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Recieved: 2002/11/15 00:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] RE: soul retrieval: Lavina
From: lavinaleone


On 2002/11/15 00:07, lavinaleone posted thus to the K-list:

I have recieved many private emails, I would like to thank each
of you for your insights. There are So many here who are wise!
I was going to reply to each of you individually and then realized
that the sheer volume of responses was in itself confirmation of
my decsision to turn this over to my DB. She used the group to
guide me. Thank you, all of you for particitating.
I do not want to be posting private mail, so I am going to respond
only to the list responses here, but I would like all of you to know
that each and every response I recieved played a part in todays
discoveries. Thank you all so much.

> I know this is not fun... but it is funny! LOL!!!

It is funny, I think he is funny too, so annimated and tough,
but he is scared too.
But he does not know how funny he is, he is very serious.

But it is fun too. This process has been getting more
and more fun all the time. Of all the therapy I have
had this has been the most rewarding. When I think of all
the time and money and effort I have expended just to make
this stuff go away... That is funny. : ))
K is one persistant serpent.

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., druoutATnospama... wrote:

> El Collie once confronted such a creature. After some terrified
< moments she realized how very proud he was of his horrifying
> aspect.

: )) My troll is clinging for dear life, but at least he is trying
to be terrifying. Can't fault the guy for his effort.
Seeing him in this light softened my feelings for him. I get this
serious about myself all the time too.
Mirror, Mirror on the wall, who's the most terrifying troll of all?
LOL.

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Mystress Angelique Serpent
<mystressATnospamf...> wrote:

> I remember, the very beautiful Shamanic death dream you posted
a few
> months back, of surrendering, falling from the tree and being
devoured. It
> was classic. So beautiful I had no words...
>
> Peeling the onion... when that ego died, the repressed child ego
coming
> forth, was inevitable... and her pet guardian troll monkey. Trolls
guard
> bridges...

I hadn't thought about that for some time now. Your remembering it
and my memory of the simplicity of letting go were the 1st of many
confirmations today of how I should deal with this.
I don't really need to do anything. Exept surrender.
 
The serpent ate the family stuff up, a troll should be a treat. : ))
oooohhh, hey, that rolled up and down my back, shivers. Kool.
That is funny too. Shivers used to signify *creepy*, to me.

I had thought I would be talking to my DB tonight about creepy trolls
and a misplaced soul. So much for that. Goddess has it handled now.
 
Bonus. I think the caped DB and I can find a more enjoyable way to
spend our night off. : ))

Thanks All.
Lavina



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