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Recieved: 2004/07/04 13:40
Subject: [K-list] Diet , Energy
From: Shadow121


On 2004/07/04 13:40, Shadow121 posted thus to the K-list:





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i hardly eat anything , but dont shed a pound.
i work out every day and i get fatter and fatter.

my life's a mess and i am 'clearing' negativity
as i find that i only have aquaintences and a friend

where is the reality , where is the touch of a girl
how long can i believe in this all by myself
===========where is the grounding=========
kundalini seems to be about feeling, not believing
base to brain? am i insane?and how to subject others to me

one sock on at a time, problematic and heavy i am, but why
would the path i chose make me this way and distant?

why is there so much that make me a moron and still,
a great deal i have been searching for with kundalini
========lunatic , by others discretion============
anger festers am i in my body?, i work on july 4th,
floating through time without responsabilities

but with a tingle that wont go away
and no one in my life that'll stay

is it like this for anyone else nowadays?
to be understood much like a maze?
===========humbling======

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