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Recieved: 2000/12/31 16:55
Subject: Re: [K-list] introduction
From: Druout

On 2000/12/31 16:55, Druout posted thus to the K-list:


In a message dated 12/30/00 6:39:20 PM Pacific Standard Time,
samanthaATnospamobjectent.com writes:

>    I just signed up a day or two ago and wanted to introduce myself. I
> hope you will forgive the length of this post.  There is so much I want
>


Dear Samantha,

Wow!  what a lifetime you have lived!  Welcome to the K-list!  You seem to
have become K active at a very early age, but given your seeming awareness
almost at birth, this isn't so surprising :))

>
>    I had two other big challenges.  One, my father was the original
>


Challenge indeed!  You might be interested to know BTW that childhood abuse
(of all types) seems to be one of many K triggers.  

> .  Being able
> to say yes to changing sex was actually saying YES to the Goddess on so
> many levels that I am still discovering.  Saying "Yes" for the first
> time in a very long time.  That began a lot of changes in me beyond the
>


:))

>
> Suddenly I feel as if I have been turned completely inside out.  The
> breath WHOOSHes out of me.  My body crumples to the ground.  I am caught
> up in and dissolved in the reality, in the Presence of God.  Never have
> I felt such pure Power, Love, Knowing and deep endless boundless Joy.
> My entire life, all of my lives, all of the lives I could possibly have
> flash by before my inner eye.  All of it is so incredibly tiny compared
> to the immensity that I find myself within.  There is just enough of me
> to say over and over again, "My Lord, My God!  I am yours, I am yours
> forever!"  But a small part of me even then says "not yet, you're not
>


Wonderful!  

> OK.  I will stop for now.  This should be more (probably much more) than
> enough to see what matter of strange creature comes before you.  <g>

Well, you are among fellow creatures here!  :))

Welcome!

Love, Hillary


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