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Recieved: 1999/12/06 11:12
Subject: [K-list] Forward from Loulou:Re: Another poll. Samadhi
From: Druout
On 1999/12/06 11:12, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Forward from Loulou
Dear Hillary,
Thank you for answering my e-mail on what I thought might be a kundalini
experience. As you can see I've taken your advice and joined
the K-list. (Well if you get this I've joined the K-list, I'm still new to
the internet.)
Why I'm telling you about this experience (which I do not know the
terminology for) is because it is different to the experience of
kundalini? rising. It also happened much earlier, when I had been sitting
in meditation for about the third time. I was sitting in a psychic
development circle with about 20 other people. You know how when you're
sitting in meditation and you go into the silence, you become
ultra-sensitive to noise and stuff sometimes, well I was sat next to this
old lady who used to make sort of sucking noises with her mouth , and she
stared, and you know how when someone stares at you when you're in that
slightly altered state of consciousness it feels like they're right in your
face even though they may be sat a foot away? Anyway I felt irritated
(although I wouldn't have said anything) then suddenly it was like, this is
the only way I can describe it , if it doesn't make sense or sounds weird
it's too bad,
It was like a section through the body, as opposed to say out of the body,
and my sense of awareness or consciousness was with another me
inside my body, but this me was beyond the personality. There was no sense
of me Loulou as the Loulou I am familiar with if you know what I mean>
There was no judgements there or opinions about anyone, no love, no hate, no
strong emotions at all, just a feeling of total serenity. I looked at Elsie
(the old lady) and saw she was just the same as me. I looked at everybody
in that circle and saw that they all were the same as me. (I mean this
other me beyond the personality) Inside, everybody is totally serene and
calm and tolerant
whatever is going on on the outside edge. And they're serene and tolerant
because inside all the bodies is exactly the same nature.
I swear if I had been in that room with the person I loved most in the
world and the person I hated most in the world they would have felt exactly
the same to me. This experience made me much more tolerant. I realised
that people,whether you like them or you don't, only act the way they do
because of their life experiences, they can't help it, and that inside
we're all calm and serene, whatever we are experiencing with our egos.
(When I had the kundalini experience though, I was still in the personality,
still me, Loulou, so there's a difference)
What do You think?
Loulou
P.S. When I looked at the other people, as well as experiencing their nature
I looked at what they looked like, and what I saw circles of energy. I
thought at first they might be spirals but they couldn't have been because
the circles were of different thicknesses
and if they had been spirals they would have been the same thicknes wouldn't
they? The circles of energy didn't cover the whole body,
They went from the forehead, but not the top of the head, to just above the
knees.
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