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Recieved: 2001/08/26 13:37
Subject: [K-list] For Autum.
From: Pepper J. Baxter
On 2001/08/26 13:37, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:
I am wondering too abut a God we humans materialized in our likeness.
Sure it doesnt mean our physical stature for sure. But I seem to be
finding that I am the sun, and all who touch my life are my Illusions
that I drummed up in order to learn insights into myself from drama
staged plays. "Tiz said "The play's the thing".
In your world you are the same as I, and we both valadated each others
part in our plays by agreeing to do so on one of our inner levels just
before we walk on to set the stage scenes.
You know! I have argued in dreams how I wanted some of the other actors
to be like only to have them tell me they have free will to do as they
damned please as long as they stay within the main scripts subject
matter to be worked out to the end as a rule.
Talk about pissed off. I find that old want to control deep within born
of having to have a raft of controlles over me in the past. (THey didn't
want me to know I had such power that was so naturaly mine to use for
myself.But I'm keeping it as it is my inborn nature. I just need to use
it in a more constructive way than I used to.
I'm keeping Control also because I will not be a friggin door mat again
if I can help it, and I can. Too much of a, sweetness, and light, nice,
little Gramma's girl gets a me minipulated, and controlled for as long
as I take that role delt out to me by others who want me to be a
submissive use to their lives.
I in my world am a "Something" that is the real thing of me. I am THIS
incognito that wears a physical robot-like body as It's earth bound
vehicle on earth because, humanity has these blocks that keep it from
flying, seeing through walls,etc.....gravity is one block that for some
ungodly reason was invented exactly as a limitation. Probable the old
"What if?" game. That "Something" just wants to experience us as It's
extentions, by us growing other extentions, and interacting with others,
and experiencing all those as well as that main "Something"will also
experience it all.
This "Something" feel's as if It also has a bigger "Something" of It's
own that maybe iIt refers to as "God". Who know's! Rather than to get
into all the particulars,...I don't. I know if this "Something". thinks
I need to know these things whenever It thinks I need to know,...then
I'll be shown. I think to myself, "Keep it simple sweety."
A thought. (The word stupid sounds as if the inventer of this little gem
in the above sentence was trying to make himself seem superior to the
students in some class he was teaching, or whatever.)
This is the juciest time in history to come out of "in-cognito
persuanas", and show ourselves as we really can BE.
It's a 2 way street as far as I can tell at this point. I'm not only
learning from this"Something", It is learning just as much from It's
extention who is labeled "Pepper" in the world of, "The speaking words
people." Doing a small, self illistrated, childrens book on this title.
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