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Recieved: 2002/06/22 00:10
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: throat chakra
From: A.S.A.


On 2002/06/22 00:10, A.S.A. posted thus to the K-list:

Hi Kristy

Oh gawd.. I know this can be very intense for you..
I have been in what felt like "fire of hell" were my whole body were burning.. and I had really intense OBE's it felt really like I was going to die.. but I amazingly remained calm.. cause I really have learned to trust Goddess.. I do think now it was K releasing my unconscious fear for death, while I was watching it.. And I now feel much lighter .. Many of my fears are gone.. burnt up.. (heh, that is what I feel in the moment but you never know whats to come)
So.. You'll be alright.. Its just a release.. one more step closer to freedom.. but I guess you can already feel this somewhere :)

Love, A.S.A.
  ----- Original Message -----
  From: Stormymouse :P
  To: Joseph Miller ; kundalini-gate
  Sent: Saturday, June 22, 2002 3:58 AM
  Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: throat chakra

  Hello! I have to be honest with you I am really scared now what do you mean get in under control before it burns me out or fries my brain. I dont know how to get it under control I guess I had just hoped it would do get under control itself eventually. And what do you mean by "turn to the darkside of all the chakras" are you meaning like a negative energy thing. I just feel so lost now I have to admit I really thought I was doing ok but you have me thinking and wondering if I am in way over my head by myself but I cant afford a guru or anything I just have to make it on my own or with books. This throat chakra stuff about has me in tears I am wondering if I am ready I keep telling myself that God must think Im ready and that it will only happen if it is for my higher good but I am so scared now. I have come to wonder is there really a way to control K and what is control? I feel the emotional blocks releasing all the time and I keep thinking I am getting closer, but to what?? What is my ultimate goal? I have so many fears and one of my greatest being death I repress this one and try and pretend like it isnt one but everytime something major happens I think OMG is this it , I guess I am a hypochondriac that is why the warnings and stuff have always been so serious to me. This is another one of those really tough times for me that I go through every month or so where I think I cant deal with life. If you ask me I wouldnt take my K awakening back for anything but why do I have such periods of fear makes little since but then what does? Anyway Im sure in a week I will be ok again but this is a really rough time that is all. As far as the process the K had activated all of my chakras but it wasnt the classic burning up the spine as it rised like it usually is this time they seemed to be all working together in unison it was very different cant e xplain to well.
  Love and Light
  Kristy (and thanks everyone for your insight so far)

  Kristy,

  >
  Think about them. Could they make sense as a psychic experience. The throat
  is where most people access psychic powers, not Ajna (3rd eye) though Ajna
  is healthiest place to do it. If K is out of control it would most likely do
  it from throat.

  >it for my higher good?

  Yes if you get it under control before it burns you out physically and
  emotionally and/or fries your brain. That is one real danger of throat, the
  other being it is the easiest place to "turn to the dark side" of all the
  chakras.

  I don't recall your entire experience and you may not have written all of
  it. But did you experience strong classical (like this) examples of each
  chakra, with the experiences coming in order from root to throat, at some
  time during your process?

  Namaste,

  Joe

  


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