1997/05/04 14:16
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #210
kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 210
Today's Topics:
Cross roads?
Re: Cross roads?
Re: Ashtanga yoga
Energy Builder
Re: Progress report
Re: Cross roads?
Attitude
Reply to Yogi Tom's article
Re: Dreamtime Encounters/New Introduction
Love for Bruno Callipari
enlightenment is.........
Date: Sat, 3 May 1997 17:05:41 -0400
From: "Larry Killen" <mosiahATnospammindspring.com>
To: "Kundalini List" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Cross roads?
Message-Id: <199705032314.TAA24622ATnospambrickbat9.mindspring.com>
I am generally a silent member of this list but I have a question that
someone may be able to assist me with. I have experienced K for over a
year now and it's intensity is, of course , cyclical. But for the last few
months it has been more intense than usual with much heightened awareness,
visual auras, vibration sensing, unusual occurrences.
I found a snake in my garage that I had dreamed about the night before. I
was actually quite sure he would be there yet I had never seen a snake on
our property before. The day after the dream (of which I informed my wife)
I went out into the garage to clean. I was picking up a piece of old
carpet and again saw the snake in my minds eye for a moment. I became
cautious and picked up the remnant with care and there was a copperhead
snake. At first startled but than curious, I went into the house and got
my wife and showed her. I then picked up the snake, spoke to it lovingly,
and carried him out into the field behind our house and released him. This
also concluded the course of my dream.
A few weeks later, I was standing outside of a meeting hall (AA) and a bird
landed at my feet. Several people laughed and jeered about it being an
omen but then I bent down and picked the little guy up and stroked his
feathers with the side of my nose. He seemed calmed and with my hands
open, made no attempt to fly away. I walked around the building and spoke
to him in private about my concern for his well being and then placed him
on the ground. He then flew away.
I am not a passionate animal lover but I do not hurt things unnecessarily.
My friends told me that these animals could sense that I was a vegetarian
and therefore had no fear of me.
But this is not the reason for my post.
I am a graduate student, studying MIS. I pursued this goal initially with
vigor and vim but am unable to find it in me to do the simplest assignment.
I hold a 3.85 presently and find the coursework very easy and enjoyable
but am plagued with a case of procrastination I had never heard of before.
I can do all the research, prepare my papers, gather my documentation, read
the text, etc. etc. But when it comes to doing the actual assignments I
feel like the characters in the Wizard of Oz as they approach the Emerald
City. I feel as if a spell is cast on me that caused my mind to go blank
and an overwhelming desire to sleep. Adequate sleep is not the issue. In
this setting I can sleep for days. I have taken off long week ends to work
on projects and would stay in bed until four in the afternoon (after a good
nights sleep) and then decide it was too late to get started and delay the
work until tomorrow whereas the cycle would continue. This is not my
normal make-up. I have been known to work for 30 hours straight many times
when my work demanded it. This is unique to school work.
What I have been pondering as of late, is whether this is a sign that I am
on the incorrect path. I have altered my course before when an opportunity
(sign) had kept reoccurring to the point that I felt God was trying to tell
me something but I have never responded to the negation. This is new turf.
Also, I am deeply financially invested in Grad school and to drop would be
basically throwing the money away.
Has anyone experienced this. An I missing a calling? I meditate and
prayer that I may know and follow God's will (no matter what). Is this a
beckoning of sorts?
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Larry T. Killen
TRW Systems Integration Group
serving the Centers for Disease Control
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"Opinions expressed here are strictly mine but should be yours"
Date: Sat, 03 May 1997 17:32:28 -0700
From: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com>
To: Larry Killen <mosiahATnospammindspring.com>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Cross roads?
Message-ID: <336BD91B.3F88ATnospambest.com>
Larry Killen wrote:
> City. I feel as if a spell is cast on me that caused my mind to go blank
> and an overwhelming desire to sleep. Adequate sleep is not the issue.
> Has anyone experienced this. An I missing a calling? I meditate and
> prayer that I may know and follow God's will (no matter what). Is this a
> beckoning of sorts?
Sleep is resistance. Fatigue is anger. You are witholding energy from
this task.
You made reference to the Oz boks, there's some deep wisdom there.
They were almost to their goal and they fell asleep.
The roots are more likey in childhood, a deep resistance to coercion.
Kundalini brings up these inner messages to heal them. This message is
probably not about your path but more about your inner self-talk. Is it
full of "must" and "should" and "make myself do it", instead of "can",
"could" and "let myself do it"? Are you kind to yourself or do you call
yourself names (wimp, lazy) to flagellate yourself into action. I'd do a
lay-down strike in those circumstances, too!
Morgana
Date: Sat, 3 May 1997 22:29:31 -0500 (CDT)
From: Narahari Phatak <forehamATnospamimsa.edu>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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Subject: Re: Ashtanga yoga
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Date: Sat, 3 May 1997 23:42:41 -0400 (EDT)
From: CGIAJWATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Energy Builder
Message-ID: <970503234239_-2069157808ATnospamemout09.mail.aol.com>
This is extrodinarily long, and many of you probably already do a similar
version
All material(C)Aaron Josef Williams
I want to tell you a system that helps me build up energy. It amazes me how
long it took me to really realize this, perhaps I keep forgetting for some
reason, like my subconcious can give me spiritual gifts, but makes sure my
concious mind doesn't catch up. The system is alot like freeform dance,
mixed with tai-chi, mixed with kung fu, mixed with hunting and fighting
training. In order to really do it, you've either got to live alone, or have
moments when you've got a very quiet and safe place to work with. You need
to have no one watching you, at least till you get the knack of your style.
Everyone has a different style, because everyone is different, the trick is
to listen to your body, and do what it wants to do.
Clothes: underwear, shorts, and a t-shirt.
Try to find a pair that make you feel nimble and spree, strong, fast,
powerful. First, stand up on your toes. Without putting your heels on the
ground, start stepping side to side and all around. Try to flow, and try to
let your legs just go. Kick when needed. With your arms, listen to them.
When they want to punch, let them punch. When they want to block, let them
block. Loosten them up, feel energy traveling along them. Let them go wild,
then read them. Your doing it right it you start to develop a style.
Visualize yourself against apponents, traveling through woods and jungle.
Be a hunter or a warrior, fight things. We've evolved because our ancestors
could survive, they used to fight wild animals, they were in battle, and the
side which won lived to breed. Violence is evil, but it has always happened,
things kill for food, or they kill for protection of that food. We've just
complicated the matter for ourselves, but we kill for external objects or
food. Tap into the way the energy flowed in these people. Realize that you
are made entirely of energy. Remeber that the universe is also composed of
this energy. Notice the trees in spring, the glowing green leaves like
emerald solar panels, sucking energy and life from the sun, the roots growing
deep and sucking the energy up from the ground. Plants don't hunt, they suck
energy. Suck energy like the plant, but move like your ancestors did. Being
in imaginary combat stimulates you greatly. Fear helps circulate our energy
faster, to channel it, your get a huge adrenaline rush, making you feel
powerful and alert. Our ancestor got this rush constantly. We associate it
with traffic jams and board meeting jitters. Feel that energy and tension
throughout your whole body, focus on the energy, and holding the energy and
completely relax your body. The energy inside you can now be converted from
negative stressful energy, into useful energy, and jolt of confidence, mental
clarity. As you relax, feel the energy that your holding convert, it feels
alittle like its flipping over or suddenly rushing into my arms. Your body
and actoins will become smooth and fluid. You will feel incredibly calm and
incredibly alert. You may notice your breathing become strong and sporatic,
very rapid or very shallow. This is a cleansing process, and should be
enjoyed, but watched carefully. If you start to feel dizzy or like your
going to hyperventilate slowly stop and sit down and wait till you feel
better. Also if you feel pain in the muscles and joints, stop till the pain
goes away. You should feel warm, but a scratching in the joints or a entra
strained muscle should be looked at by a doctor. This can be alot like
basketball, if your ankle feels sprained, or your hamstring feels pulled,
don't play till you feel better.
Energy Ball
When you've mastered the Energy Builder, add the element of an energy ball
into the equation. Visualize an energy ball in one hand. In order for the
energy ball to maintain it's shape, you must give it the right momentum. The
speed will feel "just right". Toss it from hand to hand, develop a style and
move around with it. Now, visualize a cylinder between the hands, like a
clear tube. Create an energy ball in the center of the tube an send it back
and forth between the hands along the tube. The energy will build up and the
chunk of energy will join hands. Try sucking in energy, pulling it up into
your hands to create the balls and then give them a throw. Learn to throw a
ball of the energy, then rebuild/reload and try again.
Hope this helps you all
Aaron :)
Date: Sun, 4 May 1997 00:33:43 -0400 (EDT)
From: LibraKat11ATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Progress report
Message-ID: <970504003343_113997149ATnospamemout08.mail.aol.com>
Lobster,
I missed the address to write to Steve personally so must post this to the
entire list, for which I apologize since it's way off topic. If you feel
it's worthwhile, please forward it and if there is an address for Steve,
please re-post it to prevent me from doing this again!
<< Re-assess my life, accept my illness? I think I prefer to listen to CDs,
> enjoy jokes, learn about Windows 95, sequence music etc.
mmm . . .
we all prefer to run away and we all have that choice.
I know this fear, we all have it but it is not really fear
- it is loneliness - we are alone - nobody will ever know us
we try and fill our lives with people and things
but in our fear and loneliness there is a great Power and Strength
CD's, jokes, Win 95 and sequence music are all great fun
and even more so when the fear is conquered . . .
Are we really alone, are we really afraid?
What exactly are we? >>
In reference to the above post:
I don't believe doing these things are "running away". Those who've not had
to face death are often unaware of the many questions that come up,
especially for us so-called "new agers" that have been lead to believe that
everything we suffer through is "our choice" and not facing it is "running
away." Hey, anything that creates a sense of well-being and peace is a huge
plus --- NOT running away!
I'd like to address the fact that illness is not "our fault". There are
usually easier ways to learn lessons, but perhaps we just missed the
signposts along the way. I know I did. I've been through an NDE and know
that the lesson can be as simple as this --- learn to receive, not just to
always give.
YOU are not at fault, you have an opportunity to learn something and yes, you
probably gave yourself that opportunity before you were born. However, the
best, simplest and most all-encompassing way to know that is this: open your
heart and look as clearly as you can. What do you see? Ask for answers from
higher sources and willingly accept what you hear. You don't have to make a
commitment, just state your willingness to start from that point.
So many of us are "givers". We are so strong that we give and give to others
and never expect to receive because we feel there is no need. But like
anything, there are two sides: giving elicits the need to receive. When we
continually say "no thanks, I'm fine," it sets up a program wherein we must
learn to not just give, but receive as well.
Your heart is full and loving. Let it do what it wants. Let light flood it,
absorb it, and allow all the love you could possibly imagine, and then even
more, encompass every particle of your being. Envision lights of rainbow
hues rising like the aurora borealis before you. Let those lights surround
you, permeate every part of your being and know that ---- this is all for
YOU. It is the love of all the energy of the universe and it is yours.
Accept it; and know that you are so loved it is beyond comprehension.
Sometimes choices seem clear, often not so clear. Please just allow your
innermost self to feel the love of God (or whatever you desire to know) and
go forward with that. Perhaps this will also help with any fear that you
feel. Believe me, having seen the afterlife, there is nothing to fear. I do
know, however, that the thought of leaving loved ones behind can be terribly
hard. It's what brought be back.
With all love,
hoping that you will accept it wholeheartedly,
Kat
Date: Sun, 4 May 1997 01:45:23 -0500 (CDT)
From: Nothing Is <holi0007ATnospamitlabs.umn.edu>
To: Larry Killen <mosiahATnospammindspring.com>
cc: Kundalini List <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Cross roads?
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I am an undergrad computer science major specializing in MIS, and
let me tell you going from the Southeast Asian Library to Marketing 3001
is one hell of a dualism I am trying to fit together. I used to pursue
my major with vigor and get good grades, ever since I got into Eastern
philosophy they have dropped. Is it because I am more dumb, lazier- NO!
I just dont have that fear in me that allowed me to do well in the
classes which I superficially did good in. I feel much more aware
and intelligent than I used to. So what do the bad grades and
procrastination mean: well maybe that old muladhara has been in control
too long and the new awareness is making it back off to make room
for the others....or your major will send you to a way of life/work you
wont really like, even with the amount of potential dough, your
subconscious may be recognizing it but your ego is fighting it....well
thats what it is for me, I am making adjustments. Just some thoughts.
Bye,
Nothing IS
Date: Sun, 04 May 1997 14:14:11 -0700
From: E Jason <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
CC: jan.watsonATnospamsympatico.ca
Subject: Attitude
Message-ID: <336CFC23.346CATnospamdial.pipex.com>
Attitude
If a person has an experience or knowledge that sets them apart and acts
in a way different to others or which alienates others or is below what
others would consider polite, spiritual or just human. What can we say
about such people? Do we say that they are more or less than others?
The expression of what is sometimes known as crazy wisdom is not
applicable to those who are experienced or beginners on the path - it is
only applicable to those who have been crazed by Love. You can not act
crazy - you just are and this is the nature of your expression. Such a
state of spirituality is not permanent, it hopefully changes into a more
sober and measured response. The most spiritual people seem to do very
little but their presence is transformative.
The false crazy wisdom is very much concerned with the self, with
teaching without knowing, with shocking without providing a resolution
and so on. In other words it is for affect but largely without effect.
The genuine article is much more concerned with the transmission of
ideas that are best left unsaid.
On the spiritual path attitude is everything. Spiritual people are not
about being better because of some need to excel, they do the best they
can in every and any situation and are constantly trying to improve and
grow in useful not spurious qualities.
Immature spirituality is very much about taking; learning techniques,
developing energy and gaining some kind of personal satisfaction. Mature
spirituality is about giving and bestowing. We come closer to God when
we bestow and give than at any other time because this is one of the
major attributes of God - the Radiance or Bestowing of Love.
Immature spirituality is about a kind of wishy-washy sentimentality that
is frightened of harsh words or hard concepts. Spiritual maturity
centers on the very difficult areas of our being and tries to understand
and transform. In this sense it is how you deal with boredom, irritation
and hostility that will mark out your real nature. None of us are
perfect and all of us have much work to do. We must to the best of our
abilities improve ourselves, our situation in a gentle and caring way.
Eventually we will be given the responsibility to cause people disquiet
and unease as an act of mercy and growth. It is not our duty to bear
that responsibility when there is still so much gentle nurturing and
support that we can offer.
If the kundalini opens every chakra and we develop the powers of a
goddess this is nothing compared with the simplicity of the force that
gave us this manifestation - we call that force LOVE.
Most Kind Regards
Lobster
Date: Sun, 4 May 1997 23:56:55 +1000
From: Bruno Callipari <bruno_cATnospammildura.net.au>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Reply to Yogi Tom's article
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Tom, you asked me what I thought of it, so here goes:)
Reassurance and Tolerance - that's why I'm trying to find out as much as I
can, because mental illness is a totally different thing - the stigma of
mental illness signifies a weakness.
What is Kundalini? - Could masturbation be a form of tantric yoga or
meditation? With spiritual liberation in a single lifetime, what are the
benefits of spiritual liberation? Yes Westeners are great wankers! "no
particular causal pattern apparent as seems to be happening increasingly
among Westeners"
Kundalini *can* be difficult to explain.
The many faces of kundalini and spiritual experience - am I a yogi?
"Kundalini and the chakras are used in various ways to deepen spiritual
experience and insight".
Some central features of the kundalini experience - "Resistance by
the ego can make a short lived period of K into a long drawn out one so it
can be mistaken for mental illness." But doesn't there have to be some
unbearable psychological/emotional thing happen if you didn't get it through
normal yoga or meditation? Like as is said in Psychic Phenomena - soonafter
"moments of crisis when an old mundane conditioned identity has to give way..."
Didn't have 'inner light' trouble
Didn't have 'outer light' trouble either
My experience was marked and bold it could hardly be called mundane.
'Inner voices' on the other hand I may have had because my mind was
live to air and I repeated the inner voice. Is it the voice that is yours
but in your mind?
You have to realise I was in a hospital environment when the
kundalini was most active - it was trying to help me escape - alot of it I
was concious but can't remember actually being alive. I was also unconcious
from heavy needles after I did something like throw food into a staff
member's face after saying something sharp and clever.
Tastes and smells - "can bring forth apparently imaginary smells and
tastes, pleasant and unpleasant". In Melbourne when the police were taking
me to be incarcerated I smelt Religious incense and so did they as if it was
coming from me.
Touch and the body - "sometimes of a sexual nature" I kept grabbing
men's crotches in hospital probly as a bit of a waking them up thing. I
don't know cos this is another thing I cant remember actually doing. I also
had sex with another male patient (as a virgin too)
Purification of the sixth sense : the brain - "prevent its normal
functioning" - you got that right buster! Would this "longterm chemical
imbalance" have passed if left to take its course and could there have been
someone to help? Its hard to get help cos the government involuntarily puts
you in. A trial has to be held when you look better.
Here is the golden knuckle on the door > "the mind races, words or
images pour through it in a great surge they cannot control, may feel an
urge to speak in tongues etc" Each time I got K it wasn't allowed to run
its full course so it built up and became more complex - I am also governed
by water so it can travel through me more intensely - don't you think?
"Phase of losing interest in food" - yes I deliberatley didn't order
big meals (and I had blurred vision etc and they kept giving me it to fill
out) - I didn't want their custard and only ate sandwiches usually (I had
*some* willpower).
However I always kept clean even though I didn't have my regular
products - I even bought this viscious tub of collagen cream at the mental
patients tuck shop to make sure I didn't get hospital induced wrinkles. In
Mildura I kept pissing on the high detention floor (they didn't keep fresh
issues of containers so serves 'em right - going to the toilet was a grand
procession meanwhile while I turned my vinyl rubber mattress pad into a
ship/boat alternatively and acted out Star Trek scenarios.
"the yogi will pick up his affairs when the process...is complete" -
I made a relatively fast recovery, all or nothing like. It was the forced
medicine dependency that kept it lingering - now I've learnt to live with
the drugs but I feel my kundalini enhancement suffers for it and is always
in the background "no desire or ability to speak...tranquility and
detatchment" or CALMNESS.
"Paranoid or agitated about past events or people" definitely - my
divorced parents, feeling captured in high detention > I raised the fire
alarm by breaking the 'glass'/button device once - the whole fire brigade
came to the call and I escaped to the next floor that wasn't the mental ward
as if guided to freedom/safety. I also cleared the barbed wire fence and
went shopping once, putting cool stuff like computers on hold!!
"A disturbed mind, bizarre belief system, confused identity.">"A new
being emerging from beneath all the debris of the past".
"Out of body experiences" I had many blackouts, times I couldn't
account for - Like when my brother in law and his son took me out for the
day, he bought a box of Kentucky Fried Chicken and I ate it all from them.
And regular things like when I got out of hospital - collecting my bond
money and putting it into a bank account successfully.
"Bizarre and unpredictable behaviour (well known to india where some
yogi's are notorious for bizarre behaviour and outbursts)
"The need to let go of everyone and everything" - I didn't want to
be around those people cos they caused it in me, but I had to come back to
Mildura and live in close contact to them.
"Crazy wisdom" indeed - I came out with all these observations on
life - was called Mr. Know-it-all by my hunk of a brother in law (he, he)
- ah yes, the subconcious - jung I prefer over freud but haven't read much -
I tried to explain away that it was my subconcious all along.
Emptiness - yes I really felt empty afterwards.
I was opting to go naked eversince the first time I prayed under a
tree in the back courtyard of my flat and collected in the dippy van.
Ward 1 Alice Springs - didn't give me as many tablets as I have now
because they couldn't justify prescribing them - I kept coming up against
shortcomings each time I got out (3 times consecutively) over 3 week periods
of being incarcerated. By the way Pine Gap is in Alice Springs - my brother
in law was a carpet layer for the base and there's stringent guidelines
while you're there and you're always watched - That may be why the
psychiatric profession are more lenient.
The Question of psychiatric intervention - "may well poison the
nerveous system and damage the autonomic functions...into a physical
nightmare" - Tell me about it, I used to be size 87 jeans, now I'm fat and I
do things slowly. But I am seeing a naturopath so he's helping. I have to
take the medication cos I don't know what I'd do if I was in hopital again.
I also see a psychiatrist every 3 weeks and a bloodlevel test every 3
months. If I was to stop taking them I'd need to be really sure I could
ride out the kundalini, cos I don't think I've been fully awakened to
stabilisation yet. Can anyone help?
I threw the medicine out once thinking that it was eucharist and
beforehand taking it with wine. Thinking it was blasphemy.
Should I see a psychologist as opposed to a psychiatrist? Or can I
live out the rest of the kundalini with anyone experienced in the field,
like go on a holiday to an ashram or something?
AND LASTLY TO END TOM'S ARTICLE, WHICH IS TOTALLY WHAT THIS POSTING
WAS INSPIRED BY, some sobering quotes:)
"The profound and pure, wise and uplifting nature of their [the
awakened's] words...repression of a healthy spiritual process of
transition...in the same mentality and culture...[that is] causing so much
harm to the environment and indigenous cultures of the world. THANKS TOM...
bruno_c
Date: Sun, 4 May 1997 10:01:58 -0500
From: "Spiral" <spiral-3ATnospamworldnet.att.net>
To: "E Jason" <vv60ATnospamdial.pipex.com>
Cc: "Kundalini Mailing List" <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Dreamtime Encounters/New Introduction
Message-ID: <19970504150233.AAA29104ATnospamrjiredff>
Lobster wrote,
> All the parts of a dream are us. Nobody is prepared for unconditional
> Love
> and when we Dance with Him we have to learn the more subtle and gentle
> rhythms
> as well as the more frenetic beats. This element is the Unknown but we
> will slowly get used to this deeper part of our own self . . .
>You and everyone else here are finding a resonance and a rhythm that is
> based on cooperation and mutual support.
> Welcome. Dance.
Lobster, your lovely welcome deepened my experiencing of the dream. Tears
of joy brimmed and flowed. The resonance of which you speak is hard to come
by. Let me continue with my introduction. At age 23 I developed chronic
liver disease. Shortly thereafter the AIDS epidemic hit. Wake up calls.
Individually and collectively something terrible was wrong. The past
fifteen years have been an often very lonely search for Truth, a persistent
investigation into what is dis-eased in me. Many dark nights of the soul,
fears of death at a young age. My kundalini awakening took place in the
context of discovering, and opening myself to, the possiblity that there is
a Ground of Being, beyond ego and mind, in which one can rest and be
sustained.
In my dreams and visions I was presented over and over again with images
that there is a tremendous Light to be found in the heart of Nature, the
realm of the Goddess. Morgana once wrote that kundalini is a gift of the
Goddess. That I have come to know to be true. But I have also had to
learn, through the processes of understanding my dis-ease and integrating
into life what was coming to me, that it is a gift which requires
tremendous sacrifice. I was a product of my time and environment. Totally
up in my head, all my homage going to the gods of intellect and rational
thought. My liver, the seat of the soul, was dis-eased. I didn't know it,
but I was terrified by the power of The Feminine. I had to come to terms
with her - to learn how to honor, respect, and love her. Without fear.
The gift came. My liver function is now normal.
Love,
A joyous Spiral
Date: Sun, 04 May 1997 10:49:39 -0700
From: Ken McFarland <kenmATnospamOREGON.UOREGON.EDU>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Love for Bruno Callipari
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Bruno,
I don't have any sage advise for you.
I just want you to know that there are many people on this list who love you.
I am one of them.
The others are observing, praying, and meditating for you.
When the time is right you will know.
Slowly and gently, examine the sources of your greatest pain.
Somehow, you must be able to accept the intolerable.
No one can tell you exactly how to do this.
Perhaps, understand that each terrible event has some benefit; a blessing.
Perhaps, there ia some greater purpose God has for each of us; all is well.
You must search for the way to transform that which is too painful to accept.
Know that you are greatly loved by many.
Ken
Date: Sun, 4 May 1997 20:50:15 +0100
From: Tom Aston <yogi.tomATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: enlightenment is.........
Message-ID: <iK9tYLA3hObzEwp4ATnospamtantrictom.demon.co.uk>
enlightenment is...........
making friends with the universe
in so many ways
that life becomes unbearably...
well, friendly.
doors open
and hearts are filled with laughter
and the joy of mutual recognition
of Buddha and God
having their way with us
and friendship is laughter
shared with strangers
and long lost friends
who know they are One
Friendly Tom
on finding doors i had assumed closed, opening all over London today !
--
Tom Aston
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