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Recieved: 2000/12/17 12:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Grief of Christmas.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent

At 12:01 AM 12/17/00, Christopher Wynter wrote:
>For many, Christmas is not the time of Joy that we are expected to
>experience. The celebration has a hollow ring for many as memories
>of Christ-masses past surface from within our deepest unconscious.
>
>How many people get sick during the Christmas period .. ?

  Not anymore, not for years.. but I have had some horrible illnesses
at X-mas, in years past.. physically very sick and an emotional basket
case.. this year it's just emotions, last year it was fine because I stayed
home.

>For how many is Christmas a time of stress ..?

 If I visit the family. Otherwise I celebrate the solstice at Yule with
my pagan friends and spend X-mas day relaxing and being hedonistic in every
way I can think of.. :) Moving 1000 miles away from my relatives in1988
was no accident. I had to get out from under the projections and
expectations so I could find out who I was under the mask I created for my
own safety.
 Painful irony that I have turned into someone my family does not want
to know.. they want what is familiar...

>Every Christmas celebrated adds to the layers of memory ..
>and as those thoughts are denied or not talked about ..
>
>they become etched deeper into the fabric of the unconscious
>body and soul of every individual ..
>
>adding to the collective consciousness of the Christmas thoughtform
> to which we all "tune in" at this time of the year.

 Yes, it feels like the stuff I have been moving thru, is bigger than
me.. I'm processing on behalf of the planet, again.. on behalf of my family.

>This Christmas .. the first of the new millenium, the moon is
>eclipsed and new .. no external light to add to the repression
>of the memories within the unconscious ..
>
>an opportunity for their resolution .. if acceptance is allowed ..
>of the memories brought to the surface by the coming solstice.
>
>For the people on this list, Kundalini will exacerbate this process.

 No shit batman.. :) Resolution is my hope.. if only I can clear
myself enough to be able to speak from the heart instead of detaching and
reacting..
 Thankyou, Christopher.. Blessings..

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