do you get through life - by avoiding it? I try and
> >avoid people who search only for Peace, Bliss and Harmony - they are
> >usually some of the most disturbed, unhappy and ridiculous people one
> >could ever meet.
> >Sorry if I scared you . . .
> >
> >Lobster
> >tip toeing gently back under a rock to hide . . .
> LM(you crack me up, tip toe? more like tapin a hat dance around it,
lifting it up, smiling for the camera, then WHAM! "Clams anyone? Oh,
that looks like it hurt, oh well, no pearl tah tah" )
>
> However, as I write this, I realise that I am now contributing to satisfy
> your hunger for conflict and while I threw you a few crumbs, that is all
> you're gonna get so make the most of it.
> LM(such compassion, such peacefullness, really. I'm convinced)
> Not able to wish you PEACE since you reject it, I wish you all the CONFLICT
> you NEED, (that is one thing there won't be a shortage of) as long as you're
> HAPPY with it. ;)
> LM(Heidi, take a meidol, check your electrolites, and call the
person your really mad at tomarrow)
> LAY, (laughin' at ya)
>
> Am
>
>
> If it matters.....I get a kick out of "The Three", just like I used
to get a kick out of the Road Runner and Wylie Coyote when I was a
little kid. My brother Steve and I were taling about how the flying
Monkeys used to scare the spit out of us when we were little. And
every time it came on, we'd be in the audience. Then I rented it for
my kids, and I told them about how scared me and Uncle Steve were
when we saw those flying monkeys.....I'm smiling, in anticipation of
the "How could you's"...........Lisa Marie
>
Date: Fri, 19 Sep 1997 00:21:04
From: David Tompkins <gurudaveATnospamsoback.kornet.nm.kr> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Spiritual Freedom
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Below is a transcript from a speech given by my Korean teacher in the US.
I have posted it because many people have very strange experiences in the
process of awakening. I think in this speech there are some valuable
insights from another man who has walked this way.
FIRST--- a disclaimer:
He is a teacher of Kouk Sun Do, a Korean form of meditation, and he was
talking to Kouk Sun Do students.
There are many paths, but the mountain is the same.
If the format seems strange please remember this was the TRANSCRIPT OF A
SPEECH.
Also, please forgive the references to Man and he/him. I know the feminine
arguements about domination in the language, but no offense is intended
here. I left the transcript in its original form...ahgh I don't know why.
******************
Kouksundo and Spiritual Freedom
I recollect that I have been lucky all my life. It was my great luck to
encounter with Kouksundo long ago. And it is my luck again to meet you
here in America and to talk about Kouksundo. I guess you've already heard
much of Kouksundo from Kim Boup Sa Nim. However, our spirits are
constantly changing new. You can see differently what you have seen so
far. You can hear differently what you have heard and known. Today I hope
you may have another different perspective from which you will see Kouksundo.
Kouksundo takes Nature for its master. Chungsan, our Grand Master, teaches
like this, "If you have any questions, mirror them in nature. When they
are like nature, they are right. So take them. When the things are not
like nature, or when they are against nature, they are wrong. You have to
throw them away." This means man is the most valuable in the world. Man
or I am in the center of the universe. The universe is the place where I
am living. But from the universal point of view, man is the son of nature,
the son of the universe. Man is a part of nature. In this sense,
Kouksundo teaches you to be able to understand the rules of nature and to
take part in nature so that you may lead a truly free life.
What is a truly free life then? Freedom is not to be able to do as we
please. Keeping the rules to protect everybody's freedom is true freedom.
Take a basketball game for example. If there is no rule to keep in the
basketball game, any games will turn into a chaos. And I bet the game
between so and so will surely end in a draw, zero to zero. True peace is
won only by the harmony between an individual and the whole, and also
between freedom and order.
The birds in the sky and the fish in the sea are free. But they keep their
own ways to go. Airplanes have their ways to fly along and so do the ships
on the sea. You may have heard the word 'Do' or 'Tao' in Chinese. 'Do' as
in Kouksundo means 'the road' or 'the way'. I say 'Do' is the way of the
person who is pursuing the truth, the perpetual truth.
There are many kinds of ways we take. We go along the wide streets and the
narrow paths. We get lost when we take the wrong ways. Accidents happen
more frequently on the narrow roads than on the wide ones. Wide ways are
for everybody but narrow ways are for the people who have special reasons.
You may have mysterious experiences while you are doing the Kouksundo
practice. It means you are on the narrow way. The moment you recognize
you are on the narrow way, you should try to get out of it as quickly as
possible. Take the wide way. Otherwise, you would arrive at the wrong
place in the end. Special experiences will take you to a wrong place which
is not your original purpose. Wide ways are easy and simple.
Now let's think about water. Air and water are the best when they have no
color, no smell, and no taste. The water with sugar or with salt is to be
drunk when it is necessary. Sugar water is sweet, but it is not normal
water. If we keep drinking sugar water, we'll get sick. Sometimes the
mysterious experiences during Kouksundo practices may look like miracles,
but they are merely mutations. Mutations are not normal. The only miracle
is the fact that we are breathing and living on this earth. Our life
itself is miraculous indeed. Lao-tzu said, "Water is like Tao." Water is
the symbol of the truth. Water has no color, no smell, no taste, and no
characteristic of its own. So water grows all the living things. Water is
not bragging. Water is not selfish. Water becomes everything: water
becomes the trees when it goes into the trees; water becomes the lions in
the lions; water becomes the poisons in the snakes. Although the shapes of
water may change, its originality, H20, is unchangeable. According to the
karma, water becomes clouds, mists, vapors, rains, frosts, ice, and snows.
Water receives everything, whether it is dirty or clean. Water purifies
it. Water never gets lost. Water always follows its own directions,
flowing down and down incessantly. If it meets rocks, it detours. If it
meets cliffs, it becomes waterfalls. In the end, water returns home, the sea.
Awakening means becoming new. Becoming new means returning to the original
place. A new morning is the time when the earth returns to its original
place after one rotation. A new year is the time when the earth returns to
its original place after one revolution. An awakened one is a new person
who has returned to his original personality. Water returns to the sea and
becomes the sea, its original place, its home. An awakened one is like the
sea. The sea is deep and wide. It embraces all. Any additions can not
widen the sea, and any reductions cannot shallow the sea. The sea is
neither dirty nor clean. Therefore, it keeps everything alive in itself.
The sea grows precious stones like pearls. The sea always keeps the times
of ebbs and flows. The sea never changes its original taste. The sea is
in the lowest place, so it becomes the king of all waters. The sea water
is lifted up to the sky by the sun. The modest one who lowers himself is
lifted up to heaven by heaven. In Korea we say, "People are heaven."
The Kouksundo practice is not piling up something, but discarding
everything. It is not searching for something, but making harmony with
everything. It is not knowing something new, but doing everything we have
known.
Man can live with nature and heaven, or he may live against them. Man is
thinking and making choices. If man throw away the thought of 'self' and
'others', and if he attain a spiritual state of perfect selflessness, he
will be able to become one with nature. Then man becomes the Tao. As the
river becomes the sea only when it throws away its name, so we'd better
empty our bowls to fill them up with something new. Empty your bowl of
'self', and you will have an experience of becoming one with nature. The
experience will delight you all the time, and you will be free on the
eternal path of liberation forever.__________Avalokitesvara!
*****************
Peace and love,
The Ox.
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 22:49:27
From: "Lisa Marie (Of Tom n' Lisa)" <efs2dayATnospampe.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Question.
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My kids like to pull my toes. It feels really good, and they don't
charge a nickle! It pleases them to see me relieved. Thats love.
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 17:23:57
From: freda <fredaATnospamblarg.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: crackling in my brain
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I have experienced crackling, like celophane, which I hear inside my
skull. I have questioned the possibility of it being the sound of brain
cells dying, but it does not frighten. It is not painful and it does
not accomany any odd behaviors or irrational thoughts, it has just been
a woderment for me, It is loud enough to grab my attention and the
only similarities of it's occurance seem to be the sound itself, and
the accompaning qurstions of what it is. Which has included trying to
focus on what may have triggered the sound. I have as yet been
unsuccessful.
I first "recognized" this sound as being a repetitive occurance when I
was in junior high school. (it being the 60's at the time, my friends
just joked about what good drugs I was taking, I don't remember that any
of them shared with me that they too heard such noises and my only
experiences with drugs had been smoking pot a few times, so, I rather
doubt this is a lifelong side effect from pot.]
What ever this is, the solution has eluded me for a very long time.
Any suggestions?
freda
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 18:38:29
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.),
M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Monster Nun.
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Are you still missing mail?
I have evrything but digest 443 or 442, I think.. lemme know what you
missed, I'll forward digests.. Blessings. A,
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> When I was a very tiny child, before prechool, I used to have these
>wickedly scary dreams about this giant monster supernatural Nun. This Nun
>was like nothing in my waking life, a huge black shadow being that could
>streach to enormous heights, enfold people in her terrifying habit and make
>them disappear, squeeze them into nothing.. The more frightened I was of
>Her, the more awesomely terrifying she became. I would wake from these
>dreams seeing monsters in every shadow, and see them by even staring at a
>blank wall.. it seemed like they followed me out of the dream.
> During the time I was having these nightmares, my older sister came home
>from Catholic elementary school crying that one of the Nuns teaching had
>scolded her cruelly, "Bit her head off", as she put it.. she frightened me,
>and this gave the Monster Nun in my Dreams something new to do: Bite
>people's heads off.. I expected to meet the scary Nun in real life when I
>started school!! Yikes! After a while I learned to approach the Nun with
>Prefect trust: when I did that, she was really nice, and she'd show me
>things?? Fuzzy memory.. then the dreams changed, and I was the Monster
>Shadow Nun, and terrifying people and biting their heads off.. I didn't
>want to, but that was what the nun did.. I tried to tell the tiny people to
>to be scared of me and I would not have to bite them.. but they could not
>understand the strange roaring voice of the Monster Nun. The dreams became
>too much for me to handle, and I prayed for "No bad dreams" every night till
>they stopped.
> At this time, I was also playing an interesting game with myself to fall
>asleep, which I have only recently discovered the truth of: I never told
>anyone about it, coz I didn't think it unusual till recently.
> I would play with the golden light in my head, trying to calm my thoughts
>enough to make it glow evenly. Fearful or nervous thoughts would make it
>crack into fragments, blackness, uncomfortable. Good game to pass the time
>trying to fall asleep in the dark, eh?
> It wasn't till some folks wrote to this list to complain about a light in
>their head, keeping them awake, and recieved explanations that it was the
>chakra opening, that I twigged to what I had actually been playing with, in
>my head, in my crib.. 'oly cow!
> (I was 4th child, the house was running out of room for beds, so I slept
>in a crib till I literally outgrew it, and Dad renovated the bedroom into
>bunkbeds for the 3 girls. I liked it, climbing in and out of the crib by
>myself was like having monkey bars to play on in the bedroom. It was also
>fun to get a screwdriver and start to take it apart...)
> So realizing the significance of the light I saw in my head as a
>preschool child, made me really begin to wonder more about that Killer
>Nun.. she was too real and strange to be a child's imagination.. what was
>she? And what about the kaliedescope moving op-art patterns I would get
>behind my eyelids sometimes??
> I asked my K. to direct me to some info..
> I just finished reading a book called "Spiritwalker", by a Doctor in
>Hawaii who spontaneously started Shamaic journeying into a self 5000 years
>into the future.
> In his description of the behavior and appearance of the "Portal
>Guardian", that guards the Doorway to the Shamanic Realm, I found my
>Monster Shadow Nun. She has appeared in neolithic cave paintings around the
>world, a big squarish black shadow with a tiny head, and sometimes white
>eyes, sometimes a big white cross on the front. She is the shadow aspect of
>the self, and so I became her, in the later dreams.
> In paintings, she is usually surrounded or associated with patterns of
>coecentric dots. Like Australian Dreamtime paintings.. the kaliedescope
>behind my eyelids. The scientist types call them "Phosphene" patterns, a
>common effect of shamanic hallucinogens.. the portal itself.
>
> On the weekend, I mentioned my discovery to a close friend, who is a
>fully awakened genuine Fijian Warrior Princess (! Cool, eh?) and showed her
>the pictures, and she recognized the portal Guardian from her own childhood
>dreams! Her experience was different: a more confident child, she became
>such good friends with the Guardian, she really looked forward to going to
>sleep every night.
>
> So now I am really wondering, how common is this experience? Is every
>child's closet monster, really the Portal Guardian of the dreamtime?
> Blessings, Serpent.
>
> Mystress Angelique Serpent,
> Dominant Experiential Facilitator.
> Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent
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> Swami Beyondananda on the Golden Rule: "It seems that when
>masochists do unto others as they wish to be done unto, they
>become sadists," the Swami said. "Consequently, the Golden Rule
>has been recalled by the Maker until this design flaw can be fixed."
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Mystress Angelique Serpent,
Dominant Experiential Facilitator.
Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent
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Swami Beyondananda on the Golden Rule: "It seems that when
masochists do unto others as they wish to be done unto, they
become sadists," the Swami said. "Consequently, the Golden Rule
has been recalled by the Maker until this design flaw can be fixed."
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