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Recieved: 2001/11/08 08:08
Subject: Re: [K-list] kundalini and sexuality
From: Stephen Kowalchuk

Susan,

> I still have episodes of what seems like insane sexual need but the
> character of it has changed...

I agree completely. The cyclicality, the desire that transcends the lower 3
chakras, the melt and merge impulse, all of it. My cycles are multiplexed;
somehow, I have several influences that key the impulse to unite, and they play
together like a chord. And yes, it's so intense that often I can't even speak
about it. I feel the urge to travel alone in these times, which grounds me and
allows the experience the time and attention it requires. A long drive, usually
involving an overnight stay somewhere, helps.

Oddly enough, it feels like I am "singing" through these experiences.
Broadcasting, perhaps, is a better word. But broadcasting implies a one-way
transmission of not-necessarily-deep-or-authentic communication. This is more
like joining the music of the spheres, if that makes sense. Walking meditations
help. It's hard to sing through a day at work, with all the obvious dissonance
around, so I sometimes take the opportunity to go away. It's also hard on
anyone close to me, because I am acutely aware of their energy to the point
where it can be physically painful.

> I was flipping around the cable channels a couple of days ago and saw
> a rerun of "Real Sex" produced by HBO...

Saw the same episode. No mention of k, just "energy", and I believe one
reference to qi.

> BTW...this conversation is probably appropriate for the kundalini sex
> list which was started when conversations like this offended people
> who were of different sensitivities or who were under age. I have no
> problem with the moderators who are members of both lists copying
> this conversation to that list.

I just signed up for the list. We certainly can talk about it there.

Steve

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