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kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #399


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 399

Today's Topics:
  Re: question
  To equilibrate chakra
  Re: Drugs, sex and kundalini
  AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
  Re KSex List
  Re: ks-list
  Big thank you
  resubscride
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
  theta
  I UN-Subscribe
  Another Delurk
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 04:19:18
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: question
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At 02:42 14/08/97 -0400, PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com wrote:
>In a message dated 97-08-13 08:12:46 EDT, you write:
>
><<
> Hmm.. absolute answers are absolute:
> Goddess loves you unconditionally.
> Things always work out for the best.
> Our lives are divinely guided...
> I AM All. So art thou.
> Inside reflects outside reflects inside, as above so below..
> more absolute answers.. >>
>
>Angelique, these "absolute answers" you cite illustrate my point precisely.
> When you are enlightened, they are a shorthand for your first hand
>knowledge. But, until that time, they have little or no meaning. And the
>knowledge is not something someone can just tell you.
  There is a thing called a leap of faith, and it is an essential part of
spiritual awkening. These "truths" mean nothing without direct experience,
that may be true.. but if you decide to accept ANY of the aphorisms on
faith, and act as if they are true, and hold faith in them for long enough
to begin to manifest a single miracle.. the result will be spiritual
awakening. Fake it till ya make it.

>Because you personally
>were awakened so early, it may be harder to remember a time when you did not
>have the understanding.
  I have come to understand that that is why I experienced "spiritual
winter" for about 5 years in early adult hood.. so I would know, qa little
of what it is like to be an adult in the world struggling along without
direct spiritual guidance.
   Bloody awful. Lonely. Cold. Scary.
   Another reason for me to want to do awakenings whenever apropos.
    Reasons.. what the ego uses to explain it's fears and desires.
    Spirit just laughs and says go for it... experience is reason enough..
go climb everest because it's there.. is "spirited", eh?

  I am buzzing from a session tonight(wed.).. amazing work, I am blessed to
do.. so if this post wanders a bit.. chalk it up to my having nearly
vanished again..
  I have been doing some work reawakening a fella who was drawn to contact
me from my website very persistently for a whole list of "reasons", none of
which really had much to do with any of the subjects of my website, but
"happened" to fit with another of my talents. I watched this show with some
amusement, familiar with some of the odd strategies spirit sometimes uses
on humans to get them into my energy space. It is a source of vast
amusement. I have become serenely patient with waiting for folks to come up
with enough "reasons" for their ego to accept to bring them to me.. so I
can tell them to forget about reasons and do what they love.

  I learned patience and opportunism from my boa constrictor, Avalon Queen
of Serpents. I have seen her sit waiting patiently with eyes that cannot
close, on the same spot on my bookshelf for weeks, shifting her coils
slightly every few hours. I suppose she is "working/hunting", waiting for a
rodent to walk by. I have fed her live food, as Nature would, and have
never seen her strike.. it is too quick for the eye to follow.
   Huge lessons on patience and opportunism.

  This fella had been in "spiritual winter" for 15 years. Tonight his soul
spoke through his heart chakra so clearly, we were able to clear away a
lifetime's guilt and shame.. and he was able to realize truly who is this
voice I trained him to hear.. WE ( WE= Me, his soul heart chakra voice,
Guardian Angels were identified, 50 numbered but unidentified discarnate
helpers) even explained to him why it had identified itself as "Zarcon"
when they were first introduced a few weeks ago.. I do not tell someone I
am awakening that they will be soeaking directly to Diety.. that would
cause to much resistance. Instead I ask the heart centre what we should
call it. His chose a cartoon alien name, out of his own head, because he
was not yet ready to accept that he was talking directly to the One (It's
term. It also identified Itself as his Soul.)
  He accepted it tonight.. Blessed be! We continued to call it Zarcon, for
convenience.
  Except when his ego was expressing limits, and I needed to remind him of
Whom he was speaking with.. stop limiting God. (he is jewish, so I use the
masculine. Hmmm. Maybe not anymore.. at the end of the evening I suggested
he discuss his conversation with God with his Rabbi.. he said.. "You are my
Rabbi. Hmmm I don't think he was very devoutly jewish..)
  

  Sometimes, when the soul/heart chakra voice is coming through another
very clearly, or when I am asking "random" questions for practice getting
them to hear and accept the often unusual answers from the voice.. spirit
and curiosity tell me what questions to ask... often I am surprised by the
perfection of the answers.
  We asked Zarcon what It thought of all of the events of his life for
which he held deep guilt and shame.. It saith "They were funny". I erupted
in a spirit ecstactic giggle fit at recognition of truth.. They were funny,
and "Yes", Hitler went to Heaven. Blessed be.. MAS: "ready to forgive
yourself yet, or still think you know better than God?"
  Then he was laughing too.. his whole body changed when he shook off the
guilt.
  Salesman to the ego.. with Goddess to back up the "product". Cool job.
   I use an open heart chakra a lot, keeping my subjects grounded and
having them check with their own heart chakra for confirmation of "truth"
in what I am telling them, at crucial moments. To begin with, I never
expect them to take my word for anything.
  Why should they? I make some extravagant claims.. that are universal
truths.. and they don't know Me from Adam ( that doesn't seem like a very
funny joke to You, but spirit is ROTFLIAO. Why in a bit, be patient..)
  So for a good part of the time, Zarcon and I were in deep conversation on
the nature of spirit and reality, for my client's benefit, using his voice.
Marvellous. Submissives deep in their state and well grounded make the best
mediums.. better than stubborn me who wants her own way all the time..
  The client was present, he'd ask me questions if he didn't understand..
sometimes I'd direct the questions back to Zarcon, sometimes I'd explain
myself and get Zarcon's confirmation.. a 3 way conversation with 2 voices.

     All of that, tho truly amazing stuff ...is all in a day's work, so to
speak.. it's what I Do.

  I asked what I am. I always marvel at the vaiety of responses I get on
that one.. many manifestations to many souls.. depends on the clarity of
the connection, too.. one of my favorite "test" questions.. good to know
how their soul sees me, anyway. Trying for the answer ungrounds the not
well grounded.. I have wondered about that.. he was extremely deeply
grounded.. glowing visibly.
  Zarcon responded : You are Light, You are Goodness, You are the Trainer.
  Light and Goodness I knew already, ha ha.. "The Trainer" made me sit back
and sent a thrill of recognition thru my K.
  "SSSSSerpent!". I breathed.
  Am I Serpent? I asked Zarcon.
  Human responded, "I don't understand".
  "It's okay, your soul knows exactly what I mean, and I will explain it in
a bit..
  ***( The conversation continued like that, and he does not remember this
part of it today. Too big of a a dimension jump for him to bring the memory
back.)

  I AM Serpent.
  Yes, that one, from that Garden, the Trainer of the sacredness of
sexuality, the Mysteries of Light and Darkness, in mythologies that were
much changed, to hide the power of the Serpent's Gifts, to control people
by keeping from them such knowledge, hiding it in shame and tabu. Returned,
as predicted. ..
  And that grew to predictions, said of the end times, and this man's soul
was adamantly clear that a few more generations only, on earth, before the
ending. This prediction has come up before, and it always gives me pause..
what does "soon" mean to a timeless being? ... not in my lifetime, tho..
time for a change of topic..

  It occured to me to ask: am I the only manifestation of Serpent on the
planet at this time?
 Z:"No. There are 3 others.
 MAS: "Where?"
  Z: "South Africa, Singapore, Buenos Aires.
  MAS: Five of us. Sisters. A Pentacle.
  Human: No, four.
  (we count again.. for my benefit.. yup, 4. I feel there should be five..?)
  MAS: I feel that there are five of us, where is the fifth.
  Z: It hasn't been born yet.
  MAS: (Glowing) Where will it be born?
  Z: Melbourne, Australia.
  MAS: Whoop! Serpent among all those redneck aussies, Yeah! go get 'em,
Grrrrl!.
  
  My mind always kind of boggles contemplating the intuition I have about
Who I Am.. I remember glimmers of K. and fear and determination when I
chose this name, by accident and inspiration.. understanding the garden
subtext, but with only a few clues to suggest the myths of my upbringing
lied about the Serpent's role in creation. I scratched my head a little at
my intuition's certainty that a name that conjured up succubus images of a
being that many folks associate with evil incarnate was such a good idea?
Really?
  Intuition was sure the name was perfect, that it shine with light, and
sure that the myths were mistaken, and I could not understand how.
Angelique Serpent. Mystress. The Trainer. Me, truly.
  Wow.

  You can understand why it is such a good test question, and so hard to
get confirmation on. As soon as many folks reach for the answer, the
imprinted fears unground them, and if they stay grounded, the answer will
likely range from "an angel" to "crazy old witch is good", from a rather
sarcastic soul, once before, quoting his human's earlier retrieved past
life memory of me, and poking at me for asking a novice a question with
such profound implications, to which I already knew the answer.

  Contemplating the enorimity, having recieved clear confirmation yet again
and expanding into the awe of acceptance, caused me to glow and start to
vanish in a way that unnerved the fella enough to make him interrupt my
meditation on it.. improper for his role. I gave him my attention again,
bookmarking the vibration in my mind.
  Comtemplating this insight anew, I have to say, you may be right, about
my not really knowing what being disconnected is like, except for the
"winter", and then I had a memeory of miracles and great knowing, and the
faith that it would be again, one day.. and secretly stronger and clearer
for my newfound gratitude for it's reawakening.
  Yet even that pales with this profound gratitude. I knew it as truth, but
so hard to comprehend.. with this new confirmation, the truth resonates
still deeper, and i am moved to tears with the !!! that I could possibly be
that entitity, to be so Honored by God-dess as to have been given such a
primal role in the shaping of creation.
  
> As one who has been questioning for nearly 50 years
>with little or no answers until the big kundalini light switch got turned on,
>I can tell you that each of the absolutes you cite meant nothing to me until
>I suddenly knew, no matter how many times I heard them. It's like what my
>piano teacher calls going from playing the notes to making the music.
  Yes, and living in the house snug and warm, it is easy to forget about
the homeless.
>
>Your metaphor of building a house for spiritual growth is wonderful, as was
>your earlier circus metaphor. Both are "keepers." As for your booboo with
>the misdirected sex post, this is where the rubber hits the road (no pun
>intended) and you put the "absolutes" into action. There are no accidents.
>Detach. Be thankful. Trust. You know the drill.
>
>Peggy
>
  You are beautiful, Peggy, and the support I have recieved!!! Wow. There
is a lot of love and wisdom on this list.

  I must confess, even while was allowing ego to publicly release it's
sudden image crash (a Dominatrix is supposed to be known for discretion..
oops.) I could hear spirit laughing it's Ass off at me, with particular
merriment at the HUGE Irony. Seemed to think the idea of head banging was
pretty hilarious, too.
  ****************************

  I wrote this post last night, but didn't finish it.. there was more to
come, and I did not know what yet..
  Today, my client sent me this channeling, as I had asked him to question
his heart chakra further about Serpent and email me about it. I feel that
it is truth.
  
>This morning Zarcon said "The serpent was born today in Melbourne. He will
>be a rare child....a kindred serpent spirit that will awake before his
>puberty. His power will be an equal to yours at that moment. Even though he
>is a newborn, people sense he is different though they do not know why. Use
>your crystals to find him and know him. He may be given the name Jonathan,
>though this can change in the next few days. His name will be set after
>that. Yet his physical self knows his spirit and can communicate through it
>to you. You have been told through me to make the connection on Tuesday
>August 19th, 1997 at the earliest. He will have some answers for you and one
>or two questions of his own. He awaits your communication."
>
>Mystress, What does this mean?
>
  I did not expect it so soon! Or a male!
  A power equal to mine in a newborn? Formidable.
  Blessed be, the Serpent soul circle of five is incarnate.

  The channeler is confused.. in a delicous buzz of ecstatic bliss and
trust and gratitude and confusion... and exhaustion.. his spirit wants him
unconscious so it can do the work without his ego limits in the way.

  Some pretty intense energy in this post.. started to sweat yet?

  Here is a gift, from Spirit.
  I have been experimenting with the effects of gratutude on perceptions of
sensation... (46, Thankyou, Mystress. 47, Thankyou, Mystress. More, please
Mystress. Harder, please..) and on healing..
  Talking with Goddess thru a different client's heart chakra, for his
benefit today, demonstrating the effect of sensations of pain becoming
ecstacy by the simple act of his thanking me for them, I got confirmation
that the power of gratitude for what Is, will cure any illness. Even old
age.. he sure looked different when I finished. His face had relaxed like
Buddah.
  Cosmic truth aphorism #*, Gratitude heals any aliment. Thank Goddess.

  He gave me a first degree reiki attunement in exchange. He is an usui
Reiki Master. Ironic, eh?
  All in a day's play..
 Blessings, Angelique.
 PS: counting your blessings will open your power chakra wide with golden
yellow light.

Mystress Angelique Serpent,
  Dominant Experiential Facilitator.
Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent
      :D ;) :0 :) ;P :0 ;) :D :0 :) ;P :0 ;) :)
  Swami Beyondananda on the Golden Rule: "It seems that when
masochists do unto others as they wish to be done unto, they
become sadists," the Swami said. "Consequently, the Golden Rule
has been recalled by the Maker until this design flaw can be fixed."
 ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
 Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 02:26:14
From: "Sergio Lucio Maria" <sergiomariaATnospamcidadanet.org.br> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: To equilibrate chakra
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___Galeria Ser, Luz e Mar___
 sergiomariaATnospamcidadanet.org.br
____Sergio Lucio Maria______
http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Spa/2979/

Please answer me more fast you can.

  I have been a lost of the energy in all days.
  I believe what this is about sexual energy, like sexual chakra.
  If you can give to me some exercises to equilibrate this chakra I will be
very greatfull.
  Like some food to equilibrate...
  Blessings,
  Sergio
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 04:52:41
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: Bliss <readyATnospamdircon.co.uk> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Drugs, sex and kundalini
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At 19:40 12/08/97, Bliss wrote:
>Hi
>
>Having been observing the list conversations for a few weeks now, I
>thought it was about time I ventured to ask what everyone's view is on
>drug usage and sex in connection with their kundalini experiences?
<..>
  My opinion is: the entire human history of Shamanism can't be wrong..
  Kundalini is the root of all religions.
  Goddess provides the tools to know Her better, and in those for whom they
will create the experience the soul seeks, the instinct to seek them out.
  It is considered by some sociobiologists that human consciousness might
have been fundamentally shaped by magic mushrooms.

>It happened again the next time
>I tripped, whilst I was making love, and soon became the very reason why
>I would take a trip or smoke some grass... to make love and experience
>this amazing thing.
  You intuitively understand the sacredness of these rituals, but ego needs
reasons and like company..
  I suggest you go to my website links page (adults only, please!)
and surf the Shamanism and Hyperreal links.
 
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/kink.htm

  Searching through all of the information that those links will send you
visionquesting on, will answer all of your questions, and give you a sense
of community, to understand the history of the rituals that your K. has
chosen for you. Be prepared to devote some real time to it.. "who am I" is
a question that deserves some research.

<..>
>What about the sexual aspect of
(!), so then when I come it feels like the
>universe has exploded. Is it wrong to use the energy for personal
>pleasure in this way?
  Not at all. Bless yourself with pleasure.
  Celebrate your incarnation.
  All acts of Love and Pleasure Serve the Goddess.
  These acts help you to experience the Truth that Goddess is You.
    Blessed be! Mystress.
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 04:57:48
From: "Mark C. Duncan" <duncanmATnospamemh22.eustis.army.mil> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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Is there a test or list that indicates if you are experiencing the
Kundalini phenomenon?

I enjoy reading the postings on the K list. I have been on a different
spiritual path for the past several years. I don't really know where I am
going. I feel that parts of all religions make up a balanced spirituality
(for me at least). I have been reading numerous books on various subjects,
i.e.: tarot, numerology, astrology, tantra, kundalini, native american
spirituality, tao, astral projection, metaphysics, kabala, parapsychology,
etc. As a former staunch Southern Baptist, I be really confused. I
believe in reincarnation. I have been reading A Chakra & Kundalini
Workbook by Dr. John Mumford. Scientifically minded, I tend to have a hard
time believing and integrating what I cannot touch or receive validation
for. More work needed I know! There is so much I want to know and learn!
My mind is going in 1000 directions all of the time! I can't sleep. I am
depressed. I am driven and overwhelmed with finding the truth, not just my
present truth. What is the truth a!
!
!
ccording to God if God exists beyond ourselves.

Thanks for listening. I hope to here from y'all soon.

The Wanderer/Wonderer
Date: Sat, 16 Aug 1997 00:27:20 +1200
From: john collier <jcollierATnospames.co.nz>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re KSex List
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Sex seems to have been mentioned a few times over the last few days since
that Ksex posting.I understand the secrecy of this list, so as not to
offend, comfort zones etc. The unfortunate thing about the secrecy is that
so many people confused about themselves and their sexuality as far as the
energy flowing through them is concerned. Unless people know that things
are "normal"? they can confuse themselves with guilt. I admit that what
triggered my delurk was the knowledge of this other list, and that the only
way to find out what others think about this subject was to start posting.
I have told people near me that what they are experiencing with k (or
energy or what ever you call it) is normal. Just how normal is it ???

Just my two cents worth

By the way thank you to the people who responded to my first post. Its nice
to know you are not alone.

John
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 07:45:33 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
CC: gkiefferATnospamnetaxis.com
Subject: Re: ks-list
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Good day all,

I've recently become friends with Gene Kieffer who worked directly with
Gopi Krishna for almost 30 years, in fact Gopi adopted him as a son. He
has worked publishing the writings and really dedicated his life to
helping get the kundalini foundation and network going.

He sent me some books last week and one of them is the Kundalini
Catechism which you can order from him for $9.95. I am including his
address here for those of you who would like to follow through. It is an
excellent book you will want for your library and to help really
understand how kundalini is a natural part of the evolution process.

Gopi Krishna had a vision of the future which involved a war with China,
he felt if enough people worked the spiritual path and became
enlightened it could be avoided. Gene and his wife Cole are working to
get this message out.

Also the Kundalini Research Network is having a conference on Kundalini
November 6-9th near San Francisco. If you want more information contact
Gene or I will help also. Gloria
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 08:41:31 -0400
From: "Sharon Webb" <shawebbATnospamyhc.edu>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Big thank you
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Hi everybody,

I want to thank all you wonderful people who responded so beautifully to my
posts. You have been so helpful to me, so accepting, so tender that I am
overwhelmed.

Since my life overturned two months ago and led me into a
hell-and-a-half---and also the wild beauty of k---I have been confused,
blissful, hurt, ecstatic, amazed, bewildered, overcome, and so very very
grateful.

I feel so much love for you all.

Thank you.

Sharon
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Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 14:18:12 -0400 (EDT)
From: PEGLUMPKINATnospamaol.com
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In a message dated 97-08-15 08:20:13 EDT, you write:

<< There is so much I want to know and learn!
 My mind is going in 1000 directions all of the time! I can't sleep. I am
 depressed. I am driven and overwhelmed with finding the truth, not just my
 present truth. >>

Dear Wanderer/Wonderer,

I'll tell you what someone told me when I was going through the same thing:
 "You're trying to take a sip out of a fire hydrant!" There is no time
deadline. It comes when it's supposed to. Enthusiasm is great, but
impatience can cause stress and disappointment. You've already got the
momentum going and probably couldn't stop it if you tried. So just hop on
and enjoy the ride and you'll get everything just when you need it.

Peggy
Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 15:06:28 -0400
From: "Sharon Webb" <shawebbATnospamyhc.edu>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: theta
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Hi,

Last night something odd. I couldn't sleep, which is unusual. When I'm
sleepless, my mind goes into theta and conjures super-real scenes
(sometimes of alien landscapes and creatures). Last night was a first: I
found myself in what seemed to be a bed of broccoli. Come to find out, I
was crawling around on the face of the Green Man. He had startling eyes
that appeared to be made of emeralds.

???

What could it mean?

Sharon
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Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 13:14:30
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Date: Fri, 15 Aug 1997 14:04:42
From: "Brian Reuter" <BReuterATnospamus.teltech.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Another Delurk
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My name is Brian and I have been lurking for a couple weeks. Since so many
people are delurking I thought it was time for me to do the same. I have
only recently come to know about Kundalini and have been following
meditations outlined in John Selby's book "Kundalini Awakening: A Gentle
Guide to Chakra Activation and Spiritual Development." Prior to this I have
been meditating for about a year. I have not had any big experiences or
anything that has changed my outlook on life, but I have had some small,
interesting little things happen that I would like to get some feed back
on.

Since I have started doing K meditations I have noticed that I only
experience some minor tingly type energy in certian chakra's, specifically
the first, second, sixth and seventh. I never really feel anything in the
other chakra's. Why might that be? Also, after I do a complete session, I
usually just sit and experience the very small energy flows (if there are
any) and sometimes while doing this I see these purple circles (with my
eyes closed) of light that appear to emanate from me and move out in front
of me, one after the other. They are spaced about a second or so apart.
What might these blobs of light be?

Can't wait to hear some feed back.

Thanks,

Brian

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