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Recieved: 1999/12/09 11:54
Subject: [K-list] Samadhi
From: winter mute
On 1999/12/09 11:54, winter mute posted thus to the K-list:
On Wed, 8 Dec 1999 00:46:29 Zarko Kecman wrote:
>- january 1999.
> astral voyage every time when I start to sleep. See
> my body, my room.
>
>- february 1999.
> first time I explore my body trough veins,flesh
> and bones.
>- aprill 1999
> I enjoy to feel bad, like I enjoy to feel good.
> Doesn't matter for me. It's only a feeling, not me.
>- may 1999.
> I have a big trouble of walking or put my hand on something,
> because if I am not thinking on anything, again, spontaneuosly
> a fall into myself. This is place of silent. This place is nothing,
> It's emptiness. I am that emptiness.
>
Hi Zarko,
Thanks for writing this.
The first part of your 1999 looks like what I
have been experiencing in the last part of 1999.
I wonder if my first part of 2000 will look like
your last part of 1999. ;)
It's good to read the path and that this is
not atypical of the path K chooses for one.
Like you,
I fall into myself too whenever I sit down,
but luckily my boss thinks I'm just being inattentive. :)
He doesn't know I'm meditating without
deciding to do it.
My body feels strange, like it's living its
own life and I'm not in it, but hovering
somewhere above it.
I can walk and bike and everything, but the
body fades away.
Today I had to pinch myself to see if there
was contact with the body and when there was
pain, I was actually rather pleased.
This morning I separated from the body and
made contact with it again.
I could feel all aspects of it, including those
that are normally inaccessible to the conscious
mind. I considered doing something with the
gastrointestinal problems I have always had,
now when I had the chance of reaching into the
body and "do something about it",
but thought it wouldn't even be worth the
effort. I can live with it, so why not.
I have read much about detachment
to emotions and reactions.
K illustrates what exactly is meant by this and
it's not quite what I had expected. :)
I hope it will be even easier to let go in the
future.
Thanks for writing, it makes me feel less
like I'm "dancing at the edge of the world"
as the book title says. :)
I know many other ppl out there know what you
talk about too.
Best regards,
Amanda.
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