To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/23 14:55
Subject: Re: [K-list] Experience. another level?
From: Shadowspace

I've been trying to disintegrate my Self for a while. Well, actually,
more like not trying to do anything, to just forget, but of course it
never completely goes away. I want to find knowledge within myself and to
make it outwardly apparent, and I've got the game desire to earn respect
and trust. These are products, not goals. It's difficult to break out of
such ego-dominated cycles, but when you do it feels like you've shed an
old, uncomfortable skin.

Farewell for now,
Nick

"I, who wished to read the book of the world and the book of my own
nature, did presume to despise the letters and signs. I called the world
of appearances, illusion. I called my eyes and tongue, chance. Now it is
over; I have awakened. I have indeed awakened and have only been born
today."

"So good to see you. I've missed you so much. Came out to watch you
play...why are you running away?"

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