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Recieved: 1999/08/09 07:50
Subject: [K-list] stuff happening now
From: A. Erhart


On 1999/08/09 07:50, A. Erhart posted thus to the K-list:


On Sun, 8 Aug 1999 19:32:37 Amanda wrote:

>Need a place to just say things.. if this is not the
>appropriate place someone please say something, and if
>I am not supposed to post more than a certain amount,
>please say something too.. I never know the "rules" of
>places, although have read the faq.

Read it over one more time. That should prevent you from stepping on too many ppl's toes.

>Find myself in postures I would normally think
>impossible sometimes.. perched on the edge of the bed
>leaning out over the rest of the room and moving in
>circles.. is this normal too?

Yes it is.

>Things seem to flash a good deal of the time now..
>makes me worry about neurological stuff again.. like
>a near-constant flicker, and not just around flickery
>things like fluorescent lights or monitors but even in
>the dark..

Yes, normal.

>People have been telling me I need to learn to control
>some of my mannerisms.. I learned to control many of
>them at an early age because of disapproval and
>occasional punishment for odd mannerisms, but now
>they're back, and I feel more at home with them, and
>some of this stuff gets worse when I try to suppress
>them..

Yes, again, normal for K awakening.

>This stuff is too fast now I feel drained and
>vibrating.. this happens too much. I'm beginning to
>wonder if I ever had a "baseline" state.. sometimes
>the world is so beautiful I can hardly stand it..

:)))

>start crying, even, or more often crying without any
>tears involved.. these lights or clouds zipping across
>my visual field, or sometimes brighter than that

Just go with it and try not to worry about it to much.
It'll just make you more tense than you already are.

>And breathing feels weird..

Yes, again, normal. Don't try to break the weird
breathing patterns when they pop up.

>this is strange.. keep feeling i am *not* ready for
>this.. but happening anyway and trying to stop it
>doesn't seem like an option at this point

Not an option. You just need some reassurance. :)

Best regards...

Amanda.


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