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Recieved: 2002/11/13 10:28
Subject: [K-List] Help received from Goddess!!!
From: Patricia Stevens


On 2002/11/13 10:28, Patricia Stevens posted thus to the K-list:

Hi Everyone,

 I have just recently had a session with Mystress Angelique
and wanted to share my experience. I have been on the list since July and
had been writing about my "k" experience under the heading of "Strange
Awakening". My name is Pat, and like you, I am very happy to be here!

 My daughter brought me and Mystress together! Very strange
occurrance, as my daughter is known on the list as Cambie/Holly2 and anyone
who has been keeping up with recent posts, knows that she and Mystress have
collided on some issues. She is getting thru to my daughter and I sincerely
wish that she not give up just yet! Patience is a virtue, and in this case,
down right needed!!! But if anyone needs Mystress' help, it is her. Love
will find a way!

 Anyway, back to my experience. I have been literally stuck
inside myself for over a year. Since the empathic experience with my manager
took place June,2001. It seems that the connection with him continued on,
with me feeling his feelings and receiving information from him. Knowing
when he was calling or wanting me to call him. We have remained in contact
all this time.

However, this connection needed breaking! It was too painful
for me in many, many ways.

It had also become wearing on my former manager. But I didn't
know the WHY or the HOW! All I knew was that I had a message for him and I
needed answers. The questions ranged from very simple to very hard. Some of
these questions only he could answer. Others were for me! Trying to sort
this out in my mind became a trap. One that I could not get out of and I
received very little cooperation from him about this. He is a very private
person. I became angry with him even though I understood deep down his
reasons for not trying. I would venture to guess that all this scared the
hell out of him, but also, He didn't know what I needed from him. He also
said he didn't believe he had the insight to help me, so he didn't. And I
was prevented from interferring. He had to want to on his own. This he never
knew.

Before I contacted Mystress, I was drawn to go to his store, to
at least find my own answers to why I couldn't break this connection. Some
answers came, three days later. The most revealing, turned out to be the
loss of the "gift" I received thru this connection....HOPE! I felt I
couldn't maintain it without this connection. I just cried! But there was
more... A revealation of there being no message to deliver. It had all been
a "trick" played on me. Keeping me occupied while the "k" was working on the
rest of me.

That's when I fell apart! To spend over a year pursuing answers
to the dreams and guidance and influences beyond my control, only to find
out in the end....This?

Apprehensively, I made the call to Mystress. She was very kind
and led me easily thru the process of getting grounded. She asked only a few
questions to get the gist of the situation and then gave me some startling
insights. She told me that I was a natural born "empathic healer". The
empathy I knew about, but the healing part of it was new. Then, she told me
that I was in touch with his "higher self" and things began to fall into
place.

    Thru me, I had been trying to get his attention to listen to his
"DIVINE" self. All the confusion that I had been going thru, now made sense.
She then told me she was getting a headache and to open up my crown chakra.
It was closed tighter than a drum. Once opened , we began again and she told
me to give this over to goddess. She led me then to find the truth from
within. By a series of questions, I found that "lie detector" she refers to
on her site. The simplicity of it was amazing, and so empowering. I felt
like I had a lot of guilt, but when the question was asked, I found that I
did not! It was amazing....awe inspiring!!! Thank You Mystress and Goddess!!
I know it is not easy to find someone who is lost, but somehow, she did!
That's all that matters in the end. That is my ALL For now........ In
loving spirit, Pat

PS...Mystress, after the session, I went in side and practised the grounding
and opening of my crown chakra. Another amazing thing happened. I made the
flower DANCE...The center of the flower became a ballerina and she began to
spin and then....broke away from the flower and slowly moved away straight
up!!!!!

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