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Recieved: 2004/05/12 07:07
Subject: RE: [K-list] K and desirelessness
From: Ranbir Singh
On 2004/05/12 07:07, Ranbir Singh posted thus to the K-list:
I've been also having a similar experience to Gustaf for the past to weeks
now, I wouldn't call it desirelessness or apathy, just that it is very
difficult for me to focus on anything, as if my lens has changed, and my
vision is too wide, something like a fisheye. Its also been very difficult
for me to meditate inside for the same reason. Its not apathy, and I don't
think it has to do with desire, its as if my mind (or something) keeps
travelling to a different place and Its difficult to bring it back.
-----Original Message-----
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[mailto:K-list-bouncesATkundalini-gateway.org] On Behalf Of Mark Hammond
Sent: 12 May 2004 01:25
Cc: 'k-listATkundalini-gateway.org '
Subject: Re: [K-list] K and desirelessness
Obviously you have some desire.
You have a desire to email and ask questions and get answers.
So give up the idea that you are desire-less (you probably desire to
breathe also, if you think not, try giving up breathing and see how
quickly that desire returns) and start enjoying life again.
Gustaf Grefberg wrote:
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>
>
>I am sure this is a fairly commonly discussed topic, and is often talked
>about. K and a state of desirelessness.
>
>How do I explain a state of feeling utterly desireless, while still feeling
>like I have all the energy in the world moving through me? It comes at such
>an annoying time too, at a time when we are between projects at work and I
>have all the time in the world to pursue all those projects and things I
>wanted to do.. And now.. I don't want to do any of them. They are there, I
>feel them.. But I don't want to do anything.. No desire to do anything..
>
>I don't feel depressed or miserable or unhappy.. Nor do I feel
apathetic,
>because I am very sensitive to things both inside and outside myself, and
>emotions can indeed be strong..
>
>What kind of experiences of desirelessness do you folks here have.. And
most
>important, what are the best ways to deal with it? Sure, a state of
>detachment is something many people strive for, but I am just kinda sitting
>right now, not doing anything at all, because I don't want to do anything
at
>all.. Of course I work, eat, cook, clean, do errands, even watch movies
with
>my wife etc.. Because it's part of life..
>
>Probably it's just something that is coming and going.. It'll pass, and I
>can hopefully bring the state of detachment with me into something more
>fullfilling later on.. But right now, I can just sit, or lay somewhere...I
>don't see any need to do anything else right now.
>
>
>
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