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To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/12/09 13:38
Subject: [K-list] Help, Advice and Websites
From: Gregor Gonnella

On 2002/12/09 13:38, Gregor Gonnella posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Hillary,

Can you help; I am not in a good way with kundalini. I don't know what to do. My cousin has said she would help to drive me down to a guru down south but see doesn't believe in the kundalini. Can you send me some web address that explain it and also the bad effects it can have?

I don't know what to do! If I mediate the energy enters my body and it feel ok but then it works its way outward to the skin and when it reaches the skin noises become so painful and all the nerve ending in my skin feels like they are on fire.

I feel if I stop meditating my body will become less able to handle the energy, but if I do meditate the energy that comes in is often too much especially for the skin. I am in a catch 22 and I don't know what to do. Do you understand? I can't really meditate but the longer I don't meditate the less "fit" my body become as a vessel for the energy. How do I condition my body to handle the energy without actually raising the Kundalini? The best I can do is feel in the body where the energy comes up for a while and then goes back down. I feel Such a strong desire to use my TM mantra but if a do all hell breaks loose. If only there was something I could do to help myself and stop beating myself up. I am close to suicide.

Please if you are answering from the list and you want to come down hard on me or tell me off for not being grateful for K please DON'T I am in a bad enough state as it is with out extra criticism. But if you feel there is something you can say to help or feel I have missed something, please help.

Gregor

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