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Recieved: 2001/03/16 17:13
Subject: Re: [K-list] killing off my family. oooops!
From: Murrkis


On 2001/03/16 17:13, Murrkis posted thus to the K-list:

MAS:
>> Sooooo.. In this strange orbit of endless dreaming that Goddess has
>>arranged, I have just killed off two family members in absurd and absurdly
>>funny ways.
>>
>> Do you think this will change my DNA?
>>
>> More than one way to break an egg...
>>
>> My hot bath awaits, then sleep.. and probably more dreams.. wonder if
>>I'll accidentally murder the rest of my family in hilarious tragic
>>accidents, in today's sleep?

CW:
>Once the possibility has been awakened and accepted
>the body will do the rest .. and the conscious is the last to know.
>
>In the psychology of dreams, according to my experience, the lucid
>dream is the body's was of bring the unconscious to the attention
>of the conscious ..
>
>and if what is dreamed and understood is accepted unconditionally
>then changes happen.
>
>the people who come to us in our dreams are not necessarily the
>real people shown, but metaphors for the acrhetypal thought patterns
>which exist within us ..

So many ways to "kill the family". MAS, I appreciated the lunacy of your
approach to destruction.

My unconscious has often preferred the more sober, straightforward, and
stubbornly redundant approach... like the period as a teenager when I
dreamed nightly for 3 years straight about nuclear war. Usually I would
wake up at the moment the mushroom clouds had fully formed... in
anticipation of the winds. A few months into this run, I began to pray
earnestly to God to "never let nuclear war happen" (uncharacteristically
demanding of me). This was a nightly prayer followed by nightly dread and a
nightly dream ending with a mushroom cloud. How's that for struggling
against destruction? At any rate, it worked. Sometime during my 14th year,
the nuclear war dreams stopped entirely... and I knew the night they
wouldn't come again because the prayer wasn't followed by a feeling much
more pleasant than the typical dread.

Heh, the 15 year old me really wanted to believe I had somehow saved the
world (and myself) from nuclear destruction. What a relief THAT was...

Nina


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