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Recieved: 2003/05/08 12:16
Subject: RE: [K-list] RE: Cycling of the Kundalini - Karma
From: Rich
On 2003/05/08 12:16, Rich posted thus to the K-list:
Thank you for this.
> Spiritual causes sometimes seem to be vampiric
> attachments... people who want your love energy but are
> afraid to face you and ask for it, will attach siphon hoses
> to the back of the chakras, especially the heart and power
> chakras.
I once contacted an omnipresence and although somewhat suprised it had time
for me, I asked the question how is it that it is not effected by others
grasping. The intuitive response came that there is no place to attach to.
Like air. This is omnipresence itself.
I suspect the same of projections that there is no where for them to stick.
Curiously later as I was contemplating this reply I wondered how such a
presence / being can always be around. When does it sleep or rest. The
response I got was that they are sleeping and awake in the same moment if
you can call it a moment as there was no sense of time. So I am feeling that
in death we are always awake and always asleep. There is no body that needs
to revitalise. A very peaceful and continue restfullness.
So being like air. No place for another to attach to. I am a long way from
this of course, but interesting data for me.
Recent learning has shown me also that extending and becoming all instead of
confining and retracting into something small makes it difficult for others
to plug there chords, and this would fit the omnipresence idea. I've found
extending myself and recentering can also dissolve the chords. It is like
there is an agreement to accept the chord at some level.
Prior, my thinking of a visualisation of a bubble of protective light, for
some may be a bubble to burst.
I realise now I get filled with another's feelings when I ask the question
'how are they?' or 'how are they feeling?'. Sometimes someone may lure me
into getting me to have this intention or desire, so for example if someone
shouts at me (this doesn't happen often but happened recently) they grab my
attention out and into them.
Another way I see is to align in the same direction of the one looking into
me or grabbing at me. So they look through me and not into me. I look with
them and don't oppose. Until they see there is nothing for there attention
to move on to and then they return back to themself. I guess bending like a
bamboo in the wind and not standing in the way of the wind.
I believe there is something that one is being to attract 'vampire' people.
> That was the root issue within me, the cause within
> myself. I tend to take too much responsibility for the well
> being of the people around me. If they do not take much
> responsibility for their own results, then it is unbalanced.
> I am interested in how people see me. I cannot see myself,
> so... even though what they see, is usually more reflective
> of who they are than me, but it is interesting nevertheless.
Some of your realisation confirms this for me.
To care and not care in the same moment. To be and do without expectation or
desire.
I got my load in the early part of this year, now it is (mostly) gone, and
this was the realisation. It is not easy to keep but it has kept me free of
others' pieces much more.
> I know, this is a little different than the idea that we
> *have* to keep incarnating till we have resolved all our
> karma... but it feels more resonant, to me. I do not think
> unconditional love would require us to be punished, we do
> that to ourselves... ;) Goddess does not judge, we do. We
> judge ourselves.
This is my interpretation of my return. To love all and see the unity in
all. There is attachment to unresolved things (unfinished business) that
block this from me and one way to resolve them is by having a body, to
finish the games.
I try to see it as the heart judges, and other parts have an opinion. Of
course other parts judge too but that is if I make them the center. The
heart is the central door, the underlieing aspect of love, the doorway to
freedom. Aligning all with the heart intention.
> Time and space do not exist on the higher levels, so the
> linear concepts of soul evolution through rebirth kind of
> break down if everything is actually happening all at once...
The higher levels are not stable for me. They come and go. And each time I
seem to be in a different place of perception. Sometimes they seem like a
dream. From there the physical world seems like a dream too. Perhaps a dream
is a world outside of the one where one is more present.
Thank you,
Richard
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