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Recieved: 1999/12/05 06:22
Subject: [K-list] Re: Endorphins discovered by a woman
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 1999/12/05 06:22, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

At 03:52 AM 12/4/99 , Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven wrote:
>Hello,
>
>Thanks for asking,
>
>Did you know that the first important works on endorphins
>were due to a woman :
>
>Candace Pert
    No I didn't, thankyou.

>More if you wish.
   Yes, please. :)

>I have good serie of books about that.
>
>Grossly speaking, the endorphins (there exist many kinds of
>them) are the molecules of pleasure. The question is 'how to
>get there at will ?'.

    That has been my specialized field of study for the last few years...
what I teach. :)

    The key, is aceptance and gratitude. It's easy.. here is how I teach
people, about the switch in thier heads, that turns pain to pleasure.. or
any sensation to pleasure, but pain is most dramatic..
   Reading it won't give understanding, the understanding is experiential,
so here is an excercise to get the experience that teaches, without having
to be tied up, or anything..:)
 
  (Do it yourself version. Follow each instruction.)
  If you have ever wondered what I am on about, with this stuff, take 5
minutes to *do* this as you read it, 1-2-3 and you will understand my yoga
better than my hundred essays can convey.

1.) Pinch yourself, in the arm for 30 seconds. Not too hard, just enough
to hurt a little. Feel it. Feel how the place feels after the pinching stops.
  OK? That's the "control sample" of this experiement.

2.) Pinch yourself, same as the first time, but while holding your breath
and thinking no no no no no. Feel it.

  Hurts more, doesn't it? Aches more afterwards.
   That's the resistance result.

3.) Pinch yourself, same as the first time, while breathing evenly and
thinking "yes, thankyou Goddess" over and over like a mantra.

  You will find you can pinch yourself 3x as hard without it hurting at
all. The spot you pinched will feel tingly, not painful. That's the
insight. Goddess provides.

   When I say the pain of K. comes from resistance, it is just that simple.
  "No", is resistance. Holding your breath is fear.
  "Yes, thankyou" is acceptance and gratitude. Makes the endorphins kick in.
   Resistance, makes it hurt more. Holding your breath engages the "fight
or flight".. adrenaline. Even breathing tells the body there is nothing to
fear.

     It's a switch, in your head.. surrendering to sensations, with
gratitude, focusing on breathing, flips the switch. Gratitude changes
everything.
   That's why I get upset when folks suggest my work is not consensual..
because grateful acceptance is the whole key to the trancendence. It is
exactly the opposite, of how it appears.

     Pinch yourself, while breathing evenly and thinking "yes, thankyou
Goddess" over and over. Gradually increase the pressure on the pinch till
it is as much as you can stand, (keep breathing and offering thanks) ..
then go just past that.. that's the leap of faith.. and fall over the edge
and feel the bloom of pleasure when it *stops* hurting even tho you are
still pinching..... and how the spot tingles after.
   Then notice the effect it had, on your K. :)

    Then understand why the Christian Flagellants, including Nuns in
convents for hundreds of years, flogged themselves during prayer every
night. What we call "over the wall", they called "the descent of the Holy
Spirit". Purification of "sins", forgiveness felt as bliss.

  The more sensation, the deeper the surrender, the greater the bliss. You
can do it without K., but doing it *with* K. is whoa momma! Yummy.

    If you are blissing on your own endorphin, you have a sense of well
being that doesn't want to resist.. you are still clearheaded, but you
"don't sweat the small stuff".
  So the more the surrender to K. promotes endorphin, the faster the
process can go.. coz you are surrendering to allowing natural anaestesia.
The more the process does it's work, the more sensitive you become.. the
more *sensations* there are to spark endorphin.

   Any sensation can release endorphins.. I go flying sometimes, on the
pain I take from people who are halfway across the planet, when I'm doing
healing, take it on with empathy and convert it to pleasure.. It's
resistance that makes me crash..

  At other times I fly on the empathy with someone whose endorphins I'm
provoking.. create bliss in them and share in it by ESP.

  Last night I tickled druid over the top, twice just for a warm-up.
  The energy he radiates when I do that is so delightful, and contagious
intoxicant everyone in the room starts laughing too.. you cannot help it.
Buddha is in the house.
   When he goes over the top, he starts speaking in tongues between
giggles, and sometimes he gets stuck there and keeps giggling long after
I've stopped tickling him.. a few times I've had to reach out with energy
to bring him back down to Earth and reel him in, back to himself so he
could get a full breath and speak again.
   Way gone to blissful giddy gaga land of laughing kriyas... I continued
to build slowly on his buzz from sensation, till I had him laughing just as
uncontrollably from very firm smacks from a wooden paddle, as from
tickling. he was feeling no pain at all.. just helpless, out of control
laughter and bliss that will have him glowing for days. Living with ease,
carried on a wave of blissful synchronicity.

   Don't worry, be happy..:)
   Many years ago, I was looking for the key to happiness.. and Goddess
drew me into SM. I figgered, anyone who could experience being tied up and
tortured, and enjoy it, bliss out on it, had something very important to
*teach* me, about happiness.
      
>I love you all.
>
>Thank you to Angelique for asking,
>
>Froggy (toady ?) Jacques

     Thank you! Tell me more.
 Blessings..

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