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To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/07/26 15:16
Subject: Re: [K-list] rest time?
From: Reikihealer


On 1999/07/26 15:16, Reikihealer posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Julie,

How wonderful that you have experienced the same thing! Are you married
to this man and when did this heart chakra/energy connection start with
you?

I DO want to be with this man, then, again, I am not physically
attracted to him. For me, it's more of an emotional/mental connection,
yet I desire him, too. Kind of odd, for me.

When we met, just once, I felt nothing, other than he was my little
brother. Our relationship has grown since April, but now seems to be
mainly an energy connection, as his love remains strong and consistent
for me.

I still desire very much so, a full and complete relationship. Yet, I
don't understand why my spirit is so attached to him.

I had to cultivate the heart connection with him for a few weeks, in
order to recognize it within my body. I practiced with it, drawing on
his spirit. Now that I have his energy within me, it doesn't want to
leave. It's like having him with me all the time, but now I don't know
what to do with it. I enjoy the companionship as I am not currently
involved with anyone else. It's like having a best friend/lover inside
and with me always.

Sometimes, he wants me so much, I have felt a sharp pain. Twice in my
right ovary, once in my right shin. Both times recently while I was just
sitting here relaxing. I knew it was him, and sent him loving energy,
and it stopped right away. He and I have discussed this, so that he is
aware that at times he pulls on me too much and has caused me physical
pain.

Have you had this happen also?

Namaste,
Cathy

Cathy
Love all, Serve all

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