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Recieved: 1999/08/30 17:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] Blockages, Anger
From: alingimp


On 1999/08/30 17:36, alingimp posted thus to the K-list:


Angelique wrote:
  Yes, most all of the blockages in the body are from limiting decisions
>and beliefs from this current lifetime. I do find past life blockages as
>well

This is something I came to believe too, some blockages can
stem from past life experiences. Once, before falling asleep at night I had
quite vivid visions of what I believe to be past life memories. They
involved me facing my own death and I found myself reexperiencing every
moment right up to the point before I died. The whole sequence ended just
before death occurred and I found myself laying in my own bed again. This
gave me an indication of where some of my blockages come from.

Karin wrote:
>>Have been working on them for some time but I
>>find some of them aren't easy to get rid of.

Angelique wrote:
> Sometimes what is on the surface perception is not enough of a handle,
>to grab it by. There are attachments that relate to other issues and
>considerations that grow a new blockage every time you clear what you can
>see, like mushrooms popping up from underground.

Too true. This can make it even harder to deal with blockages. It seems that
often we can only see the tip of the iceberg.

Angelique wrote:
> A wonderful book for translating the messages of pain and illness in the
>body is "You can heal your life" by Louise Hay.

Have read most of her books and like them. Have been working
with them for years but the affirmations haven't caused a permanent change
so far.
>
Angelique wrote:
> It's funny, but the language of the body is the language of cliche.. neck
>pains are connected to stubbornness.. being stiff-necked.. and
>unwillingness to surrender.

You sure hit on one of the key points about being stubborn and unwilling to
surrender. This is also where my past life memory flashback comes in
again because when I was facing my own death I was going to be beheaded and
I relived the last moments of my life up on the scaffold, just before I had
to face the executioner and I felt that I was innocent.

Karin wrote:
>> I even know the main

>>cause of my blockages and I have a name for it: It is called anger.
Angelique wrote:
> Anger can be a positive emotion, and anger that will not clear is
>sometimes demanding action, and can be turned inside out to discover silver
>linings of a powerful life mission.
>
I will have to think about that one. So far, I considered anger a negative
emotion because it has a tendency to turn against oneself in the end. Anger
can be a blinding force and one could find oneself doing or saying things
that can be hurtful to others which one wouldn't have done or said
otherwise. Isn't acting out on anger losing control over oneself? I mean, if
I could be above being angry and don't let myself down to the same level in
an instance of provocation, I would win the encounter, simply because I can
stay in control. If I give in to anger and get mad at the other person, even
if I remain the stronger of the two, it leaves a sour taste with me because
I realise that I lost control over myself and let them provoke me and pull
me down to their level of negative emotions. I wonder how other people on
the list relate to this, any comments anyone?

Love,
Karin

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