2002/02/24 08:04-Mia-[K-list] energy and energy

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Recieved: 2002/02/24 08:04
Subject: [K-list] energy and energy
From: Mia

On 2002/02/24 08:04, Mia posted thus to the K-list:

Hi everybody,

just to give you an other rainbow color of how Kundalini energy can work.
When i read your experiences of not being able to sleep, being hyper,
itching ...... i cannot relate at all.....

Kundalini enery always almost knocks me out......
i start getting hot and hotter.....feel the energy rise and i almost can' t
keep my eyes open.........
I'm not " tired" ......
more like being in half-trance most of the time......
my partner says, i'm " out of it"......<g>
the energy often becomes so intense that she starts feeling dizzy when she
looks into my eyes.

For a long time i tried to explain to " normal" people how it feels and i
came up with a metaphor:
it feels as if my soul is put to sleep for surgery, as if i would be under
anaesthetic.
I can move around with my body.....more or less....
if i have to......
but mainly i feel as if i'm held very very still........
which is a strange contradiction, because the energy in my body is huge and
hot.

In the most intense phases i hardly can move any longer and almost feel
paralyzed for a while. When the energy is going down again i have problems
to get my body back to work...... every muslce seems to be in cramps and
overwhelmed and i hardly can walk......it takes some hours to get back to
normal......

In those phases ( like just now), i have to use the early hours of the day
for work and errands, because normally Kundalini increases more and more and
later it won't be possible to focus and i will have to lie down......
right now i'm trying to work against the energy and find my way " out" to
communicate......
have a nice Sunday!
love
mia

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To: K-list Recieved: 2002/02/24 08:04 Subject: [K-list] energy and energy From: Mia

To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/02/24 08:04
Subject: [K-list] energy and energy
From: Mia