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Recieved: 2001/04/30 19:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] My story
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2001/04/30 19:27, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 04:16 PM 4/28/01, Pepper J. Baxter wrote:
>Hi, Even when K. isn't active you should be able to still activate healing
>etc. unless your belief system is limiting you to that idea.
yep.
> Not by your
>will, but by "Thy Will" be done if we open an inner door and allow our God
>energy to perform for us. I am beginning to understand, though I haven't
>quite got a real handle on it yet, that when we really begin to see that we
>are only a cartoon caricature of the real SELF residing inside of us as if in
>cognito, or at the controls of a skin/bone/hank of hair robot,... then we
>know the "WHO" that is really "The One" in control.
This is Grace.
>I woke up this morning and did a "day off" sort of snooz-in. I intend to do
>this more often for the messages I received were such appetizing food for
>thought!
:) Yes, I love that "Twilight zone" time, half awake, half asleep.. in
the hypnotic state, the conscious and unconscious can chat.
>The dream is telling me I'm about to have my Lower/Higher selves merge as
>like in marriage but that I have to gain enough understanding to actually
>trigger this merging myself. I have to totally understand this whole concept
>more than just intellectually. It is what we refer to as God Energy etc. who
>is looking out at the world through your eye sockets. "Whoa! There's me as a
>tree growing fruit within a minute, and a cute puppy levitating, and a
>swimming pool where you can breath under water." "Hey, turn ME lose so I can
>do MY stuff." It is your physical eye balls that see the world with such
>limitations as not being able to breath under water etc.while the God self
>sees the limitless through non- physical inner eyes.
that is a beautiful way of putting it, Pepper!
>How soon will be up to
>me, and my unlocking that inner door, and knocking to release that higher
>power. It has been too awesome to let loose my lock as I have been afraid I
>could not control It's awesome power. Ha! I am thinking now that it is not up
>to me to make myself responsible to be in control of that power. It is up to
>me to step aside and let this inner power release It's blessings into my life
Exactly so! The imperative of Kundalini, is Surrender.
> Then I saw the shelf fastly wearing down and my set
>of dentures sliding off and always slipping as my real gums continued to
>diminish before my very eyes. I got from those symbols that my secure set of
>beliefs about the physical/material world were about to wear away and crumble
>leaving me unstable for the moment until the new set of teeth (new belief
>system) inserts itself.
Yes.. :)
> I know it will because I had no signs of fear or
>panic in the dream as at some other times in life in other areas of work
>needing done on the inner planes.
>I feel at times that anything I have to say is probably absurd, boring and
>stupid after I have the nerve to hit that button and send. I always seem to
>feel at that minute I finally push, "jeeze, maybe I shouldn't have sent
>that." "Nothing ventured, nothing gained. PJB or Pepper
I am glad of your postings.. I like your style.
Blessings!
Surrender your eyes; they see only what thou wilt!
Surrender your heart; it feels only what thou wilt!
Surrender your will; and it shall lead you to ME!
I will not be named - to do so is to denigrate ME; I am ineffable!
I will not be defined - to do so is to limit ME; I am limitless!
It is not without reason that this is the hardest thing you will ever do.
Come to ME!
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