To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/12/06 22:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] Falling Away
From: marion hanvey
On 2004/12/06 22:26, marion hanvey posted thus to the K-list:
> I'm noticing every thing falling away. That is to say I'm at rest, the
>body in repose from around 8:30 til noon the next day. About 12 hours of
>this is spent ina much welcome and relished sleep. The rest is
timelessness
>in the realm behind my eyes.
>
> When I "try" to participate in things I used to do,...ie. a christmas
>craft fair across the road, or spending time having people over....it
doesn't
>work out. Something prevents my participation from happening and I feel
>the "Will of God". When I wonder about this....and sometimes I do....but
>then sometimes its is so right that I don't even wonder but am absorbed
into
>the naturalness and "rightness" of it...when I wonder about this ...comes
up
>the question---is this dying? Dying to the self "i" used to be?
>
> What is rising in the place where "activities" and "entertainment" used
to
>be is just a simple life. Walking in the neighborhood (which is mountain
and
>beach) hotspringing, doing household chores, shopping, etc....the
"business
>of living>>" Which is all done with joy and totality.
>
> I'm a bit snowed in now. It is wet and slushy, sloppy but the feel of
>winter and isolation and aloneness pervades.
>
> Many women my age (I'm 60 now---people (young and old) think I'm around
45
>ish and are shocked to hear my age) women around here, are very active and
>busy and energetic. I do yoga and stretching and swimming at the hottubs
and
>feel very lithe and light and youthful (child like)and playful in the body
>but I do wonder...is all that energy and activity that I see others living
>in the world, is that energy in me going into the inner realm.?? Is it
>requiring all my energy to go "in" where now apparently more and more, I am
>residing?
>
> Comments are welcome and thank you for reading this.
>
> much love and blessings, Deesutra
>
> Comments
It sounds like your inner guru at work to me Deesutra.
:)
Love
Marion
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