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1997/09/18 12:46
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #450


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 450

Today's Topics:
  Re: Trusting the "U"
  Re: Monster Nun.
  Re: the three stooges
  Re: Just Wondering
  Re: Ego: What is it?
  Re: 100th Monkey Business
  Re: Question.
  [Fwd: Re: Trusting the "U"]
  re: Monster Nun.
  Noises in the Head
  re: Trusting the "U"
  Trusting the "U"
  Re: stooges and other mindlessness
  Re: Just Wondering
  Re: Anonymous: A question or two.
  Re: stooges and other mindlessness
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:13:20
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Trusting the "U"
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Hello Nancy !

What a transformation I perceive through your narration. A great motivator
it is to all who would read, understand and empathaize.
It has expanded my faith on the Universe.
Please share whenever you can.

God Bless,

Indra

Nancy (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:

> Hi all,
>
> My life overturned this past year...business gone, marriage over, many
> relationships severed, letting go of possessions, other personal
> traumatic experiences.
>
> At first, I was shocked. I hated it. I swam against the current, trying
> to recreate my old life. The more I swam, the harder the current became.
> But I am a strong current. I thought I had beat the current. But as I
> started coasting to shore, I was pulled in life's undertow and died.
>
> Death was easier than the struggle. But then I was given a second chance
> at life. I didn't know how to proceed. I had some ideas about possible
> directions but didn't want to get caught in the same current. My life
> after death began with solitude. This provided me the time for my
> caterpillar spirit to spin its coccoon.
>
> (Right before I "died" a friend who could see auras noticed a pink hue
> overtaking my normally green aura. After death, my aura was completely
> pink. She described it as hard and shell-like. It didn't want her to
> inquire about its purpose. It said she hadn't done her work and she was
> not appropriate. The only message she received was that I had a trek to
> complete. Two other people were involved. And then the warning, don't
> search for the scribe. My friend has never wanted to see auras or see
> spirits. After her encounter with me, she smelled this rotten meat
> stench and was ill all evening. That night she had a vivid dream where
> she was shown that in a previous life she had been a spiritual counselor
> for those living and dead. This time she wanted a "normal" life. Her
> guides told her she had only to ask and her spiritual sight would
> disappear. Now she sees no auras nor spirits.)
>
> The past couple of months I have been learning how to recreate my life.
> I have used my natural urges but haven't forced things. I create the
> vision, then let go and let the universe take care of the details.
>
> This past week after 6 weeks of searching, I obtained employment. I am
> working in a public relations department in a hospital. At first I was
> excited (food! rent! insurance!). Then the daily grind smacked me. I
> remembered why I didn't like having a job. Every day I also had to bike
> 8 miles to work because my leased vehicle had to be returned. I don't
> mind exercise, but two nights ago it seemed a bit much. My neck ached
> from stress, biking and my uncomfortable computer setup. I was biking
> uphill with a 15 mile wind blowing me back. Every project I had
> undertaken at work that day seemed to lead to dead ends. I HATE THIS! I
> thought, knowing I should be grateful. THIS SUCKS! but most people would
> love to have this job.
>
> How can this job possibly have meaning? I wondered. Some of the k-posts,
> particularly those talking about listening helped me. And some of my
> e-mail friends provided some listening for me. Okay, maybe I just need
> to add my light and love into whatever project I'm working on. Maybe
> that's my purpose. This seemed to calm that restlessness.
>
> Last night I dreamt that there was a dead monkey in a cage. It's skin
> was half gone. This is disgusting, I remember thinking. Why is it in my
> house. Yet, I was fascinated by it. I still don't know this dream's
> significance.
>
> But today, I think I discovered why I am where I'm at. I met a very
> enlightened individual today who is involved in a "healing environment"
> committee at the hospital. They are working to use the arts to help in
> people's recovery. Her particular emphasis is music therapy. The group
> is working on creating a library of music which would be available to
> patients. It will take educating staff and patients. Meeting her today
> just turned my whole attitude around. Wow. My crass writing, business,
> pr skills could actually be used for healing! I feel so honored and
> priviliged.
>
> Tonight, I picked up a much older car which won't require monthly
> payments. Finding that car was another gift. It was right on my bike
> route and nobody else had called. After I test drove the car, the phone
> was ringing off the hook with interested buyers.
>
> I know a lot of us have experienced so much confusion, frustration and
> pain with this thing called life. What's the point? I know I've
> wondered. I just wanted to share that sometimes when we cease struggling
> we can allow the universe to carry us where it will. Going with the flow
> still feels unnatural to my striving nature, but it has become easier.
>
> Thanks, my k friends, for being there to let me share my enlightened
> moment.
>
> Namaste,
> Nancy
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:16:04
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Monster Nun.
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Hello !

The shadow exists because we exist. Without ou existence there would be no
shadow. I agree we must acknowledge our shadow side without judgement,
evaluate it objectively and use that understanding in self improvement and
healing.

Indra

by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

> Serpent,
> When I learned that I must resolve opposites to be able to grow, I began to
> mend my broken and miserable ego. Now I can see more clearly. I feel less
> guilt ridden and more peaceful. Sat Chit Ananda Linda
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:16:29
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: the three stooges
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Hello !

All images create a reflection on our minds. The reflections stimulate the
memory to make us understand. Then choice comes in. The natural process
of all living organisms is to shun pain and misery and enjoy the pleasure.
But this also may be chosen the other way round, according to one's propensity
or natural inclination related to the person's comfort level.

Indra

M wrote:

> Angelique wrote:
>
> >As a tiny child, I was terrified of the three stooges.. would run and
> >hide when they came on TV.. as my Mother has reminded me with some
> >amusement..
> > The really scariest thing was stupid people being mean to each other for
> >no reason.. and other people laughing at them.. art imitating life.
> >
>
> I didn't hide, but I never stayed around if their lunacy was being broadcast
> and I have never figured out their appeal. I can hardly believe anyone
> could possibly find them funny. Is it chromozonal, or what?
>
> M
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:13:55
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Just Wondering
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Hello !

I have had such sonic booms several times. I have heard sound of Flute, the
buzzing bee, and gongs of bells.
Sometimes, these sounds have built up tremendous pressures in my head.
Probably my blood pressure went soaring too, at the time.
I believe when we are receptive, relaxed,and listen, our psychic abilities
which are part of our natural self surface more readily on our conscious
plane
of existemce.

God Bless,

Indra

by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

> In a message dated 97-09-17 19:54:48 EDT, you write:
>
> <<
> Several times I have experienced a terribly loud sound. There is
> no external source for it. I would liken it to the sound generated
> if one were to turn a high wattage stereo on full volume for a split
> second. Or perhaps, a very loud burst from a baritone or trombone. >>
>
> i guess sometimes we are just not pauing enough attention. Have you ever
> tried to get someone's attention who is ignoring you?
> My first experience was while driving on the freeway. The sound went off in
> my head and I must have jumped a foot. It was a loud ringing sound in the
> middle of my head.........Look for patterns, the rose
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:15:24
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Ego: What is it?
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Hello !
Regarding the ego I have a different perspective. Without the ego we may
not be
able to function in this world of duality. What I feel is important though,
that
instead of being driven by our ego, we could listen to it, discern what it
offers,
make the choice and drive the ego with our intentional and awareness filled
consciosuness. Then I suppose, we would not negate the ego but make use of
it in
the constructive, healing, and reformative process and transform our lives
the way we choose to.

Indra by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

> In a message dated 97-09-17 04:36:52 EDT, you write:
>
> << the ego will act like the "poor me"
> saying "don't forget me, I'm here to help". Other times it won't come
> out to be seen. It also has cut, scratched and threatened its host/s in
> the meditation. >>
> Sue.
> This abusive treatment of the ego may only serve to create a larger and more
> powerful shadow. If you banish the ego from consciousness it will become
part
> of the shadow, the unconscious. The ego is consciousness. When the shadow
> becomes too powerful and too full of unconscious materials , it will become
> an autonomous entity, taking over consciousness. This is madness, psychosis!
> To become a healer, a bridge must be created between the conscious and the
> unconscious, not a locked door!. the rose
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:14:53
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: 100th Monkey Business
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Hello,
I have heard Rupert Sheldrake a Bio Physicist in England talk on Morphic
Resonance Principle. It is very true that most things, ideas, perspective are
contagious throughout time.

Indra

LibraKat11ATnospamaol.com wrote:

> << We could say, that by the same principle, in a restrictive way, as more
> and more people become enlightened, it will become more and more easier
> for the others to become enlightened. >>
>
> This seems to apply to many things. For years no one thought a mile
could be
> run in less than 5 minutes. When someone finally broke this barrier and
> achieved the 4 minute mile, many runners began to run a mile in under 5
> minutes.
>
> Thoughtforms (memes) have been studied since the 50's and there are several
> books on studies that document the "contagiousness" of thoughts.
>
> Kat
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:18:17
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Question.
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917221817.0ab77cd2ATnospamdomin8rex.com>
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Hello !

Thanks for sharing your experience.
Couple of years ago I had been to see a person full of divinity. They
congregation of 250 people were chanting. I wept through it all. My whole body

vibrated for a couple of hours. Then I felt strongly that I was healed
through the experience and the environment.
Indra

Debora A. Orf (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:

> Hello there,
>
> Thank you for the kind welcome messages that came. now i have a question 4
> y'all.
>
> this summer i did a 15 day intensive meditation retreat. not too far into
> the retreat my right shoulder area started hurting a lot. After the
> retreat it faded. At the time i thought it was muscle strain.
>
> But recently it came back..along with heat coming from my heart center and
> a tingling sensation coming from the very top of my head. sometimes i'll
> be in my car and i'll feel it and want to curl my spine backward to deal
> with it. i'm pretty new in dealing with energies in my subtle channels and
> any advice here would be welcome. i plan to ask one of my teachers when he
> gets back in the area about it, but i thought i'd shoot the idea out to
> the list too.
>
> when this energy rises, i feel like i'm either going to burst into tears
> or start laughing insanely.
>
> thank you for taking time to read this letter,
>
> maitri,
>
> --dao
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 10:41:41 -0700
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com>
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Subject: [Fwd: Re: Trusting the "U"]
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Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 10:22:45 -0700
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To:
 "Nancy (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)" <NancyATnospammagiccity.com>
Subject: Re: Trusting the "U"
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Nancy (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:
 
> Hi all,
>
> My life overturned this past year...business gone, marriage over, many
> relationships severed, letting go of possessions, other personal
> traumatic experiences.

<snip>

> But today, I think I discovered why I am where I'm at. I met a very
> enlightened individual today who is involved in a "healing environment"
> committee at the hospital. They are working to use the arts to help in
> people's recovery. Her particular emphasis is music therapy. The group
> is working on creating a library of music which would be available to
> patients. It will take educating staff and patients. Meeting her today
> just turned my whole attitude around. Wow. My crass writing, business,
> pr skills could actually be used for healing! I feel so honored and
> priviliged.

Hi Nancy,
Tranformation and change. Can it all be nice please . . . :)
Sometimes we encounter 'going with the flow'. Sometimes the currents
seem too strong, painful and hurtful. The most difficult thing to
remember through times of transition and difficulties is that if we
commit ourselves to the Spirit, she is protecing and enabling our
growth. SHE IS ALWAYS WITH US.
HAVE NO FEAR - YOU ARE ALWAYS IN THE HANDS OF THE GODDESS.
She seperates you from youself, destroys your fantasies, purifies your
intentions, strengthens your resolve; moulds you.
Your soul has asked for growth. The weak grows where it will and
achieves little of consequence. The strong grows where it can barely
survive the pain. So the weak has not struggled and has grown much as
one would expect. The strong struggles and it grows in Greater Love,
through Greater Love, with Greater Love.
You are indeed honoured and priviliged. You have the opportunity to do
good. I wish you every success.

Love and Blessings
Lobster

A R C
Lobster playground . . .
http://dspace.dial.pipex.com/town/place/vv60/index.html
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 08:45:49 -0500 (CDT)
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.)
To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: re: Monster Nun.
Message-Id: <199709181345.IAA19670ATnospamdfw-ix2.ix.netcom.com>

It has been my project for a few years to find ways to get early
adolescents connected to spirit but your idea of looking to even
younger folk really appeals to me.
Boy the connection between molestation and extrasensory capacity
continues to astound me. I know Kenneth Ring says the need to leave
the body leads to this capacity but I also think it is the other way
around. I'll bet small children who are especially psychic (somewhat
loners by definition, perhaps) "read" their perpetrators in a way that
might bypass or distort normal self-protective signals. Then of course
they could never articulate what happened to someone who could help
them, both because of their isolation and because the experience was
too big for words.

One of the miracles of K is how it reconfigures your whole childhood.
Thanks for stimulating so much in me about this issue! Love, Holly
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 03:58:48 -1000
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Noises in the Head
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Hi Jeff Jackson:
Sounds.. aha... thought I had thunderstorms in my head...and popping
sounds that I thought everyone could hear, but no.. it was all inside my
head. It is a wild journey. I do not know of this volume you are
experiencing.. but I remember the sharpness and pain almost to every part
of my head. It will pass... I think breathing gently helps...
Just one more of HER manifestations.

I can unblock some people's stuck K. over the ethers if they truly want it
unblocked. Once a friend had a piece of glass across the sushumna (central
column) which he had put there to stop the K. rising as he was afraid of
the out-of-control feeling it gave. He was unable to sleep and had a
raging mind all night. Removing the glass (etheric glass) enabled him to
sleep again.. and the K. to do her thing. We live about 3000 miles apart.

Unfortunately, I am working for a living and this is my busiest time.. I
have not yet managed to make a living writing books on Kundalini,
especially when I give it away on the Internet here and in my
site...inspite ofwhat others might imagine!!!!!

If you are serious and can be patient, I may be able to help. I need a
full name, and physical description with clear details about the
symptoms and where it feels stuck. I will respond as I can.
Reiki works SUPER well.. my girlfriend across the island sent me some this
weekend when a toothache flared up with pain and tenderness. Her Reiki
allowed it to get no worse but to actually subside and kept me fine until
Monday when I could get to the dentist...saving me an emergency call. It
works!
Aloha... Ruth
******
Everytime one realizes something of the truth, there is a dance in the
heart. The heart is the only testimony for the truth. (Osho)
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Ruth Trimble email:<trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu>
    http://166.122.32.61/trimble/
*****
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 09:14:53 -0500 (CDT)
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: re: Trusting the "U"
Message-Id: <199709181414.JAA06078ATnospamdfw-ix10.ix.netcom.com>

Wonderful story, Nancy. Yup. Just moved 2500 miles, new life, new
partner, everchanging insides! When I lived in Los Angeles, I was
amused by myself and others who moved there because we wanted to
"grow," and then complained loudly about the earthquakes, riots,
floods, frail human relationships and the overall Sodom-Gomorrahness of
the place. I have been such a will-driven person it took that much
just to BEGIN to learn how to surrender! Holly
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 11:41:09 -0400
From: imtgATnospamjuno.com (tg xxx)
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Trusting the "U"
Message-ID: <19970918.114110.8630.0.imtgATnospamjuno.com>

Holly wrote....
<<When I lived in Los Angeles, I was amused by myself and others who
moved there because we wanted to "grow," and then complained loudly about
the earthquakes, riots, floods, frail human relationship and the overall
Sodom-Gomorrahness of the place. I have been such a will-driven person
it took that much just to BEGIN to learn how to surrender!>>

As I was reading this, my mind *heard* Kundalini here, although Holly was
speaking about Los Angeles.... (re-read and replace L.A. with K.)...

LOL,
xxxtg

Moving at the Speed of Life....

http://members.aol.com/Teeegeee/tgsplace.html <~~~~ on the web now!
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 12:06:50 -0400
From: heidi <heidiATnospamadan.kingston.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: stooges and other mindlessness
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>BOO!
>Did I scare you? How do you get through life - by avoiding it? I try and
>avoid people who search only for Peace, Bliss and Harmony - they are
>usually some of the most disturbed, unhappy and ridiculous people one
>could ever meet.
>Sorry if I scared you . . .
>
>Lobster
>tip toeing gently back under a rock to hide . . .

There are people who look for peace all their lives and never come close to
it. There are others who find peace boring and like to disturb shit for they
find that exciting. Hell, I have friends who freely admit to that.

To arrive at the PEACE I have found I had to go through a lifetime of hell
so you could say that I have graduated, not, as you imply, lived my life in
peaceful "boredom". How could I define what peace was if I had not
experienced its opposite?

When I stopped watching the news it was after years and years of watching
its violence and one day, when I found I was actually BORED with all the
killings in the various wars, I made a conscious decision to boycott it and
any other mindlessness which was indiscriminately piped into my home.
Consequently, I tape all and any shows I want to watch to keep my soul from
cluttering with NONEsense. It has better and more important things to go after.

You couldn't be more wrong if you think I am a person who is SCARED.
Obviously the sarcasm in my post has escaped you. When one has experienced
HELL, in all its manifestations, there is NOTHING and NO ONE, who will ever
scare one again.

However, as I write this, I realise that I am now contributing to satisfy
your hunger for conflict and while I threw you a few crumbs, that is all
you're gonna get so make the most of it.

Not able to wish you PEACE since you reject it, I wish you all the CONFLICT
you NEED, (that is one thing there won't be a shortage of) as long as you're
HAPPY with it. ;)

LAY, (laughin' at ya)

Am
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 10:44:51 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: "Jeff Jackson (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)" <jacksonATnospamdaimler.ucs.indiana.edu>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Just Wondering
Message-ID: <3420F812.68C4ATnospamintercomm.com>

Jeff wrote:
> Several times I have experienced a terribly loud sound. There is
> no external source for it. I would liken it to the sound generated
> if one were to turn a high wattage stereo on full volume for a split
> second. Or perhaps, a very loud burst from a baritone or trombone.
>
> In all but one instance, it was short, not very loud, and not very unpleasant.
> However, the last time it happened, a few years ago, I was almost brought to
> my knees at the volume and the pain. The last time was once again a mere
> split second, and the pain ended with the sound with no residual evidence
> that it had ever happened.

Hi Jeff,
 Sounds, high pitch, low, humming, loud cracks, bees, ocean, all are
part of the awkening, in fact, you will hear so many cracks, creeks and
other sounds it is best to not notice them at all except... what they
are there for, which is to take you in deeper inside. And, to take you
into places inside and outside that you have never been before.We live
in a world of matter in the conscious mind side, but we live in an
invisible world also simoltaneously, so we are experiencing and going
into multi-levels of experience at any given moment. At night you
clearly explore these dimensions, and the sounds, lights, colors are all
your preparation for it.

 Are you familiar with the Monroe Institute, they have taken those
sounds and reproduced various ones coming in through different ears,
anyway these sounds produce altered states or what they call focus 10,
12, etc.

 This is a fact that is true, however, it is much better to become
introduced to these states naturally when your in your flow then in a
test, although I can see it is effective.

 Kundalini is purification for a much bigger explosion of energy, this
is what most don't recognize, it is just the beginning. Gloria
>
>
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 10:53:24 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Anonymous: A question or two.
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Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>
> >Return-Path:
> >X-Originating-IP: [206.64.48.85]
> >From: Anon.
> >To: kundalini-l-ownerATnospamexecpc.com
> >Subject: A question or two.
> >Date: Tue, 16 Sep 1997 20:16:10 PDT
> >
> >Dear Kundalini Mailing list,
> >
> >I enjoy all this information about this phenomena called kundalini.I
> >have been a fundamentalist for 17 years of my life.And the past two
> >years i have been searching for a more meaningful life with God.Theres
> >been alot of ups and downs,but i know i have to move on because i will
> >not go all the way back, I was learning about this new (to me) form,
> >called meditation, which i did not know one thing about .

This is a courageous move for you, and I'm sure it is both exciting and
different. Really everthing you have known is just to be transformed,
this is the way it is for everyone. You don't lose your beliefs, instead
everyone that you have just becomes changed in your spiritual movement.

Kundalini is a lifetime process of change, it is direct as experience
and because of it, you never get away from it. But, it can be a
beautiful enlightening time if you make God the corner stone of your
moment to moment life. In this, you transform your belief with power and
you still carry forward the truth that held that belief together. This
is your foundation, it needs to be brought face to face with the Holy
Spirit, which kundalini is also in another form. Kundalini is the
individual powerhouse of divine energy called prana, Holy Spirit is
universal both come together to create the great bang, but meanwhile,
allow kundalini to work with you. Don't fight it or even try to
understand it, it isn't something you can do either with, instead
surrender to it in the form that it is God's Will for you. Then you are
in a very safe place, learn to observe the ride like it is happening to
someone else. And, indeed you will have something to cry great joyful
tears about. God Bless ...Gloria
Date: Thu, 18 Sep 1997 10:52:13
From: drdukeATnospamservtech.com (Dr.Duke) (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: stooges and other mindlessness
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>Whether it was a movie or Grimm's or H.C. Anderson fairytailes or any other
>thing that smacked of violence, as a child, I was always very uncomfortable
>with it. Would hide or put my hands to my ears. Today, WILL NO LONGER WATCH
>THE NEWS, downright BOYCOTT it. Haven't learned a thing, have I?????? ;)
;) ;)
>
>Wishing y'all PEACE, for if you have that, it includes BLISS and HARMONY and
>therefore inner HAPPINESS which is the only one we can ultimately count on.
>
>Am
>
If life is a circle of bad and good, yin and yang, one must accept
both. Everything helps define every other thing. To pick only one side
or thought, denies the facts of existence, denies an understanding of
the process of existence.
Thank You
Education, attaching the electrodes of knowledge to the nipples of ignorance.
Dr.Duke
http://www.servtech.com/public/drduke/Index.html

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