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To: K-list
Recieved: 2003/02/08 15:35
Subject: [k-list] apology and last post
From: José H

On 2003/02/08 15:35, José H posted thus to the K-list:

Dear list and dear Mystress,

My last posts to this list recently - off-topic and ending in a very angry remark towards someone who was obviously not the one I was angry at - were inappropriate and inspired by the mother in me who feels powerless to stop a war with unknown consequences.
I apologize for the lashing out I did, and at the same time will say goodby to this list.

The last week or so I spent a crisis in hospital and have been put back on medication. I cannot do without them, my soulwounds are too deep to heal completely. I wanted to give the little brother or sister for my son Leon that's on it's way, the possibility to arrive medication-free, like Leon did, but it seems impossible. He or she will have a very different arrival with a low dose of lithium, but is equally welcome in 7 months from now.

Dear Mystress,
You have given me a lot of support and strenght and a mirror as well many times. I am deeply grateful to you, but cannot stay longer on this list.
A nearly one-year old son asking and needing more loving-care instead of a mother behind a computer is probably the biggest reason for quitting now. Just answering personal mail is hard enough to get done, and the K-list, that has felt like a second home to me, should not just end up with my personal (shared or not) frustrations.

Love to everybody
Jose

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