To: K-list
Recieved: 2004/03/04 05:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] grieving
From: Deepak Srinivasan
On 2004/03/04 05:23, Deepak Srinivasan posted thus to the K-list:
this is so strange,
I have a similar delima...i feel, i feel emotions,
pain that humanity has upon itself, and then there's
all these strange teachings, about detachment, and i
have felt detachment many times, and the illusion of
life on earth, etc etc...
and yesterday i saw "passion of the christ"
well, it's one thing to read and know the gospel, its
another to see it...
i saw the movie with a strange detachment, examining
the teachings and the way the great soul accepted
responsibility for the pain he was going to go thru,
for the sake of being or showing mankind that it was
all free will...but why shoould a great soul teach in
this grotesque manner?
and what he did was also probably to absolve a lot of
the karma accumulated within humankind then and for
the future...dont know.
i WATCHED all this and analysed. but everytime i feel
this detachment, i know its just a defence numbness.
today i felt intense emotion for what he went thru and
what people go thru with physical abuse and all the
intense forms of torture they subject themselves
to...what is the role of emotion if everything is just
a movie sort of thing? i mean, whats the purpose of
life? where do the paths lead? why do they lead
anywhere if there is no linearity of time and space?
what is the source? who is the creator? where does it
begin and where does it end?
the I AM WHO I AM, so all this is solely taught up by
the impressive creativity of the great potential
mother and is solely for her amusement?
so, we are videogames in her mind?
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
frustratinG
!!!
Sorry folks, PLEAse excuse my insolence.
D
--- robert hoffman <robnrobertATnyc.rr.com> wrote:
>
>
> I have felt a near constant upsurge of grief these
> last weeks that I
> cannot attribute particularly. I have bceome
> immensely sensitive to the
> interconnectedness of all things, the aliveness,
> oneness, and dear
> intimacy of all things. But each morning as I pray I
> end up sobbing over
> I do not know what, and sometimes I am laid naked
> for the day, so
> fragile I can barely hold my composure. Friends
> familiar with K say it
> is natural healing as deep awareness of the truth of
> being breaks down
> all notions that I might hold or had held that
> conflict with such truth.
> But I sense it also is empathy for how lost so many
> seem to be, and for
> how lost I had been. I see so much waste and pain,
> so much lunacy, and I
> do not know what to do so I just cry because it is
> so very sad to see.
>
> Rob Hoffman
> robnrobertATnyc.rr.com
>
>
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