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Recieved: 2002/09/16 08:41
Subject: [K-list] Triggers revisited Poll (forwarded)
From: Druout


On 2002/09/16 08:41, Druout posted thus to the K-list:

Subj: Re: Triggers revisited Poll
Date: 9/15/2002 10:16:19 PM Pacific Daylight Time
From: <A HREF="mailto:sabrinagouldATnospamnf.sympatico.ca">sabrinagouldATnospamnf.sympatico.ca</A>
HI all,

Here are my answers to the triggers poll

> 1. Did you have a spontaneous awakening, or was it "planned?"

I had no idea what kundalini was when I awakened. I have been
undergoing various k-trips and pranic healing since about 4 years.
What started me down this road this year was a meditation I was doing
in January. I was just relaxing and letting it flow when I had a
vision of a monolithic lingam coming up from the earth. Then a huge
female dragon appeared and coiled 3 and 1/2 times around it. Sound
familiar? Then she coiled upward to the top and started breathing
fire into the sky. I had this overwhelming feeling of power and
strength, which was quite exhilirating and frightening. I went with
it until I started to think I would be lost in it, and then I snapped
out of it. Later that week, my friend and I were listening to the
song 'Sister Awake' by the Tea Party. I said, 'Sure makes the
kundalini rise, doesn't it?' She asked 'What's kundalini?' I said,
gee i Dunno. So i went to a search engine, found elcollie.com and
domin8rex.com and the rest is history. Great synchronicity.

> 2. What do you think triggered your awakening?

I think I just answered that. I'd like to add, extreme stress and
desperation, getting to a point where I had no choice but to
surrender b/c I was out of options.

> a. Was an "eastern" technique involved? ( i.e. meditation, Hatha
Yoga,
> chanting etc.) and if so which one?

Just closing my eyes and waiting for the 'still, small voice.'

> b. Was a strong emotion involved? Love? Fear? Pain? Despair? and if
so was
> prayer involved?

Like I said, the emotion was 'I am all-powerful.' Which was really
too much for me at the time.

> c. Do you think heredity is implicated?
My mother is a charismatic Pentecostal who regularly goes into
trances, tongues, shamanic dancing, paralysis, and sometimes exhibits
the power to heal. Like one morning I awoke in pain from my arthritis
and thought 'Mom is praying for me. I'll feel better soon.' And I
felt better immediately. And it turns out she was downstairs praying
for me. It's too bad we can't have a discussion about our beliefs,
b/c she thinks mine are evil and I think hers are limiting.

> d. Did you have an NDE (Near Death experience)?

No.

Well, that's my story. But I'm not sticking to it.

Sabrina


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