To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/12/01 19:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fighting and expressing deep emotion
From: Jenell
On 1999/12/01 19:12, Jenell posted thus to the K-list:
Thank you for this reminder, Lesley. Yes, we do need to remember this
point when something like this arises. Next time, it might be ourself
needing to release, and we will benefit from that in the same way.
BTW, speaking of cancer, I've developed some spots on my face, several
are dark, several lighter, but not much doubt are cancerous. Already now
have some other healers I know working on it absentee, plan to go Sunday
for some serious hands on healing energy work by some very caring and
expereienced healers, then have a doctor's appointment to evaluate this
next Thurs (Dec 9th). Any and all posititve, healing energies any care
to send, are much appreciated.
My own healing gifts doesn't seem to work on myself, unfortunately. But
maybe with all the good strong energy work from so may sources, there
won't be much for the doctor to look at by next week!
Jenell
Lesley Richardson wrote:
>
> In the back and forth and upset that has been
> occurring on this list in terms of what we eat, we
> have perhaps forgotten one of the most important
> things that this list does. Everyone on this list is
> supposed to be kundalini active. Since this is a
> Cosmos-given force that rises in us to clean out
> blockages that have occurred in our energy body –
> vibration, so that we can increase the rate at which
> we vibrate so that we can reach beyond the shell that
> is our body and reunite with the Cosmos – become All
> That Is – it stands to reason that everyone on this
> list is going to be releasing negative emotion and
> what is more, triggering that release in others on the
> list.
>
> Except for those few who have become adepts and have
> no further vibrational damage left in their energy
> field, everyone else on this list is still releasing
> blockages. So every time someone writes a rant,
> regardless of the subject of that rant, the pain,
> anger, fear, and shame that comes along with that rant
> is simply a sign that the person is being triggered
> and is releasing the block, expressing the emotion. In
> some ways, membership on this list is really entry
> into a tumbler where we are all rough stones tumbling
> around in the grit of our exchanges, getting the rough
> edges ground off. If no-one on this list is being
> triggered and ranting, the list is not doing its job.
> But then it should also be a place where we understand
> that, however sick we might get personally of the
> going on and going on. More release deeper, each time
> round.
> I am personally beyond acceptance of watching glorious
> humans that I know get sick from illnesses like cancer
> and suffer terribly because there is so much
> suppressed anger and pain inside them that they have
> been unable to release because it´s not safe, polite,
> acceptable. I personally don´t care if somebody on
> this list screams about what bothers them as long as
> we each can say, “this makes me scream, hate, furious,
> is unacceptable to me,” rather than “you are…” So
> Zala, write direct to me if you wish. I do not wish
> your voice to be silenced even though I don´t agree
> with you. Scream as loud and as long as you wish. I´d
> rather see it in writing than in your body. And the
> same goes for everyone else. This is about letting
> out, letting go, healing, and going on.
>
> When we forget that, we simply force people back into
> boxes that the Kundalini is going to ensure that they
> leave, one way or another. Silencing the voices of
> pain or anger or frustration or suffering simply
> forces the person back into the pain rather than
> providing a safe place to release it. Those whose
> voices are silenced in this way find other ways to
> release the pain…some of them make lots of cancer
> cells. Some of them go crazy, shoot up their work
> places, set stuff on fire. I´d rather you wrote about
> it and stayed, became, healthier as a result. If I´ve
> had enough of a series, I´ll delete the posts rather
> than try to delete the person making the posts. You
> are me and I am you….
> Love, Lesley
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