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To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/04/27 23:22
Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop beating around the bush"
From: Pepper J. Baxter


On 2001/04/27 23:22, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:

Everything is beautiful in it's own way. Can you hear the music stirring your
hearts! What a world.

felix wrote:

> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "felix" <felixATnospamintrstar.net>
> To: "Karin Holtkamp" <frostedsnowflakeATnospamhotmail.com>
> Sent: Thursday, April 26, 2001 9:59 AM
> Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop
> beating around the bush"
>
> >
> > ----- Original Message -----
> > From: "Karin Holtkamp" <frostedsnowflakeATnospamhotmail.com>
> > To: <K-list >
> > Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2001 7:35 PM
> > Subject: Re: [K-list] "look the tiger in the eye" "stop
> > beating around the bush"
> >
> >
> > > Hi Felix,
> > >
> > > Yes, you are right. The past shouldn't be treated as an
> > enemy. It is gone
> > > forever and can't be reversed, so why dwell on it. Hehe,
> > this is easier said
> > > than done though...
> > >
> > > Karin
> >
> > For most of my late teens and practically all my adult
> life
> > I rejected the way I was reared, and especially the
> religion
> > I was instructed in, but when I sought at-onement and
> > integrity I could no longer shut it out. For me to be a
> > (w)hole person I had to find a way to understand it and to
> > let it be exactly what it was with me.
> >
> > I go to the churches occasionally now. The same things
> that
> > drove me mad about them is still there, but it doesn't
> make
> > me angry anymore for them to be what they are. I have
> > choices. I have options. The world can do what it likes,
> but
> > it is up to me to respond in a way that pleases me.
> >
> > Finding the response that pleases me is much more
> difficult
> > than acting out against institutions. They are
> > self-perpetuating...and so am I. What need?
> >
> > I subbed to this list because of kundalini discussions I
> had
> > with Hillary on another list. I gnew what was going on
> when
> > I experienced the full-blown rush of it up both sides of
> my
> > spine several years ago. I had read about the experience
> in
> > various books. What I didn't gnow was the softer side of
> it.
> > Hillary didn't instruct me, she simply told me of her own
> > experiences. How better?
> >
> > The side of it that comes to me like a thief in the night
> > with pads on it's feet is what I hadn't put into place,
> what
> > I hadn't connected with the big picture. Kundalini is
> > synonymous with the Christos, with the Buddha. They are
> > words used to describe an ongoing event. There is no
> > difference except in the semantics of IT.
> >
> > Like in every other religion there are songs about it in
> > Protestant christianity: I don't know the Latin ones, but
> > those who do can speak of it.
> >
> > You got to walk
> > That lonesome valley
> > You got to go
> > There by yourself
> > Ain't nobody here
> > Can go there for you
> > You got to go
> > All by yo'self...
> >
> > When the understanding becomes realization one can see it
> > everywhere in everything...on a cross or in a cave. The
> only
> > thing about having a body that has remained the same and
> has
> > never changed is that I have always been me. I was me
> then,
> > I am me now, and I will be me forever. How many me's do
> you
> > gnow? Can it get anymore intimate than consummation?
> >
> > felix
>

>



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