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Recieved: 2001/06/21 15:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: re-enacting
From: Krishadawn11
On 2001/06/21 15:32, Krishadawn11 posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 06/21/2001 2:58:10 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
murrkisATnospammindspring.com writes:
> Isn't it strange that I feel I'm not at my place ANYWHERE? I mean,
> good grief... look how often I have -moved- for
> goodgollygracioussake! Yup, except for that 14 year haitus in hotter-
> n-hell Fort Worth, I have moved at least every three years of my
> life. Average time spent in any one place (excluding the haitus) has
> been a year.
Yeah me too. Maybe theres just no place good enough for me. Or maybe its
the people.
>
> I'm at three years right now, in fact, and MANOHMAN do I have the
> urge. Yup... if I could live in a camper and have God/dess provide, I
> certainly would.
>
> Ooooh, three years, am I ever pushing my limit... got my face firmly
> pressed against the envelope... nose smushed flat against my face.
Mine's just against the glass.
> Get me the f*ck outa here.
Oh, well, I don't really want to go. I just want *here* to grow a few feet.
> Nice to wipe myself off the face of the earth every few years...
> certainly wonderful to start with that clean clean slate, if I can
> somehow overlook or snub out the memory that there ARE people out
> there who really DO remember me (says the gal who is always totally
> surprised when someone recognizes her by her voice on the phone)...
Yeah, me too, except I know it isnt me who they are remembering. Just some
figment of construction that they have deemed as me. Often limited, skewed
and badly drawn, depending on their abilities.
> Soooooo... where am I really not at home? Rhetorical question...
Um.....with yourself? Ain't pop psychology great?
> Perhaps I need to take a few Martha Stewart classes in "Home"-
> making... learn how to find aristocratic pleasure in arranging my
> fern blades for pressings, how to one-up my internal neighbors with
> my lovely almond butter tortes, decorate for Christmas with
> superachieving Jonesin' glee (you know, get into the spirit)...
You know what they say, 'Home is where the Heart is"...
The Johns son tribe really doesnt have a head for Christmas.
I thought I would experiment with distilling nightshade, myself.
> Or maybe I'll set up shop as a housecleaner, get out my vinegar and
> water and start scrubbing. That's a hard life, eh? So much elbow
> grease...
Especially if you live in a Palace of labrynths.
> Or maybe I'll just sign off from this post and feed my dogs... don't
> test the patience of tooth and claw, you know?
All my dogs face backwards.
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