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From: Juliettecrouch


On 2004/02/24 19:04, Juliettecrouch posted thus to the K-list:




sending light to all and wondering if anyone can give some insight into the
visions i've been having while meditating. All of these start with the same
experience. I feel waves of energy shaking through me from my feet up. Then i
start spinning round in cirlce as if about to take off like a helicopter. I have
been doing grounding exercises and have been hainv g grounding crystals on me
all the time to combat it but i dont think it has anything to do with not
being grounded. Anything anyone knows about any of this would be greatly
appreciated
I was walking down a corridor that was all white. It was long and thin and
there were two guards at the end by two huge doors. I speed down as if not
walking and the doors opened. I went in and there were rows of books.. the rows
were on rollers. Then I tried to find me but didn't know where to look, a few
names came into my head but I knew that wasn't the name of my soul. I was being
taken around but I'm not sure who by as I never saw anyone just knew I was
being guided. They said that it was arranged by angel groups. So they took me to
raphiels section as I am one of his. There was an empty folder for me. But the
guide said it wasn't empty it was just saying what number my book was. So we
went to that row and pulled out a little light green book
But I didn't have a chance to get into it.
Then I stopped meditating and lay down and suddenly was spinning out of
myself. I spun up to the sky and was floating around the stars. I reached a
platform that was see through in the stars and looked at myself and saw a black girl
about 14 with a pink bow in my hair. I was rolling around amazed that I was
able to lay down in the sky. I felt 15 again. Then I felt myself being pulled up
again and I reached another platform and saw myself as a 4 year old Chinese
girl. Then I got pulled again but this time into a little baby, then again into
another little baby but this was not on the platform I had just been born and
there was a man that made my skin crawl coming towards me with scissors. I
got scared and jumped back into myself, myself now I must add.

then in another meditation the night before the following occurred.
I saw a scene of the sun standing on a ridge out in the desert, the sun was a
man and he took of his mask and the sun fell out of the sky, then he bowed
his head. Next the moon appeared and took its cloak off and head went down. The
sky was a strange red but colourless. I looked out over the ridge. Then I saw
the scene from above as if watching again and drops appeared in the scene.
Splashes.
I was given something at this point… ahhhhhh
There were 5 women, Chinese standing on a mountain and they had umbrellas.
They opened up the umbrellas and they spun them together . they were black with
white designs on them. Then the umbrellas started to spin up on there own
accord. I was watching this from above. I could see the women huddled together in
a circle spinning them. They opened them in sequence. Layering. As they were
spinning up on there own the top one when level with me opened the other way to
look up and form a flower. which stopped and spun by itself directly in front
of me.
I was told that 4 others had been given this.
I saw 5 of us on horses riding thru this green high grass. It came up to the
eyes of the horses. I saw it at first from a distance, even though I was the
second rider. I saw from the sky. We were flying thru almost, going soo fast
and I moved down from the sky to be actively there feeling the wind as we
soared thru the grass.
When we came out of the grass we rode thru a forest enterance. In the field
near the outside of the forest bit there were two dark creatures. They appeared
that way as they had back smoke like faces which were the only bit you could
see as they had robes on. We tried to get rid of them by sending white light
to dissolve them and they would disappear and come back stronger, I realized
what was wrong at that point we were trying to get rid of something, which is
wrong. Who are we to say what stays or goes. There is no light without dark.
Therefore we must embrace it and show it that there is no real divide. We are all
one no matter what the divide may seem. So once you embrace there is nothing
that can harm you. So there is no real dark.

A bird flying directly at me then it landed by my home a small cave like
thing on the mountain and it stood up tall and looked directly at me. Then I saw
me and behind me I saw lots of people. People I think I was. Lots of different
style dress. But near the back weren't really old outfits. In fact there was
no order to the people behind me.


Sorry for the novel
Many thanks
With Light
Juliette



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