To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/06/25 18:59
Subject: [K-list] a pot pourri
From: hlbwoman
On 2002/06/25 18:59, hlbwoman posted thus to the K-list:
Someday I will learn the lesson about trying to catch up on five days
postings in one day. My brain is definately on over-load!!! Another
day not spent job hunting. Reading all the posts was too cool.
I have not responded to the poll about employment, because I am not
sure how much K had to do with my unwillingness to go get a job. I
know it definately has an impact, but so do other factors of recent
years. eg: a) Since 99, both parents died with a bunch of regrets
(life is sooooo short- who has time for a job??) b) my own battle
with cancer in 2001 c) being laid off a job working for people I
dearly loved a year ago--just before the diagnosis d) biopsy and
lumpectomy happened on Sept 13, right in the middle of all the
terror. I just really don't want to go back to work!
I quit trying to sort out what caused what, but I do know that I have
to stop resisting employment. I have been blessed with an abundance
of financial resources that should hold out til some time next month.
K or no K, I have to get off my butt and go get a job. What was it I
read? "chop wood, carry water?"
I have a question. I have been reading the posts for several months
now, and a lot of physical reactions have been addressed here, but I
don't remember seeing anything on the most obvious ways our bodies
release karma, toxins, etc. (crying, sweating, excretory functions,
coughing, sneezing, etc.) Trying to be lady-like for a change, oh
heck, that doesn't suit me well, so I'll come out and say it--- I've
had loose bowels about every 2-3 days for months now. Is this a K
symptom? I have thought that it has to do with radiation working
its way out of my system. It is not listed as a side effect of any
meds I am on. (Tamoxifen, Zyrtec, Bellaspa) I will see my
oncologist in 3 weeks and will ask her, but I know she knows nothing
about the metaphysical. I'd feel better if I knew that it's a
reaction to k helping release.
I try my best to stay out of the fear mode with every ache, pain, and
physical change. It is hard to do sometimes, and a very normal thing
for anyone who has had cancer. I am trying to find the line between
staying positive (so as not to create that which is feared) and
denying my feelings, (which is not healthy, either!) I am trying to
accept the fear when it comes up, allow myself to feel it, find a way
to love it, and then release it.
I appreciate any feedback!
Love to all,
Rhoda
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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