To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/12/17 16:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] empathy...
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/12/17 16:26, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 08:46 AM 12/17/00, Carla wrote:
>You have my empathy and sympathy as well. I have similar dysfunctions and
>have tried and tried again to reach out to them because of this 'need' for
>my *family* to understand and accept. Now I'm (generally) passed the point
>of even wanting to bother with it. (Hurray!!! :))
I go back and forth with it.. I have spent years not caring.. but last
fall I retrieved a part of my child self.. and she seeks completion.
>We are here protecting you.....my heart hurts to know that this happens to
>you and many many blessings will continuously shower you this holiday
>season.
Thankyou for your blessings.. :) Years ago, I realized that there are
a million parties happening all over the world, that I am not invited to.
It is fruitless to want everyone to love me.. which makes the love I do
receive, all the more precious.
>Remember "Illusions"? This is what has helped me over the years:
>
>"The bond
>that links your true family
>is not one of blood, but
>of respect and joy in
>each other's life.
>
>Rarely do members
>of one family grow up
>under the same
>roof."
>
>Richard Bach
That truth has been a comfort to me, since I was 15 years old..I
quoted it in one of the unsent letters to my older sister. Thankyou for the
reminder.
I have never felt I belonged in my birth family, and I remember the
feeling since I was 2 years old and I realized to my horror that my parents
did not know about the Light under the Ground.. A child who realizes she is
wiser than her parents, is utterly alone in the world.
This list is more of a family to me than any I have ever known. For
all those who thank me for keeping it, I have to say.. this labor of love
has repaid me blessings multiplied immeasurable. It would be nothing
without those who are the community. Thankyou for being here with me.
>I will be sending you love and hugs. Hope it all goes well.
>Peace,
>carla
Peace comes, sending a delicate tendril into my heart.. a blossom soft
unfolding under the warmth of light you share. Counting my blessings.. so
many..
Blessings to you!
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