To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/08 12:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] talking to K
From: Druout
On 2002/05/08 12:38, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 5/8/2002 7:48:58 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
chiron604ATnospamyahoo.ca writes:
>
> How do people on the list manages to ask
> specific questions and get an answer in return? This intrigues me very
> much.
>
and
In a message dated 5/5/2002 4:33:29 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
zoomazangATnospamhotmail.com writes:
> . Does anyone else
> out there actively dialogue with kundalini and get any real
> responses? Usually she will only spout my own beliefs back at me...I
> have since pinned her down to that game and requested that she
> not do that - so now she pretty much will not say anything -
>
Dear Kaleb and J-F,
I've had very little "dialogue" with K, at least on a conscious level.
In my experience K will speak when and if it wants to! It is simply not in
my control. I have received "understandings" but whenever I've asked
questions I usually get an annoyed response LOL!
Perhaps, Kaleb, your own beliefs correspond to hers, and then when you tell
her how not to respond to you she can't tell you what she wants to so must
remain silent! She is simply acquiescing to your request! In one sense she
is a part of us, so naturally will speak to you in a language you understand.
You might try that old psychiatrists trick. Repeat back to her what she has
said in the form of a question.
> I guess I find it hard in my self to just let her
> be and accept things as they are...my weakness and problem
> perhaps - my addiction to knowing -but essentially I am looking for
> new and improved ways to relate to her presence in me
Yeah! It is easy to be impatient and also easy to want to maintain control
which, in a sense, is what dialogue on a conscious level is. She may speak
to you more when you truly surrender.
- I just think we can
> evolve to a higher relationship with her - of course nothing works
> without her consent - but maybe if more and more people wanted the same
> thing then we would all get it - I believe that she is the fount of
> spiritual knowledge - I think she knows how it all works - I want
> access to her library basically - and I am trying to edge my way in and
> get it - so again maybe if we had more of a group consensus going she
> would change for us - I know that she does not mind if I demand more
> info from her - I have been doing it for years - it is a delightful
> little game between us...its all good fun.
>
Well, perhaps your game playing is simply a desire to maintain your sense of
separation.
I agree with Kate: "I just let it get on with the job
since bitter experience has taught me it knows what's best for me far better
than 'I' ever will. ... K's great for developing skills
in trust, faith and surrender. That's the whole point."
Love, Hillary
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm
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