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Subject: Re: [K-list] Lots of Questions - As my story will tell...
From: Michaelf55

In a message dated 11/15/00 12:41:16 PM Eastern Standard Time, Hbarrett47
writes:

> << Sometimes it intensifies, or another higher-pitched, stronger tone comes
> in
> over it and can last for several seconds, sometimes accompanied by this
> small
> blue sphere/star that appears etherically before me. >>
>
> If you are not familiar with the Siddha Yoga bunch, you might enjoy reading
> Swami Muktananda's Play of Consciousness. He says the observation of the
> "blue pearl" is a sign of high attainment! For him, the blue pearl was the
> embodiment of Shiva.

I have heard of that blue pearl, though I can't say if it is the same thing.
I'm not sure I've attained anything, high or low. But I see this thing
everyday. The first time I saw it it seemed to be physical, and was quite
dramatic. A few years ago I went out on the back porch to smoke a cigarette
around 2 or 3 a.m (I don't smoke anymore). For the past several weeks I had
been seeing these streaks of light in the sky, high up, almost like shooting
stars but quicker and shorter, and seemingly intelligent. Anyway I wasn't
looking for anything this night when suddenly this blazing electric blue
sphere appeared out of nowhere over the top of the trees in the back yard. It
spirralled down a few feet and disappeared over the tree tops. This lasted
only a few seconds. Less than a half year later I began seeing the blue
sphere etherically. This was 1997. I know there's obvious e.t. overtones to
it and I have felt some strong connection there. I went through this phase
where I thought and was told that I was a "special" being from higher
dimensions and volunteered to incarnate to help evolve the earth, but that
seems too elitist to me now, whether its true or not. It was just creating
another subtle ego game. Whatever it is, though, it seems to be guiding me to
something, or trying to, despite my own resistance. I've tried cursing it and
asking it to go away just to see if it would, but it doesn't. I know the only
way I'll find out is by letting go and allowing it to come through.
Apparently I have to keep reminding myself of that until I get it.

Michael

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