The Troll Threads.

To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/01/07 02:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 1312
From: shellelr <shellelr AT_NOSPAM aol.com>

--- In Kundalini-Gateway AT_NOSPAM yahoogroups.com, "DrDaryl <drdaryl AT_NOSPAM y...>"
<drdaryl AT_NOSPAM y...> wrote:
> --- In Kundalini-Gateway AT_NOSPAM yahoogroups.com, shellelr AT_NOSPAM a... wrote:
> > LOL. That guy Daryl was/is icky!
>
> This "LOL" should not be used to cover your real emotions. Get over
> the childish desire to impress others and go straight to the point.
>
> > He really got to me
>
> You're a bit more honest than the rest. This is a virtue that I
like.
> Others are so engrossed in putting up a facade of invulnerability
that
> they wouldn't admit that "I got into them." This attitude is
> reflective on how they deal with life in general.
>
> > because I have moments
> > where I wonder just what the hell has been going on with me with
> these bodily
> > energies and dream experiences and CFS/Fibro illness and mystical
> feelings of
> > Divine reality.
>
> If you wonder, then it isn't kundalini. When true awakening occurs,
> there is no doubt. You'll know it. No need to ask any questions or
> look for confirmation outside the individualized unit.
>
> > 99% of the time I KNOW I am experiencing what must be the
> > beginnings of what we call Kundalini awakening,
>
> Kundalini awakening doesn't come in installments. Oneness is
realized
> then actualized in one go.
>
> > but once in a while a small
> > part of me wonders if it's all just biology,
>
> In your case, yes. Don't flatter yourself. Wishful thinking and
> self-importance is a poison in the path.
>
> > somehow.
> >
> > Clearly he was a very toxic person.
>
> Of course I am. Source is both a poison and a tonic. You cannot
split
> Source in half and just get the good stuff. All the ugliness that
you
> perceive inside and outside of the psychophysical vehicle comes from
> the same Root Consciousness.
>
> > So dark. I feel like I need to wash his
> > junk out of my system.
>
> A puritanical attitude is a sign of zero spiritual growth. But zero
is
> always the best place to start.
>
> >
> > Shelle


I thought you might still be hanging around, though you said you were
leaving. Wanted to see if you managed to stir anything up, eh? ;0)

You have power issues that you want to try to work out on people you
don't know. I mildly wonder if you are doing it consciously, just
enjoying fucking with people, or if you actually believe yourself.
Either way, I reiterate, ick.

Shelle
enlightened about you, at least

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