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Recieved: 2002/07/08 14:07
Subject: [K-list] Re: Partner Issues
From: lavinaleone


On 2002/07/08 14:07, lavinaleone posted thus to the K-list:

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "shivahmurti" <shivahmurtiATnospamy...> wrote:
>

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., Christopher Wynter
<lifestreamsATnospamb...>
> wrote:
>> To me, that is a practical expression of Love ..
>> something that I and Fiona share ..

> Who is contesting that?

Joshua? although not in so many words.

>> and I have the utmost respect and gratitude for Fiona
>> and her Focus in her own process to the best of
>> her ability in any moment .. and for her support of
>> me

> Sounds like you should tell Fiona.

What makes you think he doesn't?

>> I can also assure you that the Union of Male and Female
>> as .. not only polarities .. but also human beings in
>> the consciousness that I wrote of in the "LifeStreams"
>> post, is something that cannot be described in words ..
>> and I'm not even going to try ..

>Ooh! Your so special.

Ooh! I think so too. : ) Here is a person who has opened up
to voice his appriciation for someone to a large group of
people. He tells us of a relationship that is working, of two
people who have found growth, for both of them. That is special.
Most of what we read these days is of how people want this but
don't find it.

>I'm pretty sure that most of our
>communication is done with words here.

His unwritten words are meaningful to me, they brought to
my mind today how very blessed I am to have had a similar
relationship, for a short time, I miss it, and was reminded
by Chris's post that it is not gone, it is still with me, but
I feel sorry for myself that my love is no longer sitting beside
me, and forget he is within me. This is the mirror I looked into when
I read Joshua's post. The bitter me, that sometimes finds it difficult
to see what I had once in others, now. I will be more careful, I
think, in the future to get past the bitterness and hold dear the
love and contentment that seems to be far away sometimes.
Thank you Christopher for reminding me. And to you too Joshua for the
mirror.

I took a peek at something else Joshua shared with the list,
because I wondered if he is always this bitter and found this:

>Whenever one is unappreciated it diminishes you a little. I use the
>word depreciate. It kill you a little. In this day and age it is
>important to protect oneself.

so, your way of protecting yourself is to depreciate others, first?

>Appreciation is the only payment for the priceless. -JS

I presumed JS was you, Joshua Shivahmurti

I don't agree that most of the communication on this list is done
with words. The words I read point me in a direction, but the
communication takes place on a much deeper level.

Lavina

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