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Recieved: 1999/08/17 02:30
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entities
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 1999/08/17 02:30, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

  sorry for the delay.. I've been trying to curb my email addiction a bit
on weekends..:)

At 08:49 AM 8/14/99 , GCWein1111ATnospamaol.com wrote:
> So,
>what l'm saying is that yes, the problems described are still there, but
seem
>to be improving and are nowhere near as bad as they once were. The question
>is whether that fact would change your opinion as to the cause of the
>problems and as to whether anything should be done.
 
> lt did strike me that you mentioned
>entities, because l just did some work with this unconventional ex catholic
>priest here who's supposed to be able to see and remove entities.
> So l gave in and saw him myself 3 wks ago. He saw and removed 3
>entities--2 he described as human and 1 dark, nonhuman entity. l could
>neither see them nor feel them being removed, but l have felt several
effects
>from his work--unfortunately, not all good.
   Usually you will feel them leave out your head.. I just did a remote
clearing on someone who had an entity attached from a weird nightmare. she
described:
>I think I felt it being
>extracted: a rush of energy, and a feeling of lightness that was quite
>sudden.

> This guy is pretty controlling
>and likes to set and follow his own agenda, sometimes without asking
consent.
   :) Maybe he's got an entity controlling him..:)

>l'm not sure what all he did during our session, but it was more than
>removing entities. He's very adept at transmitting energy (shaktipat) and
>shifting it around, both of which l know he did on me. One of the things he
>was working on was my debilitating low back problem which makes it difficult
>for me to sit. He said one problem was that my soul was outside my body--
   What???? that sounds absurd to me.. people can lose part of themselves,
but... if your soul was out of your body then you'd be dead, wouldn't you?

>and
>he said he was putting it back inside--in the solar plexus where he said it
>belonged.(???)
 Well, I understand the concept of "soul retrieval", but for me it is
more often about reintegrating parts of the psyche that have become split
off... many "demons" are repressed personality bits.. my beloved had one
named Rage, made of repressed childhood hurt and anger.. it thought it was
his protector. We gave it love and it integrated back into his emotional
spectrum. Generally such psyche-bits are very angry, bitter and lonely,
simply because they have been split off and locked away.. given love they
gladly re-integrate. I let Goddess decide where they are supposed to go..
  My whole idea of putting stuff *into* somebody is limited to "Goddess
fill them with Your Grace and light".. Shakti is wiser than me, and K-fire
will take whatever form is needed, by the recipient.
  Kind of like the other thread with Christian symbols showing up in
people.. implants. Putting stuff in is not the way.. take everything out
and let Goddess nameless all that Is, fill the space with light that is
formless and can take whatever form is needed in the moment.
   What is surrendered comes back better, if it is meant to be, and Goddess
handles that part.. I just take out the garbage..:)
  Demon comes from "daimon"=inner self.
 
? For several days
>afterward l felt various effects: alot more energy movement and heat in my
>hands, feet and stomach; difficulty sleeping; and alot more stomach
distress.
 
  That's interesting.. people tend to sleep really well after my healing
work, I have had some accusations of "vampire" from it, but what really
happens, is that the unconscious wants the ego out of the way, in sleep so
it can make maximum use of the energy to reconstruct the places where
blockages have been removed.
  The energy body carries the "blueprint" for manifestation of the
physical, and it holds the memories of old hurts and injuries. We get a
whole new body down to the smallest atom every 7 years, but scars persist
because the memory of them is held in the energy body as a pattern that
says "make scar here". When the blockages are removed, the body naturally
returns to proper balance, and the light to fill the spaces speeds up the
restructuring. In sleep, the physical has a chance to heal itself, and
catch up with how the aura patterns have changed.
  
> There is one more thing going on. Unfortunately, l've had a toe infection
>that's increasingly driving me nuts! lt started out as an ingrown toenail
>which caused me to be on antibiotics for 2 wks. Then l saw a podiatrist who
>removed part of the nailbed 2 wks ago--then it got infected again, and l'm
>having the worst time trying to get rid of the infection and the wound to
>heal.
  Well, losing a toenail, off the big toe of the left foot especially, is a
fairly common K-symptom. Dunno why, something to do with how the energy
travels, I guess.. for some folks, the K. starts there..
  I've not experienced that, thankfully..:) But it happens.. Some folks
lose the big toe nails from both feet.. The toenails grow back again, in
their own time.
  You didn't say which toe it was... but it could be that if your body is
determined to shed the nail, and it's using an infection to do it, then it
might be good to let it have it's way.. I'm not a Doctor, of course..:)

> l don't know what to
>make of the priest and the effect of his work on me. l don't know if he
>actually removed any entities or if l still may have one or more. My friend
>who is still seeing him appears convinced he's being helped, altho he's
still
>having alot of difficulty with his k process. He has entites removed, then
>he seems to aquire one or more new entites, which are then removed,
>etc.....He's naturally questioned all this, but the priest thus far has been
>able to satisfactorily answer all his questions. The priest says that he's
>attracting some entities because of the light he has around him as a result
>of the spiritual process he's in; that he attracts other entities with
>negative mind states of anger and fear. And that his process as a whole is
>going thru a period of adjustment while all these entities are being
removed.
Hmmm.. welllll, yes and no.. Kundalites attract astral stuff, entities
and ghosts and whatnot, like moths to lighthouses, but the point of
filling the spaces with light, is so there are no empty places for entities
to occupy.
  Your friend is probably pretty scared of entities by now, which is
precisely what makes him vulnerable to them... and the thing is, kicking
some entity butt is really a walk in the park. Very easy. It's finding them
that can be the tricky part..:)
  Some people can see them, I usually discover them by evidence of their
activity, or I see a blockage and poke it and it growls.. LOL!!
 Our free will is Goddess' Law, so if we demand that they leave, they have
to go. Angels are abundant, to carry them off for you, if you ask them to..
call on your own guardian angels to do it.
  
> After much
>hesitation, l decided to post this response to the list because of the
>interest that the topic of entities might have to some. Thanks again for
>your interest and offer to help. l'll look forward to any further
comments.
> jerry
>
Yes. there seem to be a few folks who are afraid to talk about the
subject of entities. I did not believe in them at all for a long time, till
I had a slave grrl with a nasty one that was draining all her energy, ..
and she a single Mom and student working 3 jobs..oy.. so, I had to learn
how to kick it's ass.. and I did, too..:)
  She had the exact same symptoms as you, with irrational fear and
moodiness on top. The entities try to scare you out of seeking help, so
they won't get evicted.. hers made her sick to her stomach so she could not
see me... just like with you and your Guru.
 Blessings.:)

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