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Recieved: 2000/10/08 21:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] energy/perceptual clarity and sex
From: lillymata
On 2000/10/08 21:32, lillymata posted thus to the K-list:
JB
> I am a woman who has also experienced some of the
> sexual hang-over problems that you are experiencing. I became blessed with
> self-realization awareness about six years ago. This has helped to make me
to
> realize that celibacy is an option and in my case a helpful choice for me.
> I remember in the earlier years of this affliction (8 to 10 yrs ago) I
felt
> so bad that I could barely live with myself. Ungodly, as I may have
> described it back then.
> I'm not 100% celibate but it has definitely helped to cut sexual activity
> almost out. It seems to be a great help in the healing and spiritual
> awareness process.
> I think celibacy brings on a whole new set of kundalini experiences though
> that I have been dealing with for the past few years and not realizing
what
> was happening to me until I was blessed with this list.
> I feel that Jan is right about kundalini being at work.
> Blessings-
> Anne Elizabeth
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "J B" <JB789ATnospamhotmail.com>
> To: <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
> Sent: Sunday, October 08, 2000 12:15 PM
> Subject: [K-list] energy/perceptual clarity and sex
>
>
> > Hello
> >
> > This is my first posting here.
> >
> > I would like to ask whether anyone here (man) can relate to the
> > following:
> >
> > It has to do with a felt drainage of energy following ejaculation.
> >
> > My female partner is very loving (at least in the ussual term of that
> > word). She is more centered in emotions(mostly 'positive', romance
> > etc.) & body than I am.
> > My attention/energy/sensitivity is mostly foccused in the area of
> > chest and especially head and above head.
> > Her verbal communication can be rather chaotic, while I seem to need
> > a certain order on the verbal level. This can at times also result in
> > some energy drainage.
> >
> > When sitting quietly, sometimes the top of the head starts
> > buzzing/vibrating in a quite blissful way.
> > Also a stream of 'energy' can be felt activated in the area of lowest
> > chakra, and rising to top of head, while the back/spine and neck
> > straighten out on their own, without my volition.
> >
> > The frikvency of intercourse is relatively rare.
> > Even so, the drainage happens after the act and the symptoms are the
> > following:
> > - a feeling of having the head filled with 'cotton', sensitivity is
> > accutely dulled, headaches at the lower back of the head, and even
> > clarity of thinking is impaired. Also tiredness. From a
> > realtively 'sharp' and alive perception to a flat one.
> >
> > When sitting, I would just fall asleep, which does not happen
> > otherwise.
> >
> > This state can last from 2-4 days after the act.
> > It has turned the sex-realating into a kind of horror to avoid and
> > certainly not to look forwards to.
> > And a certain amount of guilt, and feeling sorry for her, on top of
> > it, since her needs are greater than mine.
> >
> > I wonder whether there comes a time, when also this one has to let go
> > of.
> > Perhaps (?) this situation is due to lack of exerecise, or of age
> > (55) or simply because of the energy-pull upwards.
> >
> > I know of the Tantric/Taoistic practices of conserving the energy,
> > with which I played around with a bit, but which do not attract me
> > since the ego is so terribly busy.
> >
> > I told of this at some other forums, but they often make fun of it,
> > and lots of insults/4-letter words are thrown at me, while telling me
> > that it's ego-nonsense or that I am not the body.
> >
> > I am not interested in a kundalini happening, or super-orgasm/sex or
> > other such stimulations.
> >
> > When there is no sex for some days, the body/senses/perception
> > becomes alive, and able to notice the 'small things' and delicacy of
> > nuances outside and in the movements of the conditioned psychic.
> > A kind of wholeness of energy comes about.
> >
> > So, can anyone relate to this ?
> > Can anything be done, without to much ego-doing ?
> > This situation has been there, for several years now.
> > And now I am at the point of terminating the relationship, which
> > brings its portion of suffering with it.
> >
> > Your sharing would be appreciated.
> > jb.
> >
> >
> >
>
> > http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
> >
> >
> >
>
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