1997/09/05 17:15
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #432
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 432
Today's Topics:
Re: life imitates time#02
Kundalini or Suicidal?
Re: fable and EGO
Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit
Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit
Re: fable and EGO
Re: Buddhism, heart sutra in particular
compassion
allergies redux
Honouring Diana, Princess of Wales (fwd)
Re: life imitates time#02
Mother Teresa Dies in Calcutta
Re: fable and EGO
Date: Thu, 04 Sep 1997 21:52:20
From: brEYEnPR0stir <wakemupATnospameskimo.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: life imitates time#02
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((^david doth quote, say EYE....
>
(^>< The only thing we CAN do is change what we WERE into what we WILL BE..
(^><Our divinity is forever completing, and upgrading, just like our skin
layer.
>
d>What we were is past.
(^oh, jeez, David.. yer gonnah get me going on another diatribe!
(^and.. at this.. "moment"... I should be spending "TIME".. WORKing.
(^actually, I was just coping with a severe sunburn I got over the weekend..
(^my skin has altered. bubbled. fallen off at a faster rate than is usual.
(^during last weekend's present, I thrived in the moment without
(^watching out for my epidermal future. Now I must wait while I heal.
(^but there are a LOT of thinKgs I can do in the present state of health
(^I find myself in that will alter how fully I appreciate my new future skin.
d>There is no past.
(^memory begs to differ with that statement. past=back-up data.
(^what did you do? F disc your brain? that's rather drastic, don't you
thinGk?
>
d>What we will become surely lies in the future.
(^only if , in the "present" we bother to alter
(^ our entrenched past stick in the mud dogma, that says inaction=safe.
(^otherwise, history will repeat itself: hence past=present=future
(^ = no growth/death\change. =stagnation.
>
d>There is no future.
(^dreams beg to differ with that statement. future= aspiring data.
(^look to the future... imagine it... you like it? then do nahda.
(^but if you see complications, alter the path!
>
d>What are We right now?
(^we are typists. what are we doing? driving. on a road to (k)NOW(t)Here.
>
d>There is only This Moment.
(^yes. and in front of us, a coyote is crossing the road.
(^if we aren't looking ahead, and altering our course,
(^ soon our present moment will include a dead dog, and a crashed car.
(^point? balance. past/(lessons)|present(actions)\future(repercussions)<new
past.
(^breathe. hyperventalate, even.. inhale=future exhale=past breathe=whole
shebang.
(^try to hold your moment as if it were your breath.
(^...trust the body to prove that the brain is only in charge
(^for as long as the body feels taken care of.
>
(^no charge? no stimulous? then it must be time to REST.
(^and time to DREAM.. hence new form of stimulation.
(^tomorrow is ANOTHER present. enjoy.
>
(^thanks, david.. I hate starting off with a blank page.
=====================================
inresponse to everybody who feels this way:
> I've been reading your posts on the mailing list.
> i like your wordplay,though it is a bit difficult to follow,
>it requires ATTENTION.
____
(^>.v.<^) ...(^that would be, yes. hence my e-mail name of 3 years.
*+*
wakemup.
((^><.. is that wake 'EM up, or wake ME up, dyslexically speaking?^))
((^..a-touch of both. touch`e.
(^ NOW..personally, I 'proffer" to let EVERYone see/look/ATnospamwhat.i'm typing,
(^ but that's info overload for many.
(^AND...if I get an idea from something sent to me,
(^ I WANT PERMISSION to beam it OUT to somewhere.
(^ ANYwhere.
(^ just to relieve the pressure on MY cashing system..
(^ nets' cape full? HA! my BRAIN is 'prossesSing' faster
(^ and more data than any silly c0hmpUter!
Date: Fri, 05 Sep 1997 02:03:53
From: JLewis7639ATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Kundalini or Suicidal?
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For the past year, I have been primary caregiver to my ex-husband who has had
Multiple Sclerosis for about 10 years. The past 3 years his illness has
gotten progressively worse, and he is paralyzed from the waist down and
sometimes loses control of his hands too. He battles constant pain and
depression but refused all medications. He meditates 4-6 or more hours per
day, listening to music. When he was in the hospital for a year and a half,
he told me about hearing the nurses' and patient's inner thoughts which were
all negative. Now he talks about "entities" he has become sensitive to in
our house which cause him to "double talk himself" or tell him to "do it".
The other night he started beating the chair and when I ask him what was
going on, he said the "entity" would leave him alone if he got angry. He
thinks the entities have control over me too, which cause me to get angry
with him. He talks to himself and laughs at nothing. He has nightmares
almost every night and wakes up to "see persons" trying to kill him. He has
talked about death a lot recently, although he hasn't actually talked about
killing himself. My question is whether this could be a kundalini experience
or does he need professional help or both?
Michelle
Date: Fri, 05 Sep 1997 02:29:14
From: Jason R <mtnhighATnospamoz.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: fable and EGO
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by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> If ego is the Prince of this world, then are you saying that to live
> in this
> world, we must have an ego? Let us hope it at least a Healthy One!
> Linda
For years I've been trying to murder my ego. I thought the only real
evil was ego. Recently, I've begun to accept it is a part of me. I've
had my "head in the clouds" in "spiritual" stuff, which really threw me
off balance. My ego is not inherently bad. Accepting my dualities of ego
and spirit has been very healing for me. I feel more grounded and
connected with the Earth. Feels good!
Maybe this is what a healthy ego is for me, to be in balance with my
higher, spiritual qualities.
light and love,
Jason
--
Jason Rumohr, Healer
http://www.oz.net/~mtnhigh
Date: Fri, 05 Sep 1997 02:35:44
From: "Hannah A. Kimsey/John S. Siegel" <jssaekATnospamc2i2.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit
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M wrote:
> What dead white male wrote this script?
> Why did she just play her part so well
> - instead of rewritng the hackneyed plot line?
Dear loved all:
The script you describe is not all that straightforward. Stalking is a
true crime of violence; please do not blame the victim.
Look at the last photos of this woman and you will see sanpaku eyes and
you will hear an exhausted voice. She is tired beyond her years.
It is interesting that at the point of a very, very fragile beginning,
sometimes the silver cord breaks down. Life (all beginnings) is very,
very , very fragile.
Fragile beginnings for Princess Di. The tragedy only occurs to the
"high-borne," not to the commoner.
When your number's up, your number is up whether on the street, on the
battlefield, or the comfort of your own bed. No one knows when the
silver cord will be cut; it is not at the most opportune time for the
person that the Angel of Death appears.
The world killed Princess Diana; the media was merely the agent of the
public in this tragedy. The public drank her dry.
One does not often live in a time when there is a real princess about.
Di was a true princess.
Live well because death is forever.
Hannah and John
Judge not.
The crisis only occurs with
> (If you are going to be an icon it helps to die young, maybe?)
>
> Thoughts?
>
> M
Date: Fri, 05 Sep 1997 02:36:26
From: "Hannah A. Kimsey/John S. Siegel" <jssaekATnospamc2i2.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: life imitates melodrama, dammit
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Dear M:
I woke up late this morning and read the replies to the issues you
raise. John and I liked your question because (you're right), it
stimulates dialogue. Earlier last night (before reading your question),
as John and I were walking our field, we discussed the very issue you
raise; that is, why does it seem that when a person begins to "break
set" (develop "will") this is often accompanied by a "dangerous period"
(greater risk)? Damn it, it is true; we have both lost (i.e., death)
friends and family members (as well as clients) who have died after
coming through the greatest of difficulties, after breaking set (defying
social conventions), and after developing some "intentionality" or
"will." Yes, M, it is a damn good question. It is worthy of dialogue.
John and I walked in our field last night and engaged in a lively
discussion of this very topic. We were both not happy because a friend
had stopped by earlier who is very active and sincere in his "karma yoga
service." This friend, upon hearing of the death of P.D., shocked both
of us by saying "so what, who cares." Both John and I are not tabloid
buyers, and do not follow the monarchy to any extent outside the
political arena of things. Despite are usual indifference to the royal
family events and sensationalism, we felt this friend's remarks were
unfair. It struck a nerve in both John and I. We told this friend that
we did not agree with his viewpoint; that here was a woman who was just
beginning to develop a relationship with herself, and was breaking with
the past (those conventions constraining her life).
After the friend left the house to pursue his karma yoga, John and I
discussed how frustrating and heartfelt it is to watch such a great
process (developing "will") in others. We also felt the grief of the
loss of our friends and loved ones who had a similar outcome (death).
The process you describe has "ripped" both of us when we have lost
someone close.
Neither John and I wish to offend anyone here. We feel an old and
repeated grief. John and I are sorry if we offended anyone; it was not
our intention.
The question you raise has struck a nerve in this home. We continue to
struggle with it. I have found that even a philosophical viewpoint does
not help me put the question aside. I will struggle with that very
question for a long, long time.
In peace,
Hannah and John
Date: Fri, 5 Sep 1997 06:27:52 -0700 (PDT)
From: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net>
To: Jason R <mtnhighATnospamoz.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: fable and EGO
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At 02:29 AM 9/5/97, Jason R wrote:
>by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>> If ego is the Prince of this world, then are you saying that to live
>> in this
>> world, we must have an ego? Let us hope it at least a Healthy One!
>> Linda
>For years I've been trying to murder my ego. I thought the only real
>evil was ego. Recently, I've begun to accept it is a part of me. I've
>had my "head in the clouds" in "spiritual" stuff, which really threw me
>off balance. My ego is not inherently bad. Accepting my dualities of ego
>and spirit has been very healing for me. I feel more grounded and
>connected with the Earth. Feels good!
> Maybe this is what a healthy ego is for me, to be in balance with my
>higher, spiritual qualities.
>light and love,
>Jason
I quite agree Jason. Trying to get rid of anything is trying. Devaluing
anything is devaluing. One must take a look at the ego from time to time
and give the higher mind more play, control, etc. - but that may be enough
at tiimes. Then go back chip away at some ego effects, let it be, back at
it, etc. A cycle like a ladder that spirals upward more quickly than if one
were continually attacking the lower rungs.
And then there are many who are told to struggle and defeat an ego that has
barely developed and hardly exists. Cult followers for example. Poor things.
I guess.
M
Date: Fri, 5 Sep 1997 20:04:29 +0500 (GMT+0500)
From: "S.R.Peswani" <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in>
To: Kurt Keutzer <keutzerATnospamsynopsys.com>
Cc: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>,
Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Buddhism, heart sutra in particular
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On Thu, 4 Sep 1997, Kurt Keutzer wrote:
>
>
> So presuming that people feel that Buddhism is appropriate to discuss on
> this listserver, even when divorced from any particular relationship to
> kundalini, then I come to point 2:
>
> Questioning the authenticity of some of the information posted on Buddhism
> in this listserver.
>
> I don't mean to personalize this in any way and I don't criticize anyone
> for posting information that they personally find meaningful but while the
> Theosophical Society was certainly influential in bringing Buddhism to the
> awareness of the western world, and their publications were ground-breaking
> at the time, today, some 70 (100?) years later, we now have access to many
> living exponents of the Buddhist tradition who can trace their lineage back
> to Buddha, or at least to teachers in the early Buddhist universities such
> as Nalanda. As a result I believe that there are much better sources of
> information on Buddhism than texts such as the ``Voice of Silence'' and
> other publications of the Theosophical Society. So when Angelique says:
>
> At 11:01 PM 9/3/97, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> > I think it is rather, Ram's inner voice commenting on his humility.. he
> >is a buddhist scholar, he is studying buddhism, isn't he? So he hasn't got
> >all the answers yet and avoids titles? A scholar is not a person who has
> >finished studying, it is a person who IS studying. Whether he goes to the
> >U. of Buddah or the U. of Life/kundalini makes little difference. He has
> >the blue fire scholarship, sponsored by Goddess..
> > Blessings, A.
>
>
> May all sentient beings find comfort and joy!
> Kurt
>
For me Buddhism is viberant alive science which moves with times to
the language and knowledge that developes. It is practical and can only
be rejuvinated or reunderstood by persons who are practically on this
path.The proof lies in the immediate benefits that this science gives if
understood and walked on clearly. I am now ready for my next letter on
COMPASSION which has been creating explosive reaction from many friends
of mine challanging the meaning that buddist scholars have been giving on
the word kappa . Though this letter is written in short form I can go on
lengthy exposition of each and every controvercial line written in that.
ram>
Date: Fri, 5 Sep 1997 22:25:30 +0500 (GMT+0500)
From: "S.R.Peswani" <peswaniATnospamgiaspn01.vsnl.net.in>
To: kundalini-l <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Cc: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com>
Subject: compassion
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. COMPASSION METHODS
1) Compassion using Devotion
In this process a person attracts devotion all round him using one
of his talents. Rajnesh used this method. He had talent of hypnotising
persons with his knowledgable speech and other talents. Initially he used
this talent to increase devotion and pract ice compassion on them. With
this process his growth started, which brought him higher power of
shaktipath.
With this added capability he increased his powers of attraction.
This speeded his growth.
But he got so involved with growth which gave him power and money
and luxury that he could not keep pace with the negativity that he was
attracting . Negativity came because in America his disciples were not
true devotees but they were after self peace. A devotee offers pure
karmas to his Guru and in replacement he gets peace and bliss. Most
foreign disciples offered money and power and bad karmas. Rajnesh due to
greed went along with this process and at some stage he lagged behing in
clearing those karm as. When debt became too much he paid it thro disease
and suffering whether inflicted or attracted.
His last years in Poona , he suffered with equanimity and balance
and went on clearing process with silence. He is bound to come back with
bigger followings in his next birth on this path of compassion.
2)Compassion selfish
Almost every person has some desirers. It may be for power,money ,
luxury ,goddess or selfish love for his or her childern. One can practice
compassion and get any of his desires fulfilled. But these desires always
multiply and do not reduce with their f ulfilment. If one is AWARE of this
, he can use compassion to fulfil his limited desire and take care of
clearing of karmas in his or her body. Otherwise he is bound to fall and
suffer. In these cases suffering is rather severe. Greater the ego greater
will be swings of sufferings and enjoyments.
3)Compassion silent and hidden.
This person when he practices compassion he also grows. But his
growth will be slow , because circustances for compassion flow will be
less. For compassion to flow , both parties should be involved in the
process. Some one should need bliss and peace . T his world is full of
misery and pain. One comes across many such cases. A person will come with
his pain and complaints . Listening and willing for him will start this
process of compassion for the hidden guru. In this process the guru can
keep up with hi s cleaning and he is not attracted to fulfilling his
desires having less opportunities.
The devotee who gains bliss and peace will not understand the
reason behind it . Ofcourse his love for hidden guru will go on growing.
The flow of compassion will also go on growing propotionally. And at some
later stage both guru and devotee will merge in coming births. So the
hidden guru attracts compassion in two ways. First by taking with
awareness bad karmas of devotee and suffering for him in cleaning
according to his controlled capacity. Second by increased love and
devotion of the devotee which c omes slowly but surely with time for which
cleaning is not required.
4) Astral compassion
This Guru collects compassion in sleep at astral level. When
astral body is less filled compared to surroundings it creates a sort of
partial vaccum . And if the Guru is compassionless in day to day life , he
automatically attracts astral compassion in s leep. Good thing about this
is that this guru is compassionless by nature and even in astral form he
will not accept compassion easily unless or untill it is of cleaner karma
quality. In some cases he may take astral karmas due to some past births
relatio nship or because he had some karma debt from astral souls. This
Guru creates vaccum in his body by meditation on suniata or thoughless
meditation.
5) Wisdom compassion
This Guru knows advantages of compassion to himself , to creation
and to the person on whom he becomes compassionate. Due to his wisdom he
lets Buddic plane (higher intelligent energy) decide the process. He just
accepts his willingness for the process.
Wisdom also guides him to the level and capacity of compassion at
every stage. So every one gains by this method of compassion. The Guru
totally surrenders to this Higher Intelligent Energy never giving credit
to himself.
In every action of compassion there is growth of Ego.
Every process of cleaning is through AWARENESS.
True WISDOM is growing of EGO with AWARENESS.
EGO descended from "Becoming God" of Evolution.
It will ascend many times multiplied back into God of Evolution.
Measurement of EGO is thro actual quantity of kalapas or kappas(
billions of kalapas)
This process of conversion of unintelligent chaotic matter energy
into Creative Intelligent Enegy will continue with the help of all
LIFE.(your life , my life, plantlife , animals life)
A stage will come when all the matter and energy will be converted
. A further evolution process will convert even this Intelligent Energy
into high Viberational Energy so that it can survive even the MAHAPARLAY.
But in this process all the WISDOM will b e lost as there will be no need
of it, WISDOM having completed His job of full convertion.
This will be sleep period of BRAHMA life.
And then there will be a minor stirring in this
viberational(almost suniata) energy. And because there is no WISDOM, this
stirring will go on gathering strength and will ultimately result in a BIG
BANG. And thewhole process will start all over again.
Thus Life (SHAKTI) with its basic qualities of COMPASSION,
CREATIVITY AND WISDOM grows with EFFORT,PAIN AND PATIENCE. It utilises the
entities of LOVE, DEVOTION AND MAITRY which are collected by the guru from
surrendering devotees. Devotees are rewarded
with bliss and peace for this surrender.
Guru's ego grows with this process of compassion and devotees ego
disappears by merging in Guru. Guru becomes bodhisattva and the devotee
goes in moksh or arhanthood. Later Guru, Bodhisattvas, buddhas disappear
by merging in Viberational Energy (God of E volution)
For God of Evolution only this EGO ( measured in kappas) is
important. One Buddha is equivalent to 16100000 kappas and an ordinary
human being is in between 50 to 100 kappas. So if Buddha has a desire , it
will be fulfilled by Shakti atleast 161000 times
faster compared to ordinary human being. For this Shakti Ram or Morgana
or Kurt is important to the the extent of his or her size of EGO measured
in kappas. Rewards and punishments will depend on these kappa quantities
of bad or good EGO. Quantity of Kap pas converted into bad or good depend
upon intensity , nature and duration of the thought or its effect on EGOS
of other persons.
Bad EGO is what harms this evolution or Shakti. Good EGO is that
helps the evolution.
ram
This whole cycle of Brahma life will take 4294070000 years .. thus
said the Rig Veda.
Date: Fri, 5 Sep 1997 12:12:44 -0500 (CDT)
From: hbarrettATnospamix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: allergies redux
Message-Id: <199709051712.MAA03947ATnospamdfw-ix1.ix.netcom.com>
I believe we had a discussion about this before but I need help with
the allergic congestion, etc. that sometimes accompanies a run of the
Energy. Anybody know why this tends to happen? I find the symptoms
only last for a day or two but I'd love some advice on relief if
anybody has some. Thanks.
Wet and stuffed,
Holly
Date: Fri, 5 Sep 1997 08:02:51 -1000
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu>
To: earthgoddessATnospamgeocities.com
Subject: Honouring Diana, Princess of Wales (fwd)
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This seemed to be such a warm and wonderful idea.. and so apt an
opportunity to celebrate the birth and death of a Goddess... I hope you
will pass this along to your friends.
*****
---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: gaiavitaATnospamgn.apc.org
Dear Friends,
Tomorrow is Diana's, Princess of Wales' funeral. In London alone they
expect great numbers of people to be present along the roadside, they talk
of 6 milion... and further milions will be watching and participating
through the TV and church services.
All faiths in Great Britain are holding special ceremonies and
services,even the Jewish community, for whom doing so on a sabbath is a
very great exception.
People from all walks of life, from all races, all ages will be participating.
They will all be paying their respects to One who has served and has served
with glamour. One who has loved, though often felt forsaken. Diana has
demonstrated to all of us how obstacles and "handicaps" could be turned
around for the good of many. Through overcoming and through loving she has
served this planet greatly. She has done so by using position, fame, beauty
and the public's interest in her. She has demonstrated true leadership by
using power in service for the good of so many.
Because of this emphasis on love and service and the focus of the milions
around the globe throughout this week and especially tomorrow, I feel
personally that this is truly a HARMONIC CONVERGENCE and I call for all who
read this to make themselves available in this very special time to further
anchor the light, goodwill and especially Love on this planet FOR THE GOOD
OF ALL and HARM TO NONE by harnassing what is being generated tomorrow.
If you feel that we can honour Diana by multiplying what she has already
done, then please pass this message on to your mailing lists and Email
contacts.
May what Diana has generated in the hearts of so many milion people be
multiplied a hundredfold. We ask the holy forces of the Christed Ones, of
the Buddhic Ones and the Legions of Archangels to accept our petition and
help us in this. May Diana's funeral be a way to generate Light, Love and
Peace on this Planet and may the blessings she bestowed upon so many now be
bestowed upon ALL.
We give thanks for her Life, we give thanks for the opportunity she has
given us even through her death.
In respect and Love for ALL, LIFE and the SOURCE
Vita
Date: Fri, 05 Sep 1997 15:18:01 -0400
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net>
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: life imitates time#02
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brEYEnPR0stir (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:
> d>There is no past.
> (^memory begs to differ with that statement.
Memory is the past. As is all perception. Perception would beg to
differ the that earth is round.
Are things always as they seem?
> history will repeat itself:
History is dead. It never was.
But this moment, that is something else . . .
> d>There is no future.
> (^dreams beg to differ with that statement.
And are dreams Real?
> d>What are We right now?
> (^we are typists.
If that is what you choose.
But all that is not "typist", you forfeit.
> d>There is only This Moment.
> (^yes. and in front of us, a coyote is crossing the road.
> (^if we aren't looking ahead, and altering our course,
> (^ soon our present moment will include a dead dog, and a crashed car.
All the same Moment to Me.
> (^try to hold your moment as if it were your breath.
Why, where is it going?
How many moments are there?
> I hate starting off with a blank page.
Too bad.
As it becomes filled it is impossible to know the source from
where it all comes.
Date: Fri, 5 Sep 1997 11:31:06 -1000
From: Ruth Trimble <trimbleATnospamhawaii.edu>
To: atlantisATnospamangus.mystery.com
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Subject: Mother Teresa Dies in Calcutta
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Hi EVeryone..
It is amazing tht only a few days ago someone said on my Lightwork List
that Diana and Mother Teresa had similar benevolences on their horoscopes.
Now this news today that dear Mother Teresa has passed on at 9:30 p.m.
Calcutta time.
We live in interesting times... the visions of Mary... the living icons of
feminine compassion both passing on at the same time... what is next?
The Goddess is back.. and she is MOVING!
Date: Fri, 05 Sep 1997 17:43:23 -0400
From: David Bozzi <david.bozziATnospamsnet.net>
To: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: fable and EGO
Message-ID: <34107CFB.36FCATnospammail.snet.net>
Jason R (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:
> For years I've been trying to murder my ego. I thought the only real
> evil was ego. Recently, I've begun to accept it is a part of me. I've
> had my "head in the clouds" in "spiritual" stuff, which really threw me
> off balance. My ego is not inherently bad. Accepting my dualities of ego
> and spirit has been very healing for me. I feel more grounded and
> connected with the Earth. Feels good!
This perspective is beautiful.
Ego is not something to loathe and dispense.
Who is loathing and dispensing?
Ego is like a color.
When all the different colors are integrated there is one white light.
We do not discard a single part of ourselves.
We expand beyond illusionary distinctions.
Nothing is lost.
Everything is gained.
Blessings
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