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Recieved: 2001/11/06 21:11
Subject: [K-list] thank you
From: Final Element J A Livengood

On 2001/11/06 21:11, Final Element J A Livengood posted thus to the K-list:

for everyone trying to distinguish what this is inside of me. I do not feel any emotion in it. Sadness endures me when I think of how godly true
it is inside of me and still, have not found the place for my heart to be, or in otherwords, where I am understood. Again, My emotions vent onto others just from expression
and I cannot stay here anymore, I did not want someone to blow up from trying to 'understand' me from afar, trust me it is dangerous, many have fallen from this.

 I do know what I am here to do, as you are goddesses, I do not claim to be any kind of god, just serve him but I am not pure
yet thus stopping me from my full potentials.

 I rally am deeply sorry to you for the negitive you picked up in meditation. It isn't my fault honestly, gods neither.
It is just how my life has ran through the stream of energy, I have attracted and been stuck with negitive molecules and since it is not my wish
the negitive energy feeds off my infinate positive energy like leeches growing stronger until a different taste comes along. thus is why
the negitive vents to people when they 'think'.

 Please, do not try to understand me, I do not want anyone to hurt anymore. Please.

I opened up too fast here, I only told you a small portion.

 I will tell you one more.

From the eyes of another lifeforce I can see the astral projection back to myself when I am head down, wishing that they would.
I can see them, their planet and where it is in the great space.

 For the watchers, I am here . for the real, I am with you, for the shamed, do not be.

 god bless you all,

Jesse..


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