To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/08/21 14:14
Subject: [K-list] was blind but now I see
From: Shellelr

In a message dated 8/21/2002 12:04:58 PM Eastern Daylight Time,
K-list writes:> Ok, so this is my point; since I started posting on the Kundalini
> board, I've received a few e-mails from people trying to convince me
> (either directly or indirectly) that charkas are imaginary,
> Kundalini isn't real, etc. When Kundalini becomes strongly aroused
> within me, I know it's not only real, but that it is the "fountain
> of living water", the Divine in man, one's true nature, and that I
> have a consciousness that transcends the body. I can also feel the
> chakras directly.
>
> So please, if you are enamored with some belief system that doesn't
> allow the existence of Kundalini, don't try to inflict it on me; I'm
> not going to be persuaded. Just because you haven't experienced it,
> doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
>

Ken I think about this a lot when I read articles "debunking" psychics or
so-called hoaxes, by writers who are unawake. This is not to say that fraud
isn't perpetrated on people, but I know now that some psychics are having
real experiences, and that there is so much more mystery than we can ever
comprehend.

Before my experience with K, I thought that everything that I knew and had
experienced encompassed the limits of reality. Now I know that I had barely
scratched the surface, and was truly blind to reality. My pre-K ego was big
and tenacious, and could not remotely have conceived of who I am now. I get
irritated with those "debunking" articles because, I think, it reminds me of
my former blindness and I am sometimes pulled back towards it a bit, when I
become mystified by the changes in me. Also, it makes me feel kind of alone
and a bit freakish, because I remember when I used to be sleeping; and there
are a lot more sleepers than K people, it seems!

Here's what I wonder about: what pushed me through the door? I know so many
people who seem so admirable and loving, who I think must surely be
deserving of the blessing of knowing. I don't know what I did to deserve my
opening, and I wonder if they're really close to it, too. I wish I could
bring some of them along with me, somehow.

I think I really yearned for God(dess) and asked for it, but didn't fully
understand what I was asking for. And was answered in astounding ways.

Shelle

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