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Subject: [K-list] Fwd: could this be happining to me?
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/12/03 17:21, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
From the K-list website: Please forward your replies to "Rob Benson"
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Robb: Sounds like K. to me! Why not oin the list and meet the community?
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>From: "Rob Benson" <benson.rATnospamghc.org>
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>Subject: could this be happining to me?
>
>Greetings, My name is Robb.
> Over the past six months or more been suffering from the most unusual
> symptoms. I am now 30, and for YEARS (probably 10 or more) I have been
> Very interested in Shamanism, eastern philosophy, meditation, past life
> regression, new age, well... you get the picture the list goes on and on.
> I started getting more deeply into meditation a few year back, and have
> had some profound visions and most amazing blissful occasions, nothing
> was negative until fairly recently.
> It all started with a dozen or so panic attacks, I would feel like I
> was really high or something, I would get all shaky, and my heart would
> race... about the third time I seriously thought I was dying... and went
> to the hospital. they took all sorts of tests, everything would come back
> negative and doctors suggested I see a shrink.
> shortly after I started having the most strange yawning attacks but it
> was like I was passing energy, like a fire breathing dragon when I
> yawned. I started having strange chills and would shake for minutes only
> to then get extremely warm, but I never had a fever. Some days I am so
> amped up I cant sit, while others I am so drained that all I want to do
> is lay down and sleep. I also have started to hear & speak with this
> mysterious voice... a guide (Or so he calls himself.) He Often calms me
> down if I am starting to get freaked out. This guide has never been
> negative, only positive in suggestion, he has instructed me to quite
> drinking alcohol, and to try and drink less caffeine. He has given me
> brief calming meditations that last about 15 minutes, and usually stop or
> slow the harshest of symptoms. Often times after I feel these harsh
> symptoms its followed by the most amazing feeling of inner peace, just
> soft and glowing... but extremely draining.
> For a while it felt like I was possessed or something, my body will
> often twitch unexpectedly, and it feels like there is somthing in me. my
> body often wants to rock back and forth involuntarily. I have also had
> major stomach upsets after eating... especially if its a big meal. Really
> I could go on forever, I have had so many symptoms... leg numbness, itchy
> feeling in my back, dizzyness etc... oh and before it all started I had
> the most intense dream about this red headed woman, it was the strongest
> feeling of love I have ever felt. I seriously thought she was my twin
> flame or something, but in any case... it was the most intense feeling of
> pure love I have ever felt in life or in a dream.
>
>so tell me, is there any chance I could be experiencing kundalini
>awakening? I have been to the doctors so much and they keep finding
>nothing. I am desperately looking for answers. After a long search a very
>good friend suggested i read up on Kundalini, and it led me to this web site.
>
>any insights would be very helpful.
>Robb
>
>
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