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Recieved: 2004/02/17 20:26
Subject: [K-list] shakti field attractions...........
From: Mia Friedrich

Hi there.:-)

i was wondering how others handle the following scenario:
somebody wants to be close to you, be your friend, wants to gain your
trust......... but it's not really clear whether they are interested in you
as a person, or after the energy you are radiating...............

and yes, we all know that K-energy - or the shakti field as i prefer to call
it- attracts people.....
and in most of the cases i know- by now- what they come for.

But in this case - i guess- i thought, this guy has enough power
himself.......has his own connection to the divine, years of spiritual
training........
he is not the " needy " kind of person ......
and for a while it worked.........
for a while there really seemed to be a healthy " polarity"........
but then he got " shakti-infected" and now he is in love with those ' energy
waves".........

i felt i lost a friend to shakti. He doesn't sense the difference. He
believes he loves " me", but at the same time he is not responding to
anything that has to do with " me" but is just circling around those "
energy waves"......
I think i'm jealous.............LOL
i gladly give Shakti to anybody who wants it and i love to share and infect
people, but it's hard to realize that i as a person seem to become totally
irrelevant as soon as they got shakti energy themselves.
I feel used.
Probably it would be a good idea to start whatever kind of personal
relationships only with people that already have their own shakti
field.............*g*

warmly
mia

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