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Subject: Re: [K-list] First Post - Not knowing where to start...
From: Wendy Wade
On 2000/11/13 09:36, Wendy Wade posted thus to the K-list:
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From: "Ed Jason" <lobsterATnospambritishlibrary.net>
To: <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
Sent: Tuesday, October 24, 2000 12:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] First Post - Not knowing where to start...
> > > 1. Volatile energy fluctuations can and should be earthed.
> > > This may be through hard physical activity such as gardening,
> > > making bread, cleaning, exercise etc.
> >
> > Thank you... I have also been finding that I have been craving root
type
> > foods - especially potatoes, carrots, things like that. I found when I
> was
> > the sickest and feeling the "craziest" a newfound love of the garden. I
> > built a shrine to Kuan Yin and when I needed to get to me - I gardened.
I
> > love exercise and for the last few years, when I go to exercise the
> fatigue
> > moves in... I am getting better though and perhaps some nature walks
> would
> > be just the thing...
>
> Hi Wendy,
> That's interesting. Different foods have different effects at different
> times.
> A healty, regular and substantial diet is also very earthing.
> I always feel better after a nature walk - for most of us this is a
> wonderful way
> to see the chaotic (and beautiful) nature of things and to ease our
turmoil.
> It is calming. It is wonderful.
> I am familiar with Kwan (Kuan) Yin as Chenresig/Tara
> (that is her Tibetan incarnation), originally in Hinduism she (he) was
> Avalokiteshvara.
> My feeling about your energy is that it is very ethereal - in the higher
> centres
> without the balance of the lower. (that is not a criticism - just an
> observation). I wonder if you understand that and know how to
> utilise your energies to center and stabilise some of this energy further?
> Your suggestions would be most welcome as I am sure many people
> myself included are always looking for ways to 'placate' the effects of
> kundalini.
I wish I could say I have suggestions. My guess is that there is breathwork
I could do. There must be some physical - maybe yoga movements. I am
definitely feeling lots of sexual energy - and finding that I want to be
sexual and that I am not willing to be sexual for the sake of being sexual -
been there - done that... I work with a sexual healer and we have done some
exquisite and expensive work together. Being a single mom on disability at
the moment - this work doesn't seem to be something I can continue much
longer. I have much opportunity for sexual encounters - in fact an
abundance that sometimes staggers me - and yet I am reluctant to first, toy
with the emotions of others and second, I guess my mind enters in... I
suppose that could be true for both first and second... The sexual thing is
still a confusion for me.
>
> > > 3. Give yourself time - you do not have to save the world. Start with
> > > yourself.
> >
> > Thank you. I do sometimes find myself embroiled in other people's
dreams.
>
> So what is possible for you? What is important?
> How are you going to do it?
>
Grand schemes: My dream is of a healing arts center - (I know many people -
great healers). The notion being a gentle beginning through a gentle and
respectful transition from the body. My particular gifts being in the area
of the dying, the chronically ill, the teens, and sexual healing. My spirit
fosters others in their spiritual growth - I know this to be true. I find
great peace in being with those who are in transition - I am often given the
honor to spend precious time with these people and to hold the space for
them to move through the different emotions they are experiencing. The ill
learn from my example through my own illness and moving to the other side of
the suffering of it. The teens gather at my home in numbers. They know
that I welcome them and their feelings without judgment and I am now being
approached by people to work with them in the area of sexual healing. In
some ways I think that some of the men that are in abundance in my life may
be there for that reason.
I think that these things are my "ministry" so to speak. It's what I am
here to do. My job currently is to be healthy enough to do the work I know
I am here to do. I am willing to do what I need to - to be healthy again.
>
> > > 4. Tell us what you require
> > >
> > Feedback, love, people that hear me, honesty, and openness. Thank you
so
> > much for your feedback.
>
> You know one of the simplest things to say to people
> and in all honesty I say this to you now is
> You are loved
> We hear you
> You are a person of worth
> We are pleased by your presence
>
> Be Well
> Lobster
>
It gives my heart great joy for you to speak these words. I thank you.
Namaste
wendy
>
> http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
>
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