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Recieved: 2000/06/01 12:56
Subject: [K-list] Re: Angelique's dove dream interpretation
From: meeradji


On 2000/06/01 12:56, meeradji posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Angelique,
you wrote:

<<I agree will El's interpretation, but I would add.. the dove is your
spirit, Mia, that feels blinded and wounded when among your own kind, in
the city. It is related to your empathic sentitivity. When you take on
stuff from people it limits/shuts down your spirit vision.
   BTW: You are being guided to learning webdesign because it will be your
next carreer. Free lance webdesigners can work with clients who are
anywhere on the planet. You can make money at it, from a cabin in the woods.
Blessings..>>>

:-)) blessings to you too and thank you for adding your view. Yes, you could be right that my city life is part of the pain in this dream. Astrologically seen i have a tough time to go through during the next months, the rest of the year . saturn transit will touch the grand square in my chart ( conjunct the sun, oppose moon/jupiter, square pluto and chiron). This constellation will force me into a degree of manifestation that part of me always avoided because it hurts so much. I have a huge crystal, a sceleton quarz, normally called "Elestial" or " master quarz" that carries the energy we call:" Atlantis " mainly. I learned alot through him many years ago. It often felt to me that the "presence" in the crystal was not constant, but changing. I was taught that form is a possibility for spirit to manifest something and that the form of this crystal enables a certain level of energy to manifest. This energy is only using the form of the crystal, but is not " in " it or even locked into it. Quite often spirit only left enough energy to keep the form "alive" but not more. On other occasions i could see and feel that the form was used and filled with strong energy.
That's a little similar how i experience myself in this body. I incarnated enough to keep the form alive and sometimes i put some more energy into it, but in a way most parts of " me" are not interested in using the form. The only force that brought me into this form is love towards other people and towards nature and earth. I did and i always will do and would do everything out of love. Other things like career, money, personality and whatever else motivates people to go for something and achieve something never touched me. Now it seems to me i'm told: love the world, love the internet, love Computers, touch them, dive into the life most people are leading, bring your energy into and through the form, don't hide and shy away from using the form any longer. I know that 's what we are incarnated for. The work of one of my teachers ( Sweet Mother of Pondicherry, Sri Aurobindo's wife} was mainly about embedding supramental energy into the body cells. As Sri Aurobindo himself saw it our task is NOT to develop the capability to use " high" spiritual energy to get out of here, but to pull the energy down into the last atom of materia.
But that's also what hurts most.......it's a challenge but i feel Divine love and energy so strongly flowing through me....the dove in my dream wasn't terrified or shocked.......actually looking back into the dream she was very calm in all that....
and web design? Yes, i know it will be my next career, Angelique.....LOLOL
funny that you are saying that. i didn't talk to anybody about it.....
love
mia

  

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