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Recieved: 2001/01/26 12:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Wierd Ones
From: Paul Perner
On 2001/01/26 12:47, Paul Perner posted thus to the K-list:
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>
> I don't think either of you are odd, or oddballs, or weird. You are
> both very beautiful to me. Unique and perfect just as you are.
>
> >When I hear oxymorons like
> >"reality is illusion," I draw a blank. I think I get the drift, but I
> >don't have the language to expound on or debate for or against such...
> >er... concepts? paradoxes? two sided spinning mirrors? multidimensional
> >Rubik's Cubes?... help!
>
> Yup, you cannot understand it, unless you have been there, and even if
> you have, you cannot explain it except to someone who has also been there,
> who doesn't need it explained, they already know. We keep trying anyhow,
> tho.. tilting at windmills.... everybody needs a hobby. :)
>
Beautiful Mystress,
Actually, I have been there and I do understand it. Jumping to the
other side of The Grand Illusion was the most liberating moment of my
life. It not only saved me from a deadly, self destructive lifestyle,
but also turned the whole package inside out. It was a good thing, but
like some others on this list, my opening was sudden and unexpected. I
had no frame of reference for it.... so I went flippy for a while.
Coming here has given me words of reference, but like you said, there's
really no explaining awakening to someone who's asleep. And to the good
people on the list who's eyes are already open, explaining, debating and
defining..... well, I suppose it's just a pastime.
I still don't have the reference language that other fine folk here
have, but I won't loose sleep over it. Perhaps my staying at back of the
classroom is my way of not getting cooked in the trans-oceanic fish
kettle.
>
> I was working on completing an essay this weekend, on Magical Ethics..
> Lesson # 46 of Fire Serpent Tantra. I'll offer a snippet, I'm sure someone
> will be happy to tear it to shreds..;) ...
>
Tear it to shreds? I loved every word of it!!!
I think it's high time you wrote an ink-on-paper book. Being an ex pro
dom, you could add that touch of elegance and delicious danger and style
that is so lacking in spiritual literature these days. And the love and
crystal insights of the writing would do a lot people a lot of good.
> ............
> ........ So you can go out of your body to the place you were before you
> incarnated, and attain insights but you still have to come back to the
> body, to the world of "chop wood, carry water" where gravity works and
> people bleed. Life may be an illusion, but if you stub your toe on a rock
> it still hurts.
> .....
Part of my love affair with the world is remembering that the vast
majority of people on this planet don't own computers. Of the ones who
do, only a tiny, *tiny* fraction of those are on Kundalini discussion
lists. Sometimes we can get so wrapped up in making sure that other
Kundalites know that we *know* (like I'm doing now) that we forget that
there's a world out there of broken hearts and broken bones.
May we never succumb to elitism. We're only heart, blood and bone after
all.
Always a Student, Ever Pawing at Your Carrot,
Paul
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