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Recieved: 2004/05/26 10:48
Subject: [K-list] To have or not have a MASTER - Email found in subject
From: Gustaf Grefberg


On 2004/05/26 10:48, Gustaf Grefberg posted thus to the K-list:




Maybe it's not a matter of one thing or the other? I'd like to share a
little of how my path has been like. The more things open up right now, the
more clearly I can look back at my earlier life and understand why things
happened, but I had no really strong or tangible K related experiences until
about 4 years ago from now.

I never had one specific master/guru that was always there, guiding me
through every step and giving me very specific instructions.. But I have
found that the MASTER is all around me. Does it mean I am a natural? Maybe.
I feel more like a semi-natural, if there is such a thing. When my first
significant experiences and difficulties came, I just "happened" to meet a
spiritual guide at an online-game I had been at for years, who took me
through a lot. I just "happened" to have gotten in contact with only weeks
earlier, a really experienced yoga master, who gave me advise as well. In a
period in between when things were more quiet for some time, I came in
contact over distance with a guru who initiated me into mantra, just when I
felt it was really needed and important.. When things started becoming
intense again, same thing, I keep "running into" different guides, just at
the right time, for the right thing (This includes you Albert) And it seems
to be an on-going thing in my life.

I am extremely convinced that if I am meant to have a true GURU/MASTER that
will guide me at every step, I will find him, and he will find me.

Shivaya Namah!
Gustaf


Answer:
I've found out recently that I was born with my Kundalini awakened so
hearing about all the symptoms just shows me all the side effects I had
since I was born and things are really correlated.

In my case, I never had a MASTER for K. or tantra practice so I seem to
fall in what Bhavin says about "natural ones". That doesn't mean that my
life was easy but I feel that a lot emails seem to say such hard and
terrible things about K. awakening and nobody says the good things that
can also happened: for me, my life is fantastic now (it has been
difficult in the past) and it is worthwhile to go through all this side
effects or pain. Remember that when a child is born, he suffers, there
is blood but he might also be a prophet for the world.

I'm interested in having the testimony of some of you in the same case
of myself ("natural ones") to know if at one point in their life, they
had a master and is it useful. I'm asking that because things are
accelerating in my life without any side effects but I'm pushed through
ascension and a friend of mine who practices Rajah Yoga for 30 years
tells me that at one point, I still need a master otherwise I'll be
blocked somewhere and I would waste my life.

For your information: I've never pratice any kind of yoga or meditation.
I've just live, work, raise my family, love my wife and have fun with
life. In a previous life, I have already practiced tantra, my K. was
activated and I was a shaman so this correlates with what Bhavin wrote
the other day.

Albert





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